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profile heello, this is miss ang from nanhuahigh school. i landed here on 26 april to explore planet earth. Loves 204`07♥ and 405`09; family; [mummy daddy♥♥♥]; candies and chocolates. finding for crayon shinchan and doraemon as friends. oh yah, Loves daydreaming, daydreaming for a day that my daydreams come true. and i say, SMILE, like nuts.
Give me a shot to remember And you can take all the pain away from me A kiss and i will surrender The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead A light to burn all the empires So bright the sun is ashamed to rise And be in love with all of these vampires So you can leave like the san abandoned me	others. MUSIC We Walk by The Tings Tings the -	Saturday, June 28, 2008 8:34 PM whoas~ finally its weekend! school was fine. but i still hate school. hahas. why is it that everyone cant recognise mi just becos i had a haircut and changed mie specs? maybe i did really changed a lot. can sae is that i wan to start afresh bah. and oh yah! they sae i look like weiqi! had a sudden maths test ytd! i will sae its easy. but i got ques wrong liao. sian sia. and olevel chinese oral next week! omg. i am so scared about it. scared that i will screwed up the whole thing. gahs. hope everything will turn out fine. short short post here. nothing much happen in school. just hw hw hw. yeah. uncle jeff is sending us lots of discs! i am so happy about it. then i can sing more. mummy can watch more. i certainly miss him so much! AND I MISS MIE DAD EVEN MORE! i am crazy over him. shall end here. its such a short short post. Friday, June 20, 2008 10:08 PM back from camp. 2 more days to skool reopen. tmr got du shu hui. wat the hell. gahs. camp was okay. but i love sea rafting. its fun! and i love the tv in the hotel. bought a watch for mummy. she said i shld have buy more colourful de. mummy is getting more fashionable. hahas. a pair of earings for sis. she said its weird. i always have a diff taste as her. a naruto soft toy for bro! i noe i am a little crazy. but i guess he likes it. he is hugging it for the whole day. nothing for mieself and dad. cos no time. and mummy sae i am stupid. hahas. sorry dad. i discover that i really really really cannot go for long long trip without mie family. cos i will homesick. and its very serious. hahas. now dad has left, i am more attached to mie family. i love mummy. and daddy!!! hope dad is doin well. i am sad. he haven come and find mi yet. oh uncle jeff is back in perth! i miss him. mie imagination keeps running wild whenever i am alone. gahs. and i am feeling lonely now. i am getting used to it. ah. i missing dad. dad dad dad dad dad. come and find mi please~ argh. i guess i will go crazy anytime. when when when when when can i go find dad? gahsssssss. feeling terrible. cos have to go skool. which means cant stay at home. which means cant be wif mummy. i am acting like a kiddy. becos i am one. Monday, June 16, 2008 12:34 AM whoo~ i am back to post ppl! okay first, its quite late. plus tmr got malaysia camp. so, its goin to be a short post. secondly, people! thanks for all your encouragement! i will be strong! cos i noe mie dad wants mi too! still waiting for dad to visit mi in mie dreams... dad! waiting for you alwayz!!!~ hmm. this week quite busy. sth about these few days. went to vivo on fri with jeanice eunice weiqi jiayu xiuhuan jerald chinchye daniel for movie. watch the happening. its quite nice! and i discover theres a lot of new dying ways. hahas. not for mi i will sae. i want to die in mie sleep. hahas. i am not being emo here! then went to marina square with uncle jeff aunt and family! went there for a international buffet. so nice man! the restaraunt is called paris i think. never heard before. its so posh there! gahs.. i am not those who goes this kind of place. the food there is really delicious. and i certainly love the croc meat bah kut teh!!! so yummy. and i had 2 bowls of it despite its so spicy. hahas. cant help it, i just love drinking soups~ after the lunch, we went for bowling! its first time for mummy, and she played a great game. but one thing i liked to sae is, the marina super bowl very lousy leh. the lane was like so rough. and mie ball keeping getting into the gutter. maybe is i lan lah. but compared to clementi, its really bad. so people, i advise you not to go there. and its quite ex there too. uncle jeff was a bowling a pro! so is aunt! uncle jeff scored the highest for both games. and for the second game, i am the last. hahas. mummy is even better than mi for the second game!!! applause for mummy!!!!!!! went to shopping next. and walked for like 3 hours? mie legs really cant take it. very suan. but bought a shirt and pants. ask mummy to buy one too but she say none of it suits her. mummy~ must buy more clothings for yourslef okay~! todae was happy. sorry mummy, didnt accompany you to church todae. next time i sure will accompany you! sorry~ went to da bo's house in the evening. had dinner there. its nice! too bad dad is not there. nvm. and went to ktv with family and relatives! first time goin ktv with them. uncle jeff know hot to liven the atmosphere. had a great time there! and bid farewell to uncle jeff and others. take care uncle jeff! so sad that i cant see you off personally on wed. but hope you did have a great time here! around 6 more hours to reporting time. arghhh. i hate it. i dont want to go for camp!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wednesday, June 11, 2008 8:34 PM these few days are really enduring. looking back at these few daes, i am really wondering how i come this far. its bad. and the worst had just fall upon mie life. mie eyes are in pain now. and i am sure mie mum's too. its so tiring. yet i wanted to stay up all night to accompany mie dad. thats the most i can do. but dad, i am sorry. its rather a rare experience. but i rather not to have it. the loneliness i have experince these few daes really makes mi cries. no one there to accompany mi, not even mie siblings. they have their own friends to support them. finally, its over. and i shall carry on with a new life. ahpa, 你很勇敢，很坚强。我很敬佩你。大家都很敬佩你。虽然你最后没获得胜利，但大家都为你感到高兴。你终于得到解脱。背了那么多年的包袱，是时候放下了。我只怪你为什么没把我一起带走。我多么想去你去的地方，起码可以陪你。我知道寂寞多可怕，我要陪你。我要你无牵无挂地走，我要你开心。虽然你不在我身边了，但有空来我梦里坐一坐，我会陪你一起谈政治，会陪你去吃咖哩鱼头，会陪你到那里走走，玩玩。记得要来哦！我会等你的。你走了，我又寂寞了一回。 *you will always be in mie heart♥* Thursday, June 05, 2008 9:27 PM oh. i am blogging almost everyday now.. gahs. i am still sad. about mie hair. hmm. todae nv go out. stay at home to do hw. but i have yet to complete at least half of mie hw! oh no. if i am goin at this pace, i will nv be able to finish it. i am starting to think dat mie new hairstyle makes mi look a kiddy. very childish lorh. arghhhhh. i dont look like a sec 3 from any angle lah. mie height makes mi look like this, and now, mie hair. oooh. 'the price is right' is back again! i miss that show sia. the tv has stop showing it long long ago. but now its back! i envy the winner lorh. double showcase winner leh! so shuang. mie mum just bought 2 packets of CANDY FLOSS! i am so so happy sia. long time nv eat le. miss it so much. i am missing everything right now! and mie mum just went to mie sis blog to tag. so funny sia. bro and i were laughing mad. luckily she dont noe about mie blog. i dont hope to let her noe it. if not she will start nagging. okay. i am posting almost everyday now but each of it will be a short short post. mie blog is quite dead. and i hope it wont be. oh. i am missing everything. missing the times i used to had, be it with mie family or frens. now that i look like a small kiddy, i hope i can return back to the past, where i can laugh and cry whenever i want, where theres someone to lend mi their shoulders. i wonder why i am thinking of all these. but the loneliness i am experiencing makes mi think of it. i am wondering again, how and why all this falls upon mi. its disasterous, but i have to face it. why am i so stupid. leaving everything would be a good idea, but not for now. maybe a few months later, or a few years. now that mie headache is back to haunt mi again, i will sae i deserve it. Wednesday, June 04, 2008 10:03 PM hello people. i am sad. hmm. went for a haircut todae. mie hair is now very very very short. zzz. so ugly. didnt cry. wad a miracle. at first it looks like those eygpt de people de hairtstyle. but ask the aunty to help mi trim abit. who noes trim becomes cut. then become even shorter. i dont noe whether i shld regret goin to her anot. just avoid looking into the mirror.. maybe i wont go out until mie camp. except for goin hospital. mie mum keep sayin not bad. it was then i noe i really look ugly. its bad. very bad. i wonder why i didnt cry. maybe i wanted to, but 欲哭无泪. fine. ah. i noe. i didnt drink 1.5l of water before i go out. haiz. still got mood for joke. todae was another terrible day with terrible headache again. who wants to go library? i mean for doin homework. ah. feeling so lonely again. TERRIBLE TERRIBLE TERRIBLE. i am watchin the blue planet now! its amazing. i feel like swimming. and fishing! argh. a fish just got caught by a stupid bird! 那种无助，是多么的心酸。世界就是如此无情。 looking back at those memories that i once had, i was wondering, if i did regret. i am really touched by everything and anything, but it was then i knew that i am not for it. although once hurt, and hurt again, its always better for one to suffer than both. i am thinking of it. but everything had long ago become a past. maybe not a past, but rather, it haven even started. Tuesday, June 03, 2008 10:52 PM ARGH. suddenly feel so lonely now. i am goin for a haircut tmr! i am so scared that i might cry for for the whole day again. maybe i shall drink a 1.5l of water before goin. so i got more water to spare. zzZ. todae went to library. regretted goin sia. cos i so bright and extra there. gahhhhhs. they 2 so close lah. then kp down there ai mei-ing. like i not there like there. got goosebumps please. and who will believe they 2 not tgt? lols. no offence ah. xiuhuan. ahhhh. got terrible headache todae. TODAE WAS TERRIBLE. i only completed mie Amaths TYS polynomials. still got more to go! grrrrrhhh. i am feeling hungry... didnt had mie dinner todae. cos i am lazzzzzyyy. well. nvm. just treat it as i am goin on a diet. i want go kbox! i wan go watch movie! but no one is free!? indeed, this holiday is a busy one. i dont even have time for revision, yet i am thinking of having fun. but i really wan to relax! nah. nvm. shall calm down. short short short post here. mie bro is watching Ah Long PTE LTD again. its funny. so bright. so envy. so terrible. so funny. so lonely. Monday, June 02, 2008 10:59 PM yeah! i changed mie blogskin! this gonna be a damn short post. hmm. i am so so fed up with mieself over these 2 days. i did nothing at all! not even touch any books yet. how am i goin to survive through the holidays!? just watched Ah Long PTE LTD. its a funny show. and i like the songs in it. hahas. so cool! CJ7 too. just watched it yesterday. actually. seriously, i dont think its a very funny show. but well, at least it can make you laugh and cry. qi zai very cute! and i like mei jiao! her voice so cute sia. argh. actually wanted to touch some of mie maths later on de. but looking at the time now, i dont think i have the mood for it. well, luckily i am meeting xiuhuan for library session tmr. she is bringing her dear changjing along. i gonna be very very bright there. maybe i will melt there too. but at leat i can concentrate more. cos they will be toking throughout. poor mi. weijie is away, and i got no one to help mi in mie binomials! learnt that before midyear. and i totally forgot everything about it! and now, looking at the ME 6, its all alien language to mi. zzZ. hmm. people, should i go cut mie hair short? i am afraid dat i might cry for one whole day again. but well, actually intend to go todae de, just dat mie mum not free. so i am left with more days to decide! give suggestions please. hahas. also can ignore mi lah. i am just lame. i wan to watch THE HAPPENING! its goin to be shown on friday 13. so cool right. it looks so interesting to mi. okay. shall end here. i sudddenly find that the colours of mie tagborad doesnt suit mie blogskin. but nvm. its so bright there!	tagboard	links 2o4`o7♥ 4o5`o9♥ angelina♥ chinchye♥ daniel♥ donna♥ enci♥ eunice♥ huanyuan♥ jason♥ jiayin♥ jeanice (1)♥ jeanice (2)♥ jerald♥ jinger♥ jingyi♥ joan♥ kelvin♥ lishi♥ lynn♥ melvin♥ minqi♥ samantha♥ sinyi♥ valerie♥ vincent♥ wanjun♥ wanling♥ weijie♥ weiqi♥ weizheno9♥ yanru♥ yanlin♥ yeeling♥ yongming♥ yurou♥ zoe♥ archives October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 September 2009 December 2009 \| credits layout: hey youu♥ icon: runtherace