lonely ` alwayz

2009-12-10T16:17:00.002+08:00

i am here to revive my blog!
today is my off day, that's i have the time to do such a mission. haha.
school is over, really over. very sad. but we will still have fun!
life after o's was bad, got to work. haiz. i had to suspend the 101 things i want to do badly.
hmm, i shall talk about some events after o's, in brief.
after o's, i didnt found myself that busy before! there's so many things lining up. job, shopping for prom stuff, class chalet...

class chalet
class chalet was quite fun, better than i expected. the bad thing is that the prcs had to left early, and couldnt joint us for night cycling. first day was hectic. rush to chalet after job training. second day was long, did so many things. volley in the morning, escape in the afternoon, talking session at night, night cycling in the dawn! but that was fun. at first i thought i couldnt finish the whole trail for night cycling, but the guys keep cheering me on, and they took good care of me, i supposed? yes, they did and i managed to finish it! woots. maybe its my first and last time. but well, i was always the last for it, but youwei and kokwee kept entertaining me with their singing, so i didnt fell asleep while cycling.thats good you know. seriously, i felt safe with them. third day nth much, packed up and left.

prom night
frankly speaking, i think the planning was nah, bad. in terms of activities, theres nth much, let alone fun. but the fun part was catching ppl to take photos with you. got lots of photos.. BUT I DIDNT TAKE PHOTO WITH YEELING! esp when she looked gorgeous that night. gahs gahs gahs. yeeling! next time lets camwhore tgt. haha. before going to the hotel, everything was in a mess, me weijie xiuhuan jiayu were almost late. i was grumbling on the cab "walao, i was never late for school for 4 whole years, i dont want to be late for prom day." after dinner, went back to hotel. almost got chased off by manager, but its fun:D

work was okay so far. but tiring. zzz. workplace is far, working hours are long. the bad thing is i dont have any of them working with me. sob! then working alone with new ppl felt sucky, esp when they all have their frens with them. first few days were bad, but now its okay le. btw, i am working as a promoter at taka. saw the dunnoe who from 403 there too. haha. but now still okay le, when there's like nth to do, like when sales remained stagnant and i didnt issue any sales chit in 1 plus hour, i will chat with the ppl working there. they are quite fun. but it was damn boring in the morning, cos i am the only one at the counter. haiz. then will talk with the aunties there if i am falling asleep. haha.
haiz. nowadays even if got off days also stay at home to rest, cos really tired. then its like centuries since i meet up with others le. like so.. zzz. everybody is busy with work, hard to find time to play. and theres like nth else for me to anticipate for. sob(!)

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2009-07-19T11:39:00.003+08:00

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friday was a terribly terrible day.
ytd was a terribly wasted day.
today gonna be a terribly mugging day.
next week gonna be a terribly hectic week.
luckily today got harry potter.:D
my house nearly exploded. because i fell asleep while keeping a watch on the boiling water.

:. lucky .:

2009-07-16T23:23:00.004+08:00

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sleepy right now.

A BIG THANKYOU to

XIUHUAN JIAYU YEELING WEIQI SINYI EUNICE

for the lovely scrapbook that you girls presented to me!!! love it loads

man<333 i want to watch harry potter and ice age. zzz.

theres always (7-1) stars that are extraordinary beautiful and shiny among the others in my night sky.
loveya to max!

2009-07-04T00:42:00.003+08:00

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first week of school, gone.
i am wondering why did i on my com again when i am suppose to read up some essays. wtf.
had fine dining today. veru funny. i told my mum about it and she was laughing like mad at all those stupid stuffs that we had to do. seeing the class in such a state also quite funny huh.
next week onwards wont be any better i guess.
okay, i must go read up sth before i slp. although i am like almost falling aslp right now.
i hope to scold right into my sis face! WTF, STOP BRINGING PPL BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyw, HAPPY BDAE TO WEIQI! although its already pass 12...

2009-06-28T22:45:00.001+08:00

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counting down, 8 more hours to hell.
today went to the tze chi seed programme. crappy, but sinyi and me were sort laughing throughout. haha. but i rather stay at home to sleep to my fill for one last time.
i just couldnt get whats wrong with me that i am getting songs mixed up every now and then. my mind is in a whirlpool i guessed. hahaha.
i had a nightmare last night. really a NIGHTMARE. it was like so real that i almost shout and yell out halfway through my sleep. oh gosh, i rather smash my brain then to rmb that stupid dream. GOSH.
tmr is the beginning of hell. really dunnoe what i should be feeling. its like you know its a hell but yet you are still going to it. what crap.
i am watching michael jackson's thriller right now. but i am like, why am i watching this at such an hour!?
chills~

jihoojihoojihoo.

2009-06-26T23:15:00.002+08:00

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2 more days to school reopen. i was wondering what can i do with my pathetic hair. i am not going to cut it, but i cant tie it either. maybe i will appear in school with two pony, and i guess many will say that i am acting cute. huh.
theres nothing for me to update, just posting because i got nothing else to do with the com. now that i had finished watching boys over flowers, i was wondering what more can i do with the com. lost interest in facebook and theres nothing that could quite interest me. somehow of feel like, lost, after finish watching bof. theres no more reason for me to on the com, yet i am staring at it now. i really dont know what to do at night once it pass 10pm. no more shows for me to anticipate. and i dont wish to on my com, unless i want to rewatch bof, which i feel like to, but think its crazy. actually, i still have tons of work left undone. nightime will be a best time for me to open up my book, but i have competely no mood for it. i need to gain interest in studying to excel. but where can i find the motivation. it sounds so depressing.
i toss and turn on my bed last night. went to bed like 12am, which is like so early as compared to the past few weeks. i cant get to sleep. actually i wanted to sleep on the floor, but the floor was scattered with books and theres no more space for me to sleep. its only till 2 plus when i finally got to sleep i guess. i sounded so pathetic. but i really cant get to sleep that early nowadays. and i cant wake up that early too nowadays. i am waking up at 12pm almost everyday. i got myself 7 alarms but i still cant wake up. someone please wake me up early tmr. i want to watch doraemon.
i really need to get myself on track now. i have tons of things that i wanted to do after o's, and i cant stop thinking of them. but i always feel so guilty for not picking up my book every single second. how is it that i got myself in such a pathetic situation. maybe school will be good for me. at least i can get myself going. but thinking like theres only 4 more months to o's, i am feeling even more guilty.
i cant believe i got much things to crap about. and they were all about studies and stuffs. one last time i am crapping about studies here.
hmm, i cant get jihoo off my mind. a guardian angel, one every girl would wish for.

i really wish to hear coldplay sing viva la vida live.

2009-06-25T00:24:00.003+08:00

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bro and sis are having creamy pasta now. yucky.
stepped out of my house for the first time for these past two weeks. got to use the new lift! haha. quite fun. went for a movie at jp. we watched drag me to hell. haiz. i wanted to watch transformer, because got linkin park's song! hahaha. but in the end we still went to watch the old granny show despite sinyi and eunice cant take those kind of horror shows. they wanted to watch it because they believe what daniel said that its a comedy. LOL lah. so gullible. and the two of them just practically went in to cover their ears throughout. eunice still complain that her hands were so tired. sinyi more pro, she just took out her phone and pluck in her earphones.
these two weeks are bad for me. didnt managed to do anything much. still got geo and ss left untouched. 4 more days to go and the real battle will start. oh oh oh. now i am dreading to return to school.
i finally finished watching boys over flowers! been spamming the drama over these two weeks. if not i would have to wait till oct for the drama to finish on teevee. cant afford to. but the show is damn nice. enjoyed it a lot. cried a lot too. guys will definitely think that girls are just.... typical.
WHY WHY WHY. how is it possible that i can mixed them up! so flustered now.
ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ. i finished typing these in 10s. LOL.

huh. i wanted the song so badly.

2009-06-12T17:19:00.003+08:00

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i just got home from project work at mayee's house. anyway, mayee, thanks for the lunch and ride again!
another week gone. time flies. i did nothing this week! NOTHING! not even picking up a book to read. wtf. i am getting lazy.
monday went back for remedial, till like 6pm!? i wasnt listening to ms chng's 3hrs lesson. and she said that was the first time she saw me being so tired. hello, who will have the mood to listen to the lesson at such an hour. but in the middle break, like 10 to 3, i managed to finish my maths ex book and a little of phy paper one. but i really feel like... forget it. dont dampen my mood.
tuesday was class gathering. reach sentosa at 10 plus and left at 2 plus. dont wish to talk much about it because i wasnt very happy about it. can i find someone for me to complain!?
wednesday was buffet! haha. finally got a chance to go out with friends for buffet. too bad weiqi and yeeling didnt came along. went to sakura for their lunch buffet and i can tell you please dont go there if you want to have any buffet. its really not worth it because firstly, theres not much variety of food there. secondly, their food there dont taste good. but the chicken soup there was nice. so lousy want lah, only got chicken soup and shark fin. dont even have fried rice.
so after the bufftet, we were so so full and started stoning in the park outside sakura for some time. after stoning we went to bowling alley for some game before going to yeeling's house to play like 3 games of uno and taidi. went home after that, w/o having dinner.
i felt tired to be cheated again.
thursday was out with jiayu. didnt feel good because i was far too tired.
today was project day. managed to finish the project pretty fast, like in 1 or 2 hours time? and mayee kept asking me some random questions.
overall, this week was bad. beacause i am so pissed off and irritated like for all the 5 days!?
saw this article about this girl called Junko Furuta who was being tortured for 44 days. feel a little disturbed by it. because its like..... why will such things happen to such a pretty girl when she did nothing wrong. very na men. but she is a strong girl. very strong. she is a heroe. really. i cant imagine how she had the will to pull through. i really wish i have such will to pull through this year too. argh, got this very werid feeling everytime i think about that.
i really feel bad about this week. theres nothing for me to be happy about. i really wish to scold right into their faces. gotta supress my anger. YEELING, CAN LEND ME YOUR TWEETY BIRD? I WANT TO BE LIKE NINI DE MOTHER. but i think i will be like sort of 'rebounce' once i hit it.
i am feeling tired for this whole week. dont even have to energy and mood to think about him. i need something to boost my energy! i really need motivation please.
i think i will cry each time i listen to this song.

Things My Father Said

The things my father said would make me a better man.
Hard work and the love of friends, a woman that understands.
I hope my father knows the seeds we've sown still grow.
At night I go to sleep and pray he is watching over me.

Somewhere there's a star that's shining
so bright that I can see you smile.
And all that I need is one last chance
just to hear you say goodbye.

Sometimes I remember when you taught me to tie my shoes.
One thing I will never forget is the day that I lost you.
I hope you always know the car that we built will always roll.

Somewhere there's a star that's shining
so bright that I can see you smile.
And all that I need is one last chance
just to hear you say goodbye.

And if you have a dream you better hang on for dear life!
And when that cold wind blows just let it pass you by.
Yeah, things my father said.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah!

Somewhere there's a star that's shining
so bright that I can see you smile.
And all that I need is one last chance
just to hear... you say... goodbye, goodbye.
Just to hear you say goodbye.

mummy is so so so great.

2009-06-07T22:27:00.003+08:00

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i am feeling, bored.
tmr gonna have remedials again. and i pratically did nothing during the weekends. is finishing one compo to be proud of? i really need some motivation to keep me moving.
but oh yeah, got a new phone today. saw one LG phone which is like soooo cool but cant buy it because its so exxxx. and we went all the way to jurong point and back to jurong east again because mum was more familiar with the staffs in jurong east. the staffs there were all very nice. chat while waiting and theres this one staff who is very shuai. hahaha. and now, i am stuck at samsung again. haiz. wanted to try out some other brands but its all too ex you see. so.... i am going to change my handphone number again, and my house number.
nothing much to post about though, having class gathering next week which i am not very sure if i am turning up. and hopefully, having buffet and date with jiayu next week too:D

when the clock strikes 11.05pm, it commemorates the first year of your departure. never will it be that painful anymore, but a deep scar still live in the bottom of the heart. you left, and said nothing. how cruel was that. nothings gonna change our love for you, and we will miss you even more as days goes by. in loving memory, dad♥.

2009-06-03T20:50:00.003+08:00

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they got me a dress today:D
first thing that came across my mind when i was trying out the dress:
-i was figuring how to wear.
-i almost suffocated
-i cover my face and went "OMGGGGGGGG."
i need to get use to the weird image.
but nevertheless, i still love it loads<3
thanks a lot!!!!:D:D:D

when the souls meets the body.

2009-06-02T21:01:00.002+08:00

oh, i cant get my hands off the com.
its bad, i only managed to finish my chinese compo today. what a day again.
i really got the urge to finish the whole boys over flowers series. ahhhhh.

it gonna be over over over over over over over over.

2009-06-01T20:39:00.004+08:00

you guys make my day:D:D:D

too bad, i dont have photoshop on this com so i cant do some nice editing.

we had our english prelim oral today. first met up with yeeling and weiqi for lunch. weiqi was late again, super late. when we were at clememti, she was at cck. and she said she thought 30mins was enough for her to change her clothes and travel to clementi to meet us at 1. wake up miss leong. LOL.

so yeeling and i went to sumohouse first because there were no other place. (we dread having fastfood again) and the person there asked yeeling wheres our the other fren and yeeling said shes walking here, when weiqi was like still on the train? but yah anyway, we finished our lunch pretty fast and went to school.

on the way we were talking about the hairstyle and stuffs. mi and yeeling were like persuading weiqi to have long hair. but she is far too lazy you see, thats why she is missielazy. if her hair is really long, i think everyone would be like, wow. and we were talking about this bangs bangs thing. and saw the one we were talking about. but too bad, they pin up their bangs bangs if not i could have a good laugh.

oral was okay for me but the questions for conver was like totally no link with the picture and stuff. but anyway, i am glad oral is over and i have currently nothing that is bugging me except for tons of homeworks i guess.

mum and sis and bro were away for malacca the past 2 days. and one thing, I MANAGED TO SURVIVE ON MY OWN. but i am pretty sad because they only got one shirt for me. and i was pestering my bro to give us the bracelet(which she got for his female fren) but he didnt seemed to be willing to give in. wtf. :(

wah, i was watching this channel8 9pm show and their dishes for dinner were like those for some wedding dinner or so. they all dressed like going to some function. how can they survive.....

and oh yah, people! when are we going for buffet?

i just realised that my url for my blog is really kiddish. too bad, thats because i created that when i was primary 4 and i am far too lazy to change it.

bro deleted the DJmax in his PSP. wtf.

i want to play DJmax.

i just told bro that i got another idol.

i guess i am starting to wake up from my dreams.

2009-05-31T00:47:00.002+08:00

ytd's outing was fun! we finally got on the flyer, busy camwhore-ing inside.
its a memorable experience.
i cant believe i cried while watching fearless. i didnt cried during the first time i watched, thats because i was in perth.
and i laughed while watching boys over flowers. oh god, cry and laugh, i am going crazy.
i only managed to finish one piece of english paper 2. its like so!? zzzzzz. i could have done more. shit, i think i am going to waste this holidays away again, and i cant afford to do that.

it shouldnt be like this.
it all comes at the wrong time.

2009-05-24T15:36:00.002+08:00

GIRLS TALK RULES MAN!
yesterday was funnnnnnn. although we didnt manage to take a ride on the flyer, but we went around the area like esplanade park, merlion park to camwhore. hahahahaha.
GONNA DECIDE A DAY FOR FLYER AGAIN OKAY!
i reached home around 9 plus and was all ready for boys over flower. oh god, i am again a typical teenage, crazy over such show.
and, THANKS A LOT TO JIAYU AND XIUHUAN FOR THE NECKLACE YOU GAVE ME. ITS REALLY NICEEEEEE. I REALLY LOVE IT A LOT. LOVE YO GUYS LOADS!<3

2009-05-22T23:39:00.004+08:00

YEAH! today is friday!

I AM SOOOOOO HAPPY!. because i got rock candies from huijie!

thanks so much huijie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love huijie man.

i was like jumping around with the candies.

school was okay, nothing much to talk about.

mum cooked dan chao fan for me today because i said i dont want her normal fried rice. oh yeah, mum is the best.

this is the candies that huijie gave me. i dont even bear to eat it.

mickey cup from bro!

samuel's brother is so cute.!

and oh yah, tmr gonna have flyer outing!

its going to be girls day out i guess.

i saw you, and i felt so sad. you are so unreachable.

but its my friends that made my day.

2009-05-21T20:08:00.003+08:00

i am back to post again.
results are out. hmm, i am not very satisfied with my performance:( we should never be satisfied, but be more hungry for more good grades. thats quoted from the dunnoe who who talked to us this afternoon.
i got straight twos for most of my subjects. damn disappointing! i expect my physics and humanities to get a one. and i am so disappointed with my hcl. zzzzzzzz. i should work a little harder in the coming holidays. and my maths!!! talking about that, i feel like banging the wall. but i am happy that i managed to pass my chemistry. the paper was like so so damn hard. maybe its because i stupid. i was like so stunned when i took a glance at the first ques. and then i couldnt think properly for the rest of the paper. so its sort of a miracle i pass my chem! i was like saying, "zhihui! i cant tear the paper(reuslts for otas)....." (because my hands were trembling so badly.) i could and should have done better. but well, i am not all ready for this midyear, as in, i didnt really managed to finish my revision. so... yah, maybe i could have done better.
our dear principal made us waited for him for like 15mins to give us a lecture, again. what he said do make sense, but i guessed no one is really listening to him. i really miss yimeng. i wonder how is she doing. please let mi be able to contact her again.
theres really a tight schedule ahead. i dont think the one month holiday is enough for us. i need to set aside a few days for play, many days for remedials, and many days for revisions. how is it possible that it is enough. seven more weeks after holidays and it will be prelims, wow, thats damn, FAST.
mum, sis and bro are going away to malaysia for 2 days next week, which means that i am left alone in the whole house for 2 days! i dunnoe whether i should be happy or not. happy because i can have the whole house to myself. sad because i have to settle the meals myself. all of them were saying i will die these 2 days because i am to lazy to buy food for myself. well, i still dunnoe how i should survive.
we are having PTC next fri! its good because theres no schools, but my mum is seeing my teachers. haiz. actually, i dread going to PTC because my co-form is my chem teacher, again!? but well, since i pass my chem this time round(yeah!), i am okay with my mum seeing my teachers.
okay, HONGweijia, you need to buck up and work hard for the upcoming o's. because you know you can do it, so you must work for it. work hard for the sake of yourself, mummy and dad, and anyone... JIAYOUS MAN! GO ALL THE WAY. be strong and you can do it.
sorry, bear with the "zi yan zi yu" part.

OMG OMG OMG! MAKOTO NAGANO JUST PASS THE FIRST STAGE AGAIN! WAHAHAHA. I AM SO DAMN SAD THAT KATSUMI YAMADA DIDNT GOT INTO THE NEXT STAGE. BUT I AM SOOOO HAPPY BECAUSE AT LEAST, I DID SAW HIM.

omg, i am so obsessed over you right now. why why why. i need to stop thinking stop thinking stop thinking about you. get out of my mind okay, you are not wanted here.

2009-05-17T16:07:00.004+08:00

midyears is over!!!

i can finally relax for a day. but tmr is going to be a hell.

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hah, its my birthday! thanks a lot to many who had sent bdae msgs to me. i really love it and appreciate it a lot. thanks loads guys!

we went out to jp for lunch on that day. decided to dine in at ding tai feng. but seriously, its not worth of you to go there if you have a craving for dim sums. i rather go to crystal jade.

bro did sth funny. he went off by himself to buy a mickey mug for me while we were shopping halfway through at the fairprice. i am touched alright. that was the first time he bought something for me, not counting the two pens he bought for me when we were still young for my birthday.

and sis bought a coffee flavoured cake for me. yeah!

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mothers'day celebration!

went out to VITTLES for lunch. its in such a ulu place. but overall, i think the food there was okay, except for what i am eating. it didnt have any service charge and theres freeflow of popcorn. so its still quite worth it. its at yishun, so far away. but i enjoyed my meal.

we went to IMM next because mummy wanted to buy something, and we ended up having subway for dinner. its my first time having subway, and i can say that subway its not for me.

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midyears is over! and i asked xiuhuan and jiayu out for shopping. we went to bugis for shopping and they were complaining that i am such a nuisance because i dont know what i wanted. and they ended up saying they will buy for next time round. yeah!

we then met up c4 and went to iluma. theres a escalator leading from the first to the fourth level. so cool man! and we were trying so hard to take pictures on the escalator. after a little while at iluma, we went back to jp because eunice wanted to buy a rattan bag. had fish n co for dinner and its my first time there! but the fish and chips there was like so oily and it feels like drinking 50ml of oil right down into the stomach. i guess it would be my last time there unless i going there for their pasta. overall, its fun!

i want more shopping!!!!

2009-04-19T11:25:00.002+08:00

a week worth of celebration:D
405 got the overall CHAMPION for sports day!
well done 405! fantastic class.
AND CDS SYF.
we will do our cca proud. though the results is not really out yet.
first time i felt so commited to my cca. another thing that is worth celebration.
i hope our cca can strive on. though i am really worried for the future of our cca.
nevermind, its time we shall step down. and concentrate hard for o's.
this week is really a HAPPY week.

i really hope its true.
and i will be so happy.
at least our hardwork paid off.
thats worth remembrance.

i really enjoy looking at you from far.
my best impression of you will always be retained within.
and i will bring it on to strive for the best.
its unstoppable.

2009-03-28T21:01:00.001+08:00

OFF YOUR LIGHTS PLEASE.
its earth hour now.
i cant read anything in the dark right now. so i shall just treat it as an hour of rest.
HAHAHAHA.

2009-03-21T21:03:00.003+08:00

i have the sudden urge to renovate my blog, but i just have no time for it!
oh yeah, i am left with the PSG stupid compo. FLIGHT? i am not not interested in their ATTRACTIVE PRIZES. why cant they just make it optional for all?!
i just had a stupid conversation with my brother today.
bro: hey, give me 20 bucks for my birthday present leh.
me: and when did you do the same thing?
bro: because i was small last time, dont know a single thing.
me: oh, your birthday just passed? *shocked face*
bro: last time you gave sis 20 bucks now you also give me 20 bucks lah.
me: how much you gave her last time ah?
bro: 20 bucks.
me: why you so stupid, give her 20 bucks. i gave her 25 bucks!?
one more day to school reopen. if school starts at 10am everyday, i would love to go to school.

2009-03-21T00:02:00.002+08:00

hello people, i am back:D
yeah, i finally finish my maths project. the project is bloody hell sickening. now one more thing off my mind, i feel more relaxed. whoots!
holidays are coming to an end. thinking back, i didnt even went out for a single day of relaxation! argh, sad. got no time for it. actually wanted to go on wed, but got geo project. sad sad sad!
2 more days and school reopens! time flies.
got very pissed off by some ppl recently. this holiday was bad. didnt really enjoy it. and i cant believe i did succeed in suppressing my anger. but i just wonder why i cant do that to my family?
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BRO!
i am so sorry that i almost ruin your birthday. but i have to say that your friends are really weird. i hope you can treasure my naruto more than the pooh. strive on!
okay, its getting late and i shld go and finish the book huijie lend me. i am determined to finish it by today!

2009-03-07T19:41:00.002+08:00

I AM SO TIRED.
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nanhua's annual roadrun! i am quite excited about it. its our last year in nanhua, so i should enjoy the day to the max, and i did! we got our class tee on tue. its so nice! the guys were so sweet to put each and every single tee respectively on our desk. met xiuhuan and jiayu and her cousin in the morning to go to west coast tgt. i actually wanted to be friendly by talking to jiayu's cousin, but she said that i am far too scary. breaks mie heart okay! but i dont blame her for being honest. i shall improve on that. hmm, saw kelvin and chuan an on the bus. we are actually supposed to be on the previous bus, but the bus was so full. luckily.
amazingly, our bus reached the bus stop the same time as the previous bus. quite shocked though. anyway, its the same old thing. went through the morning assembly, did some morning exercises(which i think none of us did it) and proceed on with the run. we walked throughout. and suddenly zhihui and beeleng wanted to take photo with mi. i am so shocked! hahas. because we were walking so slowly, and that i think we were one of the last few sec 4 girls walking, we just cut through the field to the assembly area. sinyi got 14th place! many of mie classmates also got into the top 20. congrats!
next was mass games. we played with 411,402,408 and 403. although we didnt clinched the first, but i think our girls did really well! many of us fell during the game, but we just carried on to do our best. great job girls! and to the guys too! 405 is getting more bonded and united! even mr liu didnt expect us to be so bonded. great job 405!!!
everyone was so tired after the roadrun. but still, we went to jp for lunch. actually wanted to watch movie but we ended up goin home. SORRY WEIQI! I DIDNT WANT TO DISAPPOINT YOU THAT MUCH. I AM REALLY SORRY!
thats all about roadrun.
we are finally allowed to use the aircon. its so cool.....
i am really so tired. i should and must stop thinking about it!
i just find it very saddening that i didnt have a childhood sweetheart.....
and oh yah, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHINCHYE!

2009-03-01T11:58:00.002+08:00

common test is finally over. i am suppose to be happyyyyy!
dont know for what reason, i just feel the stress and pressure getting greater. maybe its because i am getting all the results back next week. the end of common test marks the start of another tiring journey. more to go! so guys, jiayous!
went on a shopping spree with xiuhuan ytd at jurong point. its a sudden decision, to shop for the presents for march babies. my second time in the year for shopping! so we shopped around for like a few hours or so and went home because xiuhuan's mum was nagging at her. too bad jiayu cant make it. but i managed to enjoy myself:D
jiayu jiayu. next time gonna go shopping tgt okay? dont be another busy one!
today gonna be slacking day for me. i brought so many books home doesnt mean that i am mugging all the way okay, i will be slacking my time away today.
i really hope popular will be like fariprice and organise those "stuffs you manage to grab within one minute or what so ever and they would be yours" some kind of thing like that. i really have the urge to finish jodi picoult's books.
another boring day for me. i will try my best to enjoy it. :O

2009-02-15T13:51:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BELATED VALENTINES DAY TO ALL.
i am finally back to posting. this gonna be short one.
i should have post yesterday. but yesterday was so busy, and i didnt have the mood to do so. and for your info, is BUSY IN FIGURING OUT HOW TO DO MIE MATHS. having 2 maths tests next week. damn it. and common test is just a week away. too bad, i haven even start on the revision for any subjects yet.
mie house's printer is spoilt like for dont know how many decades le. and i ended up copying the slides for chapter 8 of geo. if not i am goin to die for tuesday's tests. i suddenly miss the printer so much.
mie sis received a bunch of roses yesterday morning. its from her bf. the roses came after he left our house yesterday's morning? so lame. and its 12 purple roses which cost 110 bucks. the colour of the roses was so ugly and yet it cost a bomb. if i were to be a guy, i wont be that stupid for godness sake.
zheng mian asked us to write 生活随笔. and mie topic is << 我的情人节>>. hahas. i can actually write a lot on this topic. but she said one and a half pages is enough.
i shall end here. since i promised its goin to be a short one. anyway, i dont have much stuffs to post about v.day. except for the fact that i received lots of chocolates on fri! thanks to all!
LIFE IS JUST TOO TIRING FOR YOU TO FIND REASONS TO KEEP YOUR EYES OPEN FOREVER.

2009-01-17T12:12:00.002+08:00

yesterday's CIP was damn fun and meaningful:D:D:D
our group collected 3 tvs, lots of clothes and newspaper.
damn happy de.
and yesterday's chat with yeeling eunice xiuhuan jiejun daniel was damn nice too.
i was wondering where am i during sec 1.
i hurt mie toe.
and i cant sleep the whole night because its too painful.
finally slept at 3 plus when the pain subside.
now i am down with flu. sore throat. damn it. but mie toe is a little better.
mum scolded mi. she dont care.
so i also dont care.
yeah:D i finally decided to delete everything.

HOUSE OF FURY!

2009-01-11T18:51:00.002+08:00

tomorrow is the release of olevel results. damn it! i am so scared.
i am so scared that i cant get an A. omg. omg. omg.
i am so flustered this morning. everything just doesnt seemed to go in my way. i am so angry at mieself.
school was okay till now. darren is sitting beside mi. at first, i thought its going to be a disaster for mi, but afterall, its still okay. because he is like so quiet now?
i hate it i hate it i hate it.
i hate myself.
for everything i have done.
for living.
for deceiving miself.
for not getting over it.
for missing it.
why why why.
this year is going to be a tough year ahead.
i must:
-stay happy.
-stay healthy.
-MUG MUG MUG.
i shall abandon mie blog for a while:D:D:D

2009-01-01T15:49:00.002+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR!
time flies. and its finally 2009! year to fight and give in all our best!
had a party at yeeling's house ytd! its fun! whoas. her mum very cute and funny. wad a nice nice family.
lots of things happened last year.
204`07 is love! despite we are all in different class, we are still as bonded. its great to be around with them. brings laughter and joy.
305`08! 405`09! a very very smart class. our class got lots of smart smart ppl. and muggers! its damn stress to be in this class. but well, i can be motivated to work harder! didnt get to know much of mie classmates last year. hope this year would be another fun and memorable year with them!
actually 2008 is bad bad year for mi. i am seperated from mie dear 204, mie results dropped down down down, dad left mi, i didnt manage to get scholarship! argh argh argh!.
okay, 2008 is bad, but i will anticipate 2009!
lets all work hard tgt for olevels and shine in the year 2009!
HELLO 2009~!

2008-12-25T22:20:00.002+08:00

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS! did you guys receive presents from santa?
its quite late le lah. i mean christmas is ending soon. in about 1 hour 40 mins?
okay. todae is christmas day, a nice nice day.
went to lighthouse this morning with mum and bro for service. oh please, its mie first time there. but lighthouse de hall very very big! and the lighting oso very very good! its not as bad as i thought. those sing a long session really quite fun. christians are so 'open'. as in.... they very friendly. yup. all nice nice ppl. enjoyed mieself throughout the whole service. now i dont mind goin there to pei mie mum le.
after which we went to jurong point. the extended jp is really really big. i can get lost in it. actually i can get lost anywhere. because i am a lu chi. hahas. too many shops le. and too many ppl le! maybe its because today is christmas. but well, i shall return to jp a few days later when i have more time to shop.
oh yeah! i finished mie second short short comic strip le. 3 pages nia. hahas. but nevermind. just 3 pages alone can kill mi. i got a sense of achievement. woah!
people! enjoy christmas's last few mins!

2008-12-24T00:08:00.002+08:00

TERRIBLE TERRIBLE TERRIBLE.
everythings so terrible.
life isnt any fairytale. its so tragic, like the little mermaid.
whats the ending of little mermaid? does it have a happy ending?
oh gosh, i forgot le.
yeah! tmr is mugging day!

2008-12-22T22:24:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! loveya<3
ytd went to marina square for mummy's bdae celebration. went to hotpot culture for dinner. hmm, i think its still okay. actually wanted to go to yuki yaki for dinner, but full house. thats sad. but nevermind, hotpot culture isnt that bad afterall. we had steamboat! woots. i love soups. hahas. and we saw our neighbour! spore is such a small small world.
we had dinner for like 2 hours. we then went to the spore flyer because mummy had 2 tickets. actually wanted to buy 2 more tickets so that we could go tgt, but the ticket was far too ex! an adult ticket cost $29.90. zzz. and after a game of scissors paper stone, i lost to bro. so i didnt get the chance to go onto the flyer! damn sad de. but nevermind.
all along, i thought that spore flyer is just a big big ferries wheel. but actually theres a lot of shops down there. and theres quite a lot of ppl. an 'eye-opening' experince. hahas.

thats the garden at the spore flyer.

thats the rasberry icecream sis treat mi to comfort mi. but it taste like hell. yucks.

bu liang xiao hua is nice! very nice. i can watch the show till i cry. and i dunnoe why.

yeah! christmas is just around the corner! too bad theres no christmas party.

school is reopening in a weeks time. i dunnoe if i shld be happy or not. happy because i will be slacking all day long, and having the feeling that i am so useless and sickening. sad is because everyday have to wake up so early. and i am sure i wont get enough rest once school reopens.

i now then realise that living in this world is no fun at all. because its so unfair.

i want to go out! i dont want to stay at home all day.

2008-12-15T22:28:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRHTDAY VINCENT!
oh yeah! went to kbox today with sinyi and xiuhuan!
its very fun. we sang for like 5 hours! hahas.
first went to meet them after their training. and mie hair is in such a mess! so ugly. argh. then we went to kbox after lunch.
we got a very big room, cos there were no rooms left. but nevermind, we can play in the big big room.
sinyi sang almost the whole album of lin you jia. but theres no bei ying! thats sad. theres a big big poster of yoga outside the room and she is so crazy about it! she really is a no.1 fan of yoga. lols.
okay, we were quite high inside. and when it comes to the song ai guo, the whole room is so noisy. cos the pitch of that song is so damn high and they were all screeching inside the room with the mike. the glass can crack if it goes on. but its fun lah!
now i love the song yu zhou xiao jie so much cos its like so funky! we were all very high when we are singing this song.
but the bill very expensive. you yi zhong bei scam de gan jue. haiz.

i am off to watch survivor! its the season finale! omg!

2008-12-07T19:35:00.002+08:00

tmr is the season finale of the amazing race. i am looking forward to it!
and i really really have to start studying. not much time left.

给我你手上的书，我帮你拿。
这样我就可以牵你的手。
:D:D:D

2008-12-06T20:55:00.004+08:00

ESCAPE TRIP IS FUNNNNNNN!
HAPPY BELATED BDAE DANIEL!
went to escape with 204 on wed! is super funn. we only paid $1.25 and played from 11am to 8pm! very very fun. and it was then i know that mie voice can be very high-pitched and loud! the pirate ship was damn fun!!!!!! yeah. it was such a enjoyable day. more 204 outing!
ytd jeanice weiqi eunice and mi went for the band concert. weiqi looked very very mature and formal. we went to bugis to take neo and have dinner. i dont like mos burger. we are almost late for the concert. but thats the earliest we can be. weijie came to join us after his usher duties, and the both of us kept laughing because of a funny uncle infront of us. but good job band!
today went for bowling session with jeanice xianzheng vincent. enjoyed mieself too. cos i kept laughing with jeanice. wahahha. and playing with the two guys is damn stress de lah. all pro de. argh. and mie score sucks. and theres this uncle who is very nice to give us some tips on bowling. i kept 'oh, okay, emm, hahas'. most of the times i dunnoe wad he is toking. too chim le. but well, he is a nice nice uncle.
so i reached home around 4pm and theres a repeat of all the amazing race episodes! oh gosh! toni and dallas~ zzzzzzz. dallas quite shuai de. hahas.
after todae i am goin to fa hua chi again. hahas.
i think i am having gastric now. argh.
and theres goldenhorse later on!
but no wo cai. nvm.
oh yeah! i am finally goin for a studying session next week le. finally. if not i will be stoning at home all day. i dont like that weijia.
i love mum and dad so much.
i miss dad so much.
i thought its over, but looks like its not.

你为什么在这里？因为我想你啊。

2008-12-02T21:00:00.001+08:00

she's munching away on her toblerone right now.
and she is so happy and high right now!

2008-12-01T11:20:00.002+08:00

OMG. TONI and DALLAS got eliminated!
omgomgomgomg. i cant believe that andrew and dan got into the top 3. i am so so so sad. ARGH.
but i am sure they wont win. hahas.
its 1st of december. one month is gone. and i did nothing! i was wondering if there is any remarkable progress in mie studies? hmm, nope i guess.
i wanna watch the break out. it looks very interesting. i wanna watch the day the earth stood still. i wanna watch twilight. hmm, theres lot more nice shows coming up.
anyone wants to go sing karaoke?
and muggers! please call mi along if you want to mug. i cant mug at home. i am not like weijie, he said he STUDIES, not mug.
oh, the girl who leapt through time is very nice! i cried while watching. its like so late in night. and i had to make sure that i sleep very very late in order not to have swollen eyes the next morning. and mie eyes arent swollen this morning! yeah.

2008-11-29T22:40:00.003+08:00

i am feeling tired right now. yawn*

finally sort of clear up my room le! hooray! but i still haven sort out mie worksheets and notes. gahs. got like 9 thick files for mi to sort them out. AHHHHH.

thats how my room looked like when i just started clearing...

a bit messy lah. but well, i throw all my books and files into those drawers ah, cabinets ah, boxes... so no one will trip over it le. hahas.

today went to the IT fair. dunnoe the actual name for it. walk for like 5 or 6 hours. very tired. luckily theres not too many people when we reached there. so we walked around and bought some things. one thing, THANKS XIAO GU AND UNCLE JEFF!

and i had the worst lunch. the food i ordered taste awful. and makes mi lose mie appetite for the whole day.

i am just a little worried for mie bro. he got the psp and play play play. must must must ask mum to be more strict to him le.

yawn* i shall keep mieself awake to watch teevee! ytd's survivor is really boring man. shall look forward to next week's episode.

i just happen to take a look at the photo albums that we had. those photos that are taken when we were very young. then i realise that actually, i was quite cute when i was young mah! hahas. those photos really reminds mi of those wonderful memories i had. i was so xing fu in the past. but i will be sure that i am too xing fu in the future. esp mum.

i am bored at home. feel that theres a need for mi to start mugging. anyone wants to mug too? can pei mi:D:D:D

2008-11-27T11:55:00.005+08:00

i have been spending this few days clearing mie room. oh gosh, its so messy. i felt so bad when sis or mum almost trip over some of mie books which i left on the floor. but now, i am determined to clear mie room. just started clearing mie table, and it took mi like 4 hours to get everything done. so now i am left with one more table of books and the floor! i now have this sudden gush of energy to clear up. hahas.
i wanna wanna wanna wanna wanna watch TWILIGHT! just watch the trailer. its so cool! anyone want to watch?
i am feeling bored. feel like goin out. but mum will be nagging at mi once i do that. furthermore, i am broke! thats the saddest thing.
i having mie favourite grapes now! so sweet!.
and i wish that someone would be that sweet to mi too. hahas.

2008-11-26T00:19:00.000+08:00

oh yeah! CIP is finally over. i believe our hardwork had paid off.
firstly, i am so proud of mieself because i am punctual and on time today! this kind of thing very rare de. hahas. i woke up at 5am today. very early indeed. but i dont mind actually. cos i can listen to FM radio at the same time. songs in the morning are really really nice! or songs in the midnight are really nice. so i just carry on with mie packing and at the same time, sing along too. but i am so scared that i will wake the rest up. hahas.
we went to gracehaven this time round for cip. but before that, we didnt get details about the home there. so i am sort of afraid of the kid's age group. because if they are too old, i mean like 15 or 16 years old like that, our souveniers wont be suitable for them. but luckily the kids there are still okay. those younger kids are damn hyper active. only a few like the 15 and 16 years old ones are a bit sian diao like that. its our fault lah. cos the activities planned out are too childish for those older kids.
so first activity was art-and-craft. its quite fun actually. and also a chance for us to interact with the kids there. so mi and huijie went to a table whereby theres very young kids, and oso the older ones. cannot say older kids. cos the guy is even older than us! 'kid' doesnt sounds right on him. oh yah, all the kids there are boys. but its still okay. so chat with them while colouring mie christmas tree. it was then i got to know the older guy, chris. he looked so sian, cos the activity is so childish to him. but he really left a deep impression in mie mind. cos i think he somehow of special. he shake hands with mi while introducing himself. i a bit xia dao cos didnt expect him to do so and, i didnt know he was older than us. like very zheng shi like dat. hahas. then he commented on us. and that made us laughing like siao. so we went on to talk about subject combination. one thing i know is he really likes humanities a lot. he take like 3 or 4 humanities subjects lah. pro sia. then he asked mi if we are here to do cip, then i replied yes, and his reply is 'i knew it'. i was like eh..... can sense that he really very mature. and i dunnoe why he gave mi the impression that theres some yuan hen deep in his heart. but well, i am still glad that i manage to get along well with a guy who is older than mi. yeah.
right after that was the pass-the-parcel game. the kids were like so happy to see the sweets inside. luckily they all not sian sian de.
then it was the dress-up game! its fun. poor weijie, he was the model and he got dressed up SO NICELY by the kids there. and oh yah, i oso got to know a guy, rickson who is one year younger than us. i oso chatted with him during the art-and-craft session. he likes drawing! mi too! but he dont like colouring, he prefer shading. mi too! so he look very sian while colouring. he likes LINKIN PARK! mi too! hahas. but he very nice. and independent. cos he offer us some of the snacks after the game. so nice of him. and he oso asked the others not to fight. very nice right! nice nice guy!! and and and. yuven said bye to mi and huijie before we left. i am so happy lah!!!!!!
this cip is so so so fun. the boys there are so so so great! we have such a wonderful wonderful wonderful time there! hope they enjoy it too. thinking back, i am really so so happy lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i really think that rickson is so so nice. cos he didnt wan to bother us to find his toy back too. suddenly feel so sad. cos i didnt manage to find the toy back for him. very sorry!!
oh god! i really cant contain the happiness and the peifu-ness towards them!!!!!!!!! i am so excited now. they are so so so great. the other boys are so cute too!
oh oh! its past 12 now!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MIE DEAR DEAR SIS!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
although i everytime quarrel with you, but you are a good goody nice sis to have. but i still very unhappy that you keep bringing people back to stay overnight.
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah! today is such a nice nice day. i really really hope that we can see them again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that was taken years back. but still, i love it so much because its hard for us to take pics tgt nowadays. i am off to sleep le!

2008-11-23T16:37:00.002+08:00

yeppie. changed new blogskin.
argh. so sian now.
oh yah, to jeanice:
must jiayous tmr okay! last round le. dont eat any spicy or fried stuffs le. dont stress yourself, and dont be too nervous. we are always and forever behind you de okay!!!!!!
yeah. now quite high. high high high.
its over very nice. i love the song.
okay okay okay. i off to watch teevee~

2008-11-22T22:41:00.000+08:00

woah.
i am so bored now. and so sleepy. but i dont wan to sleep. i dread sleeping nowadays. because i know i will have nightmares. thats very sad.
todae is nanhua open house day! oh, its so pathetic okay. very few people went to the open house. quite boring indeed. but the fancy drill very funny. especially bb de. cos got a lot of cute cute bb boys. they are like so small in size. and marching away. damn cute de lah!
after that we went to IMM. again. then had dinner at the garden plaza and played zhong ji mi ma. quite fun. then chat on till 8pm. its quite nice to have such chatting session. somemore the weather very nice. breezy.
okay, i am bored. very bored now. schedule very free. i think i shall start revising. but i really dont have the mood to do so! i am bored. haiz.
i just took out mie small little diary to have a look ytd. its been one year since i last touch it. i had that diary since i was P4. looking back at those things i wrote was really funny. cant believe i wrote a compo inside mie diary when i was P4. actually now oso got a lot of compo inside. hahas.
..................................................... i am sleepy and bored.

2008-11-19T21:05:00.014+08:00

beep.beep.beep.

CONGRATS TO JEANICE AGAIN!

YTD'S CULTRAL POTPOURRI WAS NICEEEEE:D:D:D

jeanice very pro man. got into third round! JIAYOUS okay! we are all behind you!

ytd was tiring. reached skool at 7.45am. and we waited for our bus for like 1 hour! make us looked so stupid. enough about that. i shall fast forward>>>

yeah! the concert was nice man. nicer than last year one. band was great!! chior too! crosstalk very funny!!! yifeng sang well. and CDS was greatttttt!!!!!!!! wahahaha.

too bad only chinchye weiqi sinyi came. next year must drag more ppl along okay. finally, i am goin to be an audience next year. looking very forward to it.

todae didnt go back to skool. after ytd, mie holidays schedule so free. mum is nagging at mi to clear mie room. and one fine day i shall be hardworking enough to clean the house to prepare for christmas. yeah! christmas! first time celebrating it! but dad cant be with us. i wanna cry okay.
bro was so kind to accompany mi to IMM todae to buy cip stuffs. very kind of him! if not i would be alone. bought a lot of sweets and chocolates for the kids. oh please, i only spent 20 bucks on them. its way way below budget. but thats great! had some fun while buying. luckily got bro to decide the sweets for mi. if not i dunnoe wad to buy. wahahaha. then went to daiso to buy the bags for the sweets. luckily i went to daiso. if i were to buy the wrapping paper, i would have cut and wrap like siao!

too bored. so i played with the puppets.

what happen to dora!? hahas.

spongebob! bro sae the one in taekwondo suit is the future him. lols.

thats bro.

thats the gigt pack for the kids. sorry, pic a bit not clear.
okay. its 10. i wan watch fa zheng xian feng!

2008-11-10T10:51:00.007+08:00

first thing first.
CONGRATS TO JEANICE FOR QUALIFYING FOR THE NEXT ROUND OF CSS!

second thing.

OLEVEL IS FINALLY OVER! WE ARE FREE!

third thing.

204 CHALET IF FUNNNNNNN!!!

lets talk about olevel. okay, i reach very early on wed for the exams. like normal school time. i walked to-and-fro 2 times to check mie seating arrangement. cos i didnt take note of mie register number. 1155. quite easy to rmb. but to mie shock, i was the only 305 person taking the exam with the whole class of 304. i felt so extra down there. luckily got jiejun they all talking to mi. and one more thing. i dread sitting at the first first seat beside the door. and this time, i actually wanted to cheer that i am finally not at that seat, but mie seat was also beside the door, the backdoor, at the corner of the room. sian ah! but i still prefer that place. hahas. nothing much about the exams. i just noe i chiong both papers, then finish quite quickly.

after the exams, we went home to pack stuffs for chalet. met the others at 5 plus. and went to gaint. oh please, this is the first time that i find shopping so so tiring. we got stuck at giant for 2 hours. by the time we get back to chalet, its already quite late. and the aloha incident is really damn funny.

2nd day nothing much. but it was fun. played volleyball in the morning. stone in the afternoon. bbq in the night. and midnight movie in the midnight. oh, i learnt how to play majiong! hahas. went to watch the coffin. still cant believe why did i waste mie money on that movie. i guess most of us fell asleep. jiejun's sleeping position is funny. then went back to play tai di.

third day. everyone woke up quite late. mi and jiejun pon cca. hahas. had breakfast and went home to rest. overall, 2o4 chalet is funnn!!! we shall have a 4 days 3 nights de chalet next time round.

oh, i went for cca on sat. how miracle! jiejun gonna be very sad, cos fangyuan is the emcee for cultral pop.

ytd! mi sinyi jiayu weijie yixie went to support jeanice for css. its a miracle that weijie came. too bad the others cant make it. but hope we can all make it to support her for the next round! had our lunch at kfc and went to mediacorp. theres a lot of ppl okay. very very hot and warm. we pei jeanice until she went past the registration counter. and we went to the business visitors area to wait for her. stone for 3 hours there. sian lah! but played tai di until we saw the security. then jeanice came out at 5 and she got in! so cool right. jeanice! we will all support you all the way! jiayous!!! 'though we may be miles apart, but mie heart will always be with you and 204' -quoted from jiejun. hahas.

we then went for some form of celebration. went to ikea for dinner. i didnt noe theres sth to eat in ikea. thought we are goin to eat furnitures there. i am a noob. had a chicken feast down there. and i think we all gonna go for a anti-chicken campaign for the next few weeks. especially sinyi. we ate and talked for 2 whole hours! after that we went home. reached home around 9.

here are some pictures...

supporters photo!!

we dine in at ikea.

weijie looked so amazed by sth. which, i dunnoe...

wondering why they are all covering their faces? cos weijie keep hitting the table. then everyone turned to look at us. damn paiseh and embarrassed de!

group photo!
ytd was a fun day i would say.

just watched amazing race! oh yes! kelly and christie are finally eliminated. i am so so happy. but i am damn sad that marcus got voted out for suvivor. he is so cute lah.

having a tiring week i guess.

2008-11-03T14:49:00.001+08:00

2 more days to Olevel Chinese! OMG OMG OMG.
i am still slacking at home! actually is i dunnoe wad to study. i would say chinese ah, its all by luck. if you are lucky enough, you will get those ques you revised. but if you are not, good luck lorh... aiyo. i still have the yin ying of my dream. very scared now. must go school very early on wed. i am so scared that i am late.
i am looking forward to 204 chalet! woots~ jiejun told mi that this time round, almost the whole class is coming. thats really great. but people, we are goin to encounter tons of problems. trust mi. just alone the food and the accomodation is a headache. but i am still looking forward to it!
mum has just taught mi how to marinate the chickens, but i still dont get it. she just add as if she like it. haiz. cannot depend on mi le horh.
okay, just a short short post here. 2 more days and we can be free! people, we must really jiayous okay! i believe we all can score an A!!!

2008-10-30T20:39:00.004+08:00

wahhhh. countdown to olevel chinese. its only 5 days to it! OMG!
i have been stoning at home for the past few days. totally no mood for chinese! i think i am courting death. chinese is just around the corner but yet i am slacking. i must score an A~! dont wish to disappoint mie mum and dad.
so so so, someone please give mi the motivation to mug, and to chiong all the way! i need it a lot. how i wish someone can stay beside mi and moniter my revision. if not i will doze off. someone, please help mi~
i kept dreaming these few days. and those weird dreams are really irritating mi. like few days ago, i dreamt that i am late for mie olevel chinese, and that in the end i cant take the exams! so terrified man. and the questions that i dreamt of for the bao zhang bao dao got so %. totally dont understand.
having bbq cum farewell party tmr with 305! i should be looking forward to it. yesh, should be bah. but anyway, also having discussion with 204 people! that one i really looking forward to it. but i am looking forward more to the 204 chalet! wahhaha.
oh, i am having extreme backache todae. the pain is killing mi! just cant sit upright properly. and mie neck is also aching. i am getting old already. very old. later theres something wrong with mi spine ah. i guess so. even if its not the spine, there will confirm be something wrong with the other parts of mie body.
i am getting tired of the way you are treating mi. i guess its already enough for mi. shall stop everything le. my retribution bah. nvm, i am not blaming you, but blaming myself, for telling you in the very first place. what i am afraid of really happen le. nvm, i learn to kan kai already. no fear. now that i have accidentally step into your territory, its time for mi to back out. hahas.
time for chinese revision le. dad, i am missing you!

你教我怎么爱上，确没教怎么遗忘，让我的阳光都变成了泪光。

2008-10-26T11:52:00.003+08:00

awww.... its the end of school le.. which means it marks the beginning of a stoning holiday. i am sad. and oh yah, HAPPY BELATED BDAE SINYI! this is really belated lah. sinyi, hope you dont mind huh!
school holidays had started for like 3 days le, yet i did nothing! okay, shld let mieself realx. i shall recap...
this year is the saddest year i had. firstly, i am seperated from mie fellow 204-rians! i am damn sad about it de. 204 is so bonded in a way or another. and i really miss them! luckily we also have some gatherings. they are great. and funny too. laughter never fails to be a part of us. 204`07 rawks!
then it came the 305`08. 305 is a strong class. a very strong one. although i didnt really bond much with mie class, for i am away for most of the gatherings, but i noe mie class is still as bonded as ever. and with the 7 prcs, i believe most of our grades have improved too. credits to everyone, we always top the level for maths and science. thanks to mrs blim too! she is such a great great great teacher. but one more sad thing, she is leaving. argh!
another sad thing, dad left us. i am sad about it. very sad. those few last days with him were really enduring. and i believed i shed the most tears during that few days. no one was beside mi. i have to rely on mieself to be strong. and i am glad mie whole family pulled through. its a good thing that mie family get over it in quite a short time. dad, i really miss you a lot. and i am sorry for all the things i have done. i am guilty towards you, but i still still hope you will come and find mi, or at least let mi go and find you.
one more sad thing, mie results really sucks. it dropped by A LOT. i dunnoe how to face mum and dad lah. luckily mum nv scold mi. and i am really sorry towards dad. i promise i will do well in the olevel next year de dad! and i just hit the target that uncle jeff and aunt arena set for mi. aiyo, very lousy leh. argh, must chiong during the holidays le.
okay, lets talk about the happy things this year. hmm, let mi think... aiyo, like nothing happy like that leh. one rare experince is the sec 3 camp. okay, its fun. especially the sea rafting. its super fun! and its then i can see how bonded mie class is. its really good to be in a bonded class. and its the first time i went overseas with mie frens. a rather rare experience. hope i can have such chance again.
then, oh yah, had a lot of fun gatherings with 204! its really super fun~ like the recent laser quest. i look forward to the next session with more people! and the dunnoe how many bowling sessions we had. and the movies we catch together, and many more! its fun!!!!
and i am very happy that uncle jeff came. although he came for some reasons that i wished he will never come for it. remember i was doin mie hw and chatting away with mum in the middle of the night. then i saw a taxi and i thought that was weird. why got taxi at such a late hour? then uncle jeff alight and i was very shocked then! he always gave us a warm warm hug that i will never forget. thats why i love hugs now! it really feels good to be hugged by someone. and the times with him and the ktv session with him the day before mie sce 3 camp was really great. i really hope i can go and find him or he come again!! i miss him and his food... and the soups that he cooked! damn nice de.
now i want to thank people... aiyo. this whole post sounds like i am dying like dat... hahas.
firstly, i want to thank mie family, esp mie mum for staying with mi as one and goin through the ups and downs. we will never be defeated by anything!
then, i want to thank huijie a lot. she is a good fren that i had this year. from the beginning of the year till now, we are always talking and chattin. seriously, i never expected to be good frens with her. because in the past when we are in 204, we were like, not very close lah. but now, i can sae we are quite close le. i really want to thank her for her help she has given mi, be it on studies or what. she is willing to hear mi sae some nonsense and ans mie stupid ques. i feel very bad cos i always bombard her with hundreds of ques lorh.. hope you dont mind. and really thank you huijie!
then i want to thank mie fellow 204-rians! you guys are so great! thanks for the happy times we had this year round. they are really so memorable. and for being by mie side. i remember eunice giving mi a chocolate when i return from school holidays. hahas, that really cheer mi up!
and i want to thank mie class for giving such a wonderful year. although we are still not very bonded as one, but next year, i will interact more with the others de! esp the guys i think. and we must work hard together too!
and lastly, i want to thank xianzheng and vincent for playing badminton with mi. that really keeps mi moving... and helps mi in working towards to be a healthy kid. hahas. because mie bro and sis are not willing to play with mi, thats why i am even more thankful for your to play with mi. sorry xianzheng, i am not a singtel user.
now for some random stuffs. mie cca attendence is 92%! omg right. because i always pon mie cca de, yet i can get so high. miracle... reminds mi of yeeling again. hahas.
okay, olevel chinese is coming in one weeks time. must must buck up le. this time round is serious de, olevel leh! everyone must work hard in scoring an A!
wow, this is such a long long post. some sense of achievement? hahas.

2008-10-22T15:48:00.003+08:00

tomorrow is the last day of school. how sad!
i am having physics spa tmr. hope everything can go smoothly. teachers say that spa is meant to pull your marks up, but mine is pulling mi down down down. how i wished i was born a few years earlier. then dont have to take spa le. i hate the seab people.
why is everyone so emo nowadays. holidays are coming, so we shld cheer up! but quite sad though, because blim is leaving. haiz. why cannot wait for one more year? all the good teachers are leaving, one after another. thats such a sad sad thing.
oh, finally got back all our results. one thing off mie burden. but i am just very very very sad about mie huamnities and chem. dat just sucks. forget about it.
these few days a bit sian ah. feel like eating lots and lots of things now. i will die if i continue with mie current diet. later will get conorary heart disease. cos of those fats that are deposited along the ateriole walls... ahh, i am toking about bio now. how lame.
we went to pizza hut ytd for lunchhh. we are like stoning everywhere. the service there is really bad. and yet the service charge still so ex. thats mie second time to pizza hut. oh, i feel like a country pumpkin. the first time i went i only drank a cup of ice lemon tea, and it costs mi 3 bucks! thats why pizza hut are for rich people. but this time round, i ate pizzas! woots.
i just realise how wonderful it is to be able to kan kai. once you noe how to kan kai, everything will be fine. i have already mastered it since june.. thats why i am so optimistic now. but one thing. i am just sad that mie life isnt a fairytale. i am always the one, the audience watching the fairytale, how the princess gets her happiness... but i will never be the one in it. nevermind, i learn to kan kai already! hahas.
i just watched Backyardigans, and i dance along with the characters! hahas. its quite fun and relaxing though. that reminds mi of the times whereby i also dance along while watching hi-five. i was very young then. hahas. and guess wad, i just saw the P sign beside the Backyardigans on the teevee schedule. okay, i am childish. hahas.
now i am off to watch yi nan wang. a show for aunties and uncles. actually i am not very childish horh.. hahas.

2008-10-14T22:45:00.005+08:00

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY YEELING!!!!
how sad that we cant celebrate bdae for yeeling. hope she dont mind. but hope she enjoy the day too!
todae is such a tiring but FUN day. woohs. enjoy it so much. just had a hour's tok with weiqi eunice chinchye at the mrt passenger's service, standing. legs very tired. went to bowl in the morning, badminton, captains ball and volleyball in the afternoon. woots, sports marathon.
arghhh. i am damn sad that i missed heroes and amazing race ytd!!! very sad.
tonight nth much to watch. sian. shall go rest le...

2008-10-11T21:58:00.003+08:00

oh yeah! eoy is finally finally over. i can now have a good long sleep.
in fact, i think i slept too much during these few days. well, we ought to have a good rest. it feels so good to be able to rest again. and i can finally do what i want. play play play. read read read.
hmm, something about the papers. its tough. especially bio, chi, geo, maths and many more. ohh, i hate the geo to core! cos geo paper all memory work, yet i just cant get all the geo facts into mie head the night before. i am just weak when it comes to physical geo. those rivers and coasts are really killing millions of mie brain cells! but i am at fault too, because i am watching amazing race the night before. blehs. hahas.
nevermind about that. its all over~ its just the getting of the results that is depressing. i know i can never have high hopes on mie studies. the more hope i have on it, the more disappointed i will be. and thats really true!
oh, went to cdans with 2o4 guys. its funnnn~ we went to bowl instead. from clementi to chevrons to cdans. played one game. and i consider mie score okay, because i too long nv touch ball le. freaky weiqi is scoring so high again! and jiejun kept sayin he wants to play laser quest. mi too. hahas.
holidays in about 2 weeks time! yeah! but olevel chinese in about one months time. sad.
todae went to library to dicuss CIP with group. i consider it quite fruitful. at least we didnt stone throughout. and i skipped mie cca's ROD todae! like i care... opps.
oh yah, quite crazy about volleyball nowadays. its damn fun. despite the fact that i will get lots of bruises after every session. volleyball volleyball volleyball.
and i want want want to play squash~! must make time out for it. hope huijie can make it too.
and, badminton! hmm. any badminton sessions? i shall really go exercise more. to maintain a balanced and healthy lifestyle.
i made mum unhappy again. haiz. a little depress now. shall go watch teevee to brighten up a little.

2008-09-05T21:40:00.005+08:00

*yawn*. i am sleepy right now. someone please keep mie spirits up? i need it for maths later on.
oh yeah. went to jrl todae. todae was not boring though. well, its not fruitful too. but one thing to note.
I AM THE EARLIEST.
oh, sense of achievement man. because, there is no doraemon todae.
xiuhuan and weijie came later. weijie came with his bulky laptop bag. the school's laptop is really heavy. i like his laptop more. hahas.
pia maths all the way. sad to say, i didnt do much. xiuhuan was so eager to learn new stuffs. she picks up new things fast. thats good. she says chapter 12 is interesting, i say its tedious..
oh yah, saw zoelyn huanyuan and melvin. wave to them, and they wave back. wow and, yeah.
went for lunch next. promise to wait for jiayu jeanice yixie at ljs. and i did! we did. hahas. but we went back first. dont wish to get another warning letter again.
the librarian looks scary.
deternined to finish something todae. but i failed. i am so sad. was doin me 11. but mie head was throbbing! so i switched to re 8 instead. but headache still dont spare mi. it doesnt like mi.
then i switched to com games. but its boring. argh.
i think i saw shaowei in library todae. how weird.
left library at around 6. had a blueberry waffle. its so sweet. maybe i will get diabetes.
oh yah, mum called mi. she asked mi to buy oreo, for mieself. mum is the best!
went home with jeanice. she says i had a penny of thoughts. i dont deny that.
watch teevee all the way till now. i am bored. and sleepy still.
life isnt a fairytale. fairytales have angels fairies prince. i exclude witches. they are not bad, they are mean.
how i wished that my life is a FAIRYTALE. it will have happy endings and neverending laughters. smiley faces. how wonderful.
i wan eternal happiness. but if that happiness is only for temporary, i rather i dont have it. cos i noe after that happiness i will be miserable. misery isnt the life for mi. so i regretted.
i have been wanting to lots of things, and i longed for many things. but i noe that i cant have them. cos i am not an angel.
dancing in the rain, how beautiful. i will be loved by mieself. always.
and i will love and miss dad. forever.
and i noe i will miss you. for the time-being.
and i will love all.
i am hugging mie dar everyday. i noe she love hugs, so do i ♥
promised mum to go out with her tmr. so no badminton session for mi tmr. how sad. i wonder when will i get to hold the racquet again.
i played horse galloping just now.

2008-09-04T21:23:00.003+08:00

yeppie~ i am high now.
i am so happy todae. cos todae finally got something on. first time feel that being busy is so good. better than men si zai jia. its just wonderful. i mean, at least i did sth, to mi, life will be more meaningful like this. hahas.
hmm. had our maths remedial todae. but aunties nd to clean up the class. so we move to 3o9 for the time being. everyone anyhow sit, so i oso anyhow sit lorh. then sit beside kunwei and huanyuan. how weird. the lesson haven even start, then kunwei's phone rang. i down there laughing lorh. hahas. then huanyuan kp gl-ing mi while i was doin work. so i did those work very very slowly. 3-D diagram, nd more imagination. somemore he kp distracting mi, so work even slower. but moreover its quite fun sitting with him lah, at least i laughed. hahas.
then it was a break. and we moved back to our own class. Amaths! haiz. nv do hw. who noes almost the whole class nv do. but blim wasnt angry. how weird. she still joking. she is just that nice. hahas. so when they were goin through the ques, i was doin mie hw. maths hw. then end up she call mi i gong gong de. hahas. nvm. i dont like chapter 12~! so tedious and crappy. very troublesome. i see the degree and radian mode see until i yan hua. haiz. maths fail ding le. didnt do mie holidays hw. but now another pile of maths hw. emaths r.e 7,8,10. amaths m.e 11,12. die for sure ah. oh god, help mi please.
then another 1hour break and followed by was bio lesson. bio lesson was still okay. very short, just finish going through wb. got test when school reopens. another very tiring term coming up.
oh yeah. remedials over then went to meet xiuhuan at lot1 with weijie. when we were on the bus, weijie suddenly put his bookstrap over his neck. then mi and sihui kan le was like, stunned diao. then started laughing. dunnoe wad he doin. so weird.
then at lot1, we were walking.. suddenly weijie sae his specs like wai diao, then he put his specs on the floor to check if his specs really wai. floor leh. somemore in shopping centre leh. mi and xiuhuan see liao oso stunned diao. he a bit sot todae. hahas.
went to buy some presents for sept babies and went to have lunch. keep laughing throughout. how fun. i am so high then! so happy, cos i dont have to sian si at home. whee~
but one bad and unfair thing, i am the one who is bringing back all those stuffs. everytime dou shi wo. not fair.
went to meet vincent to play badminton next. quite fun. he really noes everyone in his neighbourhood lorh. all those kids saw him then will sae, orh~hi vincent! hahas. to noe all your nieghbours is a good thing. not like mi, dont interact much with mie neighbours. so want play oso no one to play with. sis and bro oso dont wan play with mi. haiz. thanks vincent for playing with mi then. hahas. oh yah, we played with 2 kids. i dunnoe mie partner wad name. small little boy, very intelligent. nowadays de kids all so mature de. not as cute le. hahas. we 2 no chemistry lah. but it was still fun anyway. then weather not looking good, so went back.
phew, mum didnt scold when i reach home. she didnt scold mi todae! cos bro later than mi. so she only scolded him. shld i thanked mie bro in some way? hahas.
then watch tv and laugh all the way. i am high todae!
oh yah, its so windy in the evening. so shuang.
i wan play more badminton.
hahas.
was reading the kite runner. then it reminds mi of dad. cos dad used to tell mi their childhood times. how they compete with each other, how they cut each others strings.. they used to attach some shards of glasses on the strings of the kite so as to cut off others strings. how interesting. how i wish dad could tell mi more. i miss him a lot.
a lot.
gotta be a happy kid. cos life that is coming up next will be damn tedious and tiring. must stay optimistic to prepare mieself.
yeah. wad a happy day.

2008-09-03T22:56:00.001+08:00

i am thinking.
i am smiling.
i shall be laughing.

todae hardly say anything. less than 1o sentences bah. whee~ its fun.
off to do maths! tmr finally got sth le. got remedial! if not i will men si at home.

2008-09-02T23:26:00.002+08:00

oh, i am sad. cos i wasted the whole of todae. what the heck am i doin!?
actually wanted to finish bio revision todae de. but well, i didnt manage to do that. must have perseverance then. tmr must finish at least 2 chapters of bio and one chapter chem! okay, i shall be determined to do dat. hahas.
mum asked mi for mie progress report just now. third time she is asking for it. haiz. i wonder if i shld give her. told her that i will give her tmr. shld i? i am just afraid that i disappoint her. i am i really did, but dont wish to let her noe. she will sure be damn sad de. why am i that bu zheng qi then? haiz. i made someone sad again. somemore is someone who is so impt to mi. sorry mum. but i will give you mie progress report tmr.
well, nowadays very guilty of disturbing others. in terms of disturbing other's life etc? i just wish to be a passer-by in everyones life. i will try mie best not to leave mi footprints behind. no one wants that either. haiz. i think i shall keep to the role of being a passer-by then. if not i will feel guilty of disturbing others life again. argh. must ming zhe bao shen liao.
ha-ha. yeppie. now got xin wang zhui xiong. got xie shao guang! i love this show. and i love xie shao guang's shows. its damn nice. he reminds mi of dad. in some way or another.
lalalala~ i am off to watch dat show now.

2008-09-01T20:34:00.002+08:00

whee~ i am on blogging spree.
went to the library in the afternoon. manage to borrow some books! yeah. i shall not be bored again. hahas.
but thinking, i shld be revising mie work now instead of reading books right.. i haven even start on mie revision. still got 6 more days.. got to do sth to mie work! but i really got no mood for it. but rather, mood for reading. i am weird. very weird. hahas.
something about just now... oh yah, went to library. but guess wad, i forgot to bring mie ezlink card! and i only realise it when i am on the bus. cos tab le then nothing happen. then rmb that sis return mi hou forgot to put in mie wallet. zzz. then give coins lorh. but i got no 50cents! so gave one dollar instead. haiz. cos have to change bus, so when i got off the first bus, i call mie sis for help. no more coins le. cant possibly ask mi give notes for a bus ride mah. then she agreed to meet mi up at batok. yeah! sis nv fail to help mi when i am in this kind of situation. thanks jie!
then i walked around the library for like one hour, in search of books. end up only found one book which is mie booklist. how sad. but nvm, still manage to borrow some books that caught mie interest. nevertheless, i am still happy. yeah!
todae is a happy day! no lah, everyday is a happy day! i shall sustain the happiness.
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah.
i am a happy kid=D

2008-09-01T10:42:00.002+08:00

okay, a small reminder to mieself. its already 1st september le! stop living in your own world!!!!!!!! you had been living in denial for close to 3 months le. time to accept the fact. he is gone. forever gone. leaving you behind to face this world of cruelty. but nevertheless, cheer up! theres so many things out there for you to be happy about. although its all so biao mian de. but when you add all those up, you will find that you are so lucky. you are just a little unlucky compared to the people around you. but look out further! you are still as lucky as before.
i feel like a shen jing bing here. hahas. nevermind, still gotta cheer up. lifes too short to be sad.
i thought i found happiness for myself, but instead, its troubles.
the more i wanted to be closer to you, the further you are away from mi.
its then i know its fated to be like this. you wont get happy endings at all times, for your life isnt a fairytale. only fairytales have happy endings. so mine dont have. so i shall not be sad over it.
nevermind. i shall face everything with optimism. nothing in the world is worth of mi to be sad about for too long. although facing the fact is cruel, but shall accept it. it takes a long time coming to realise it. but letting it go its the best thing i can do. why? cos i am just like that. i am guilty of hurting people. and i sae sorry for it if i once did. but try letting go. everything will soon be fine. you will gain freedom. and you will realise how carefree you are if you do that. you are free from troubles, stress. everything is gone. troubles will always pester you, unless you let go of them. so so so, must let go, not like they are so lovable like that. hahas.
gotta cheer up cheer up cheer up! hahas. cos there are still so many people on earth for mi to cheer them up. oh, i am just happy that i have such optimism. how great.
theres still 3 things i wish to do. different this time round.
- i wanna sleep.
- and sleep.
- and sleep.
cos thats the only way i can get what i want. sweet dreams though. but i think i will get nightmares instead. hahas.
okay. pardon mi for having such a boring post. its early in the morning now. still a little blur blur de. but i off to the library in one hour's time i guess. whee~

2008-08-29T21:15:00.006+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY TO ALL MIE TEACHERS OUT THERE! esp mrs blim and mdm elza tan! whoas~
oh yeah, todae we had our teachers day celebration. it was great! had a walk around the estate early in the morning cos todae is oso ACESday. walking is funnnn. except for the part that i saw pigeons on the way back. these freaky creaturess. thanks huijie for shielding mi. hahas.
followed by was the class bonding session. hmm, zheng mian and mdm tan wasnt there. so left our class to bond ourselves? but we played captains ball instead. its.... okay lah. too many ppl i would sae, plus not very bonded with class. still, 2o4 is the best!!!! its... a little funny lah, adwins specs kanna hit 3 times. funny. it was drizziling then, but no one cares you see. everyone is enjoying themselves.
next was the performance. its was great! first was the dance i think, dance de hen hao kan. then was the... breakdance ah. that was okay lah. quite boring though. hmm, then the piano duet. aiyo. cant hear a single thing ah. at first heard it was secret de, then so gao xing. end up cant hear a single thing. so sad. i pity the backstage crew lorh. push the piano out then we cant hear a single thing then they have to push back again. push out for nothing. haiz. next was prc scholars de bah. dont understand a single thing too. then it was 302 de performance le bah. i kept laughing throughout. weiqi look so cute with her hair tied up. and kept laughing and toking to huijie.. then didnt really understand the performance, as in lyrics all those lah. but well, it was a great one too.
next was cip flag day! for the yellow ribbon project. first went for lunch with huijie jiayu jeanice weijie sihui sylvia. we were rushing for time, cos dont wan to be late for collection of tins. who noes got ppl who were much much more later than us. nvm. went to the area nearby to collect donations. hmm, mi and huijie were standing outside MPH. i wan go in lah~ hahas. then the place i standing was like, cant stand it. got so much carbon monoxide and smoke. and i breathe in le like 1 hour de carbon monoxide and smoke. think i will die sooner or later. better horh. hmm, but well, that area there all got cars and exhaust fumes de. so move where oso no diff. okay, i am dying soon. hahas. theres these 2 ppl who came and ask mi for direction. i was like, huh? ask lu chi for direction. at first thought they wan donate de. then jiu sian diao. one of them ask mi where is the bank of india, i said i dunnoe of course. then after she left, i turn around and saw the bank of india just across the street. so big somemore. and i started laughing to miself. i was laughing throughout to entertain mieself lah. nth better to do mah. maybe no one wants to donate to mi cos of this. fine. hahas. must keep mieself happy at all times. then went to meet huijie. her tin was so so heavy. half-filled i think. mine only a quarter of it filled only. haiz. nvm, all the money goes to the same project. so it doesnt matter who got more donations. hahas.
then went to wait for jiayu and jeanice at mrt station. weijie and jiayu took mrt home with us todae! miracle. yeeling! believe in miracles, and they will happen. hahas.
oh, went to buy some snacks and cup noodles after i reach gombak. hmm, when someone is sad, one tend to be hungry faster. so must buy more to standby. ate a lot nowadays. i will grow fattttttttt. no, is plump. hahas.
eoy is coming soon. yeah! next week holidays. only for one week. but have to prepare for eoy. holiday gone case le. must buck up liao. if not i will drop and drop and drop and drop. until i become a froggy in the well again. once was in the well, but dont wan to be again. it just dont feel good. jiayous WEIJIA! hahas.
i am missing dad like siao!!!! omg omg omg omg. how can i see him again!? i am really missing you... i am sad. really sad.
yah, sad though. sad becos of so many things. dad, someone, family, results. i am goin crazy anytime from now. and i wan to be! i am a little crazy le actually. dont mind being more. gahs~
you dont have to noe why someone is happy, for you noe that he/she noes how to keep herself/himself happy; you just have to noe why someone is sad, for you can make her/him happy from there then.
laughing is good. it makes you:
-look younger
-kp your good mood up
-makes ppl around you to be happy too.
so must laugh more ppl! i am laughing everyday. even though i may not be happy.
now i really wish to do 3 things:
-i wanna cry
-i wanna fly
-i wanna die.
its just good if it goes this way. everything as i wanted.
shall kp mieself happy from now on. no point being emo. its waste time, energy and mood. it just sucks. but i love it at times. oh, i am contradiciting mieself.

2008-08-23T22:43:00.002+08:00

hi people. i am finally back to post. mie last post was like one month ago! dats long. no lah, is i lazy.
yeah! common test finally over. but eoy is like in a few weeks time. sian! its neverending. got back all the results le. failed mie english. expected lah. hahas. and yeah! i passed mie chem and amaths! but you bei elza tan jiang. third time le. nvm, i shall work hard. weijie very bian tai lorh. top for so many subjects. liar ah, him.
hmm. nothing much happen this week. just as usual. but recently, everyone is so crazy about volleyball. stayed back quite a few times to play volley wif 2o4 ppl. its so fun! i love volley now. hahas.
todae went for charity feista. its okay lah i think. but quite tiring indeed. woke up early in the morning. and check inbox. end up saw so many msgs which i am unaware of! cos got a lot of the ppl msg mi ytd night after i fell aslp. i mean i fell aslp quite early lah. so if i did happen to see it, most likely i think i am dreaming. then end up nv bring physics wksht for weijie. he keep nagging at mi over this lah! aiya. fan zheng ta phy dou top class le, still nd mie wksht meh....
went to bethany medothist nursing home i think. the old folks there were great! we went there firstly to do handicrafts. magnets. mie handicrafts sucks lah. no creativity de. so mie work all very ugly de. then had our lunch. very full. then games time! the ppl incharge asked for ppl to help to go bring those old folks out de. i raised mi hand lorh. but end up all the prcs go. argh! really wanted to help. zzz. but nvm, after when all the old folks came down le hou, we served them wif some food and drinks. the room was like so crowded. very cramp indeed. so everything seem so luan and messy. hope they enjoy their teatime. then i went to chat wif a auntie who is called ying peng. chatting wif her was fun becos she is not those very solo or very zi bi de auntie. luckily. then came to noe dat her 70th bdae had just passed so wish her happy bdae! hahas. it was just great toking to her. shes so funloving and cute. after dat we had some games. although have to push their wheelchairs around, its still quite fun. except dat actually i was wif auntie ying peng de. then another auntie sae she wan go back her ward, so i brought her back and leave auntie ying peng to lynn. no choice. then i very sad! cos cannot tok to auntie ying peng le. then when i came back, i look after another auntie. nvm, that auntie oso very cute. forgot her name. zzz. it was quite sad that some of the old folks went back first. maybe its cos theres so many ppl pushing around the wheelchairs, which makes them feel so giddy. how sad. must improve in all those le. and the games station all ran out of prizes. but those old folks were so happy when they got the magnets we made for them. hope they really enjoy the day. i miss auntie yingpeng! next time got chance must go do more of this cip le.
after this was the esplanade walk. its raining then and there were so many ppl out there! all the ppl were holding their umbrellas which makes the whole place so cramp. zzz. then some of us tio scam go for the walkathon. sian lah! i think we were the only few who went for it. walk until leg very suan, cos feet soaked in wet shoes and somemore we walked for like 1 hour. its so tirirng lah. after that jiu went home wif yeeling sihui jiayu jeanice. at first wan go have dinner de. but they sae very few ppl. zzz.
reached home at 7 plus and i was so so tired. finally get to rest le. but still got so many things undone. zzz. okay. shall end here. hope i will post sooner or later. signing off~

2008-07-20T10:17:00.002+08:00

time now is 10.17AM. wad a early post.
something about this week.
had our listening compre on tue! omg. its really really tough. i first time do listening compre do until so scared. and i was pulling mie hair throughout, cos i was totally at a lost! dont even noe dat the passage had ended. oh. screwed up the whole thing. and got a lot of the questions wrong. how sad.
wednesday. nothing much happen that day but very happy and funny. thanks to all those people who say BYE! to mi. its really a long long byeeeee. hahas. and guess wad, while i was walking, theres pigeons flying pass mi! omg lah. i was like totally stunned and freak out! then i use mie amaths book to cover mie face. when you dont see things that you are afraid of, you wont be that scared right?
thursday. FPSP test! the question was tough. but overall its fun! i kept laughing non-stop. cos huijie and chinchye these 2 english freak keep arguing on the grammer wise de problems. english freaks are like that. i everything suibian de. huijie was like asking sihui which of the solutions was the most appealing. then sihui sae none of them was appealing. i heard it and started laughing all the wayyy. and chinchye was like asking mi to calm down. everyone started laughing and chinchye asked us to take a deep breathe. his expression was funny alright. then everyone started laughing again. i was very high dat day then.
saturday. went for badminton again! i love badminton. but first, went to jp to meet xiuhuan and sinyi. had long john and went to meet weiqi yeeling vincent xianzheng. then yeeling went home! how sad. while we were on the way to gombak to meet yanru, they keep playing the tiao che game. i mean jumping off the train? first time only sinyi and xiuhuan did dat. then everyone stunned. and laughed non-stop. then second time all of them alighted. i wunai but to go gombak first. they very funny indeed.
then everyone started playin. like 6 ppl in a court? dats a lot. but it was quite fun. then mie face very red again so i went to zou zou to cool down. i hate it lah! mie face hui rong liao. haiz. met a cute little boy called weekiang. he was damn cute man! then we asked him go tell xianzheng he very ugly. everyone started laughing again.
it rain at 5. very sad. cos i hardly play anything. well, then went to lot 1 with xiuhuan to buy laptop bag for weijie. why am i so kind? haiz.
a funny and enjoyable week. next week got english and geo tests! argh.

2008-07-13T21:04:00.002+08:00

yeah. i am back.
let mi recall, wad happen this week.... oh yah. nothing much oso. school life was boring. summer campers nv come. nvm about that. but from what they say, i kind of envy them. cos the camp sounds interesting. got dragon boating! forget it lah. since i dont have the chance to go. nvm. they got quite a lot to catch up wif. thats one bad thing.
yesterday was a tiring day. cos have to rush here rush there. okay. went to joan's house to do el project in the morning. her bro very cute! hahas. very drama too. he is a good actor. i see him act i wan laugh. but thats how he brings joy to others. how i wish mie bro is like dat. but him ah, haizzzz. had luch at her house. argh. her maid got some noodles for us. but got carrots! omg. i see liao sian diao. but bu hao yi si. so i ate it! cant believe i did that. first time eating carrot? dunnoe lah. luckily the carrot doesnt taste weird. hahas.
left halfway becos later got badminton session. hujie and sihui left ealier on. and others still have to carry on with the editing. so i left mieself. but horh. joan live in terrace leh. so fu jin oso look the same to mi. guess wad. i got lost while walking out. actually shld walk right, but i turn left. but luckily i saw some residence there walking out. so follow them. and i got out! getting lost isnt scary. cos i this kind of lu chi already use to it le.
after that i rush home to get changed and went to meet vin and xianzheng for badminton. they got ask xuewei to come along too. maybe not vin ask, but rather xianzheng ask de. hahas. hmm. went to vin house there to play. ytd was not a good day for badminton. cos very windy. but still got play anyway. mostly is vin xianzheng and mi playin. xuewei sit there and watch. aiyo. i pity her. cos she came down from dunnoe where. but end up nv really play.
left at 5 plus to go meet mummy at batok for dinner. then after that i keep laughing and ask silly ques. mie bro very fed up with mi. cos i little crazy. then i keep sayin 葡萄很补，因为它叫作葡萄。榴连吃乐会让你留恋，因为它叫榴连。西瓜是从西边来的，因为它叫做西瓜。香蕉很香，因为它叫做香蕉。龙珠果是七龙珠种的，因为它叫做龙珠果。i noe i lame lah. nvm i enjoy being crazy. hahas.
today woke up early to watch doraemon. then went to finish mie hw. actually until now, mie hw is still undone. hahas. cos i do until halfway jiu back ache until very cham. so went to rest. and rest for a very long time. and in the afternoon, james koko came to give mi his mp3! yeah! i got new mp3 le! thanks james koko! i love it sia. hahas.
and and and. i bought candy floss today! so i am happpppppppy. hahas.
i rmb asking mie mum this ques: does anyone pick out the seeds when they are eating dragon fruit? she saes i am siao. hahas.
okay. shall end here. must go read up chem le. cos tmr got chem test. 今天又是一个不用睡觉的一天！

2008-07-05T21:37:00.004+08:00

todae we had flag day! yepp. quite fun. its for S.P.C.A. shared a tin with weijie and huijie. and i keep laughing through! hahas
theres this guy who has been there the moment we were outside the mrt station. we went to bugis anyway. and he stayed there for a long long time. even when we left he is still there. he is like keep looking at gals legs. pervert sia. then i keep laughing.
and theres this guy who asked huijie what the donation is for. and asked us for the liscence. i was like, why he is he so lame? like we will cheat his money like dat. afterall we did collect quite a lot of money compared to others. and i am happy! flag day is fun~
mie oral is over! long over. had it on tue. the ques was stupid lah! and very very unexpected. its about jc and poly. i didnt even come across that ques before. then when the examiner post the ques to mi, i was like totally stunned. and i asked her if i could have some time to think. but she asked mi if i understand the ques and shoot another ques to mi! so end up just blabber some nonsense. hope it wasnt dat bad after all.
oh yah. we changed our classroom! with 3o8. so sian lah. its on the 5th level. one level up again. i hate it! somemore theres no 2o4 ppl on that level lorh. feel so lonely. and, we changed our seating arrangement! i sad that huijie seperated from mi lorh. somemore she is at the other corner. so sian lah. then jason was beside mi. and weijie beside jason. luckily weijie beside jason ah, if not i would have bored to death down there. cos all the 2o2 and 2o7 ppl down there. i really dunnoe how to communicate with jason leh. at most only ask him about hw. so sian lorh.
nothing much happened this week. its was boring. yeah! next mon is youth day! i am so happy. cos can sleep longer. i am feeling bored. nvm. have to go rush mie yue du bao gao after that. mie drawing sucks! lols/

2008-06-28T20:34:00.002+08:00

whoas~ finally its weekend!
school was fine. but i still hate school. hahas. why is it that everyone cant recognise mi just becos i had a haircut and changed mie specs? maybe i did really changed a lot. can sae is that i wan to start afresh bah. and oh yah! they sae i look like weiqi!
had a sudden maths test ytd! i will sae its easy. but i got ques wrong liao. sian sia. and olevel chinese oral next week! omg. i am so scared about it. scared that i will screwed up the whole thing. gahs. hope everything will turn out fine.
short short post here. nothing much happen in school. just hw hw hw.
yeah. uncle jeff is sending us lots of discs! i am so happy about it. then i can sing more. mummy can watch more. i certainly miss him so much!
AND I MISS MIE DAD EVEN MORE! i am crazy over him.
shall end here. its such a short short post.

2008-06-20T22:08:00.002+08:00

back from camp. 2 more days to skool reopen. tmr got du shu hui. wat the hell. gahs.
camp was okay. but i love sea rafting. its fun! and i love the tv in the hotel.
bought a watch for mummy. she said i shld have buy more colourful de. mummy is getting more fashionable. hahas. a pair of earings for sis. she said its weird. i always have a diff taste as her. a naruto soft toy for bro! i noe i am a little crazy. but i guess he likes it. he is hugging it for the whole day. nothing for mieself and dad. cos no time. and mummy sae i am stupid. hahas. sorry dad.
i discover that i really really really cannot go for long long trip without mie family. cos i will homesick. and its very serious. hahas. now dad has left, i am more attached to mie family. i love mummy. and daddy!!! hope dad is doin well. i am sad. he haven come and find mi yet.
oh uncle jeff is back in perth! i miss him.
mie imagination keeps running wild whenever i am alone. gahs. and i am feeling lonely now. i am getting used to it.
ah. i missing dad. dad dad dad dad dad. come and find mi please~
argh. i guess i will go crazy anytime. when when when when when can i go find dad? gahsssssss. feeling terrible. cos have to go skool. which means cant stay at home. which means cant be wif mummy. i am acting like a kiddy. becos i am one.

2008-06-16T00:34:00.002+08:00

whoo~ i am back to post ppl!
okay first, its quite late. plus tmr got malaysia camp. so, its goin to be a short post.
secondly, people! thanks for all your encouragement! i will be strong! cos i noe mie dad wants mi too! still waiting for dad to visit mi in mie dreams... dad! waiting for you alwayz!!!~
hmm. this week quite busy. sth about these few days. went to vivo on fri with jeanice eunice weiqi jiayu xiuhuan jerald chinchye daniel for movie. watch the happening. its quite nice! and i discover theres a lot of new dying ways. hahas. not for mi i will sae. i want to die in mie sleep. hahas. i am not being emo here!
then went to marina square with uncle jeff aunt and family! went there for a international buffet. so nice man! the restaraunt is called paris i think. never heard before. its so posh there! gahs.. i am not those who goes this kind of place. the food there is really delicious. and i certainly love the croc meat bah kut teh!!! so yummy. and i had 2 bowls of it despite its so spicy. hahas. cant help it, i just love drinking soups~
after the lunch, we went for bowling! its first time for mummy, and she played a great game. but one thing i liked to sae is, the marina super bowl very lousy leh. the lane was like so rough. and mie ball keeping getting into the gutter. maybe is i lan lah. but compared to clementi, its really bad. so people, i advise you not to go there. and its quite ex there too. uncle jeff was a bowling a pro! so is aunt! uncle jeff scored the highest for both games. and for the second game, i am the last. hahas. mummy is even better than mi for the second game!!! applause for mummy!!!!!!!
went to shopping next. and walked for like 3 hours? mie legs really cant take it. very suan. but bought a shirt and pants. ask mummy to buy one too but she say none of it suits her. mummy~ must buy more clothings for yourslef okay~!
todae was happy. sorry mummy, didnt accompany you to church todae. next time i sure will accompany you! sorry~ went to da bo's house in the evening. had dinner there. its nice! too bad dad is not there. nvm. and went to ktv with family and relatives! first time goin ktv with them. uncle jeff know hot to liven the atmosphere. had a great time there! and bid farewell to uncle jeff and others. take care uncle jeff! so sad that i cant see you off personally on wed. but hope you did have a great time here!
around 6 more hours to reporting time. arghhh. i hate it. i dont want to go for camp!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-11T20:34:00.006+08:00

these few days are really enduring. looking back at these few daes, i am really wondering how i come this far. its bad. and the worst had just fall upon mie life. mie eyes are in pain now. and i am sure mie mum's too. its so tiring. yet i wanted to stay up all night to accompany mie dad. thats the most i can do. but dad, i am sorry.
its rather a rare experience. but i rather not to have it. the loneliness i have experince these few daes really makes mi cries. no one there to accompany mi, not even mie siblings. they have their own friends to support them. finally, its over. and i shall carry on with a new life.
ahpa, 你很勇敢，很坚强。我很敬佩你。大家都很敬佩你。虽然你最后没获得胜利，但大家都为你感到高兴。你终于得到解脱。背了那么多年的包袱，是时候放下了。我只怪你为什么没把我一起带走。我多么想去你去的地方，起码可以陪你。我知道寂寞多可怕，我要陪你。我要你无牵无挂地走，我要你开心。虽然你不在我身边了，但有空来我梦里坐一坐，我会陪你一起谈政治，会陪你去吃咖哩鱼头，会陪你到那里走走，玩玩。记得要来哦！我会等你的。
你走了，我又寂寞了一回。
you will always be in mie heart♥

2008-06-05T21:27:00.002+08:00

oh. i am blogging almost everyday now..
gahs. i am still sad. about mie hair. hmm. todae nv go out. stay at home to do hw. but i have yet to complete at least half of mie hw! oh no. if i am goin at this pace, i will nv be able to finish it.
i am starting to think dat mie new hairstyle makes mi look a kiddy. very childish lorh. arghhhhh. i dont look like a sec 3 from any angle lah. mie height makes mi look like this, and now, mie hair.
oooh. 'the price is right' is back again! i miss that show sia. the tv has stop showing it long long ago. but now its back! i envy the winner lorh. double showcase winner leh! so shuang.
mie mum just bought 2 packets of CANDY FLOSS! i am so so happy sia. long time nv eat le. miss it so much. i am missing everything right now!
and mie mum just went to mie sis blog to tag. so funny sia. bro and i were laughing mad. luckily she dont noe about mie blog. i dont hope to let her noe it. if not she will start nagging.
okay. i am posting almost everyday now but each of it will be a short short post. mie blog is quite dead. and i hope it wont be.
oh. i am missing everything. missing the times i used to had, be it with mie family or frens. now that i look like a small kiddy, i hope i can return back to the past, where i can laugh and cry whenever i want, where theres someone to lend mi their shoulders. i wonder why i am thinking of all these. but the loneliness i am experiencing makes mi think of it. i am wondering again, how and why all this falls upon mi. its disasterous, but i have to face it. why am i so stupid. leaving everything would be a good idea, but not for now. maybe a few months later, or a few years. now that mie headache is back to haunt mi again, i will sae i deserve it.

2008-06-04T22:03:00.005+08:00

hello people. i am sad.
hmm. went for a haircut todae. mie hair is now very very very short. zzz. so ugly.
didnt cry. wad a miracle. at first it looks like those eygpt de people de hairtstyle. but ask the aunty to help mi trim abit. who noes trim becomes cut. then become even shorter. i dont noe whether i shld regret goin to her anot. just avoid looking into the mirror.. maybe i wont go out until mie camp. except for goin hospital.
mie mum keep sayin not bad. it was then i noe i really look ugly. its bad. very bad. i wonder why i didnt cry. maybe i wanted to, but 欲哭无泪. fine. ah. i noe. i didnt drink 1.5l of water before i go out. haiz. still got mood for joke.
todae was another terrible day with terrible headache again.
who wants to go library? i mean for doin homework.
ah. feeling so lonely again.
TERRIBLE TERRIBLE TERRIBLE.
i am watchin the blue planet now! its amazing. i feel like swimming. and fishing!
argh. a fish just got caught by a stupid bird! 那种无助，是多么的心酸。世界就是如此无情。
looking back at those memories that i once had, i was wondering, if i did regret. i am really touched by everything and anything, but it was then i knew that i am not for it. although once hurt, and hurt again, its always better for one to suffer than both. i am thinking of it. but everything had long ago become a past. maybe not a past, but rather, it haven even started.

2008-06-03T22:52:00.003+08:00

ARGH. suddenly feel so lonely now.
i am goin for a haircut tmr! i am so scared that i might cry for for the whole day again. maybe i shall drink a 1.5l of water before goin. so i got more water to spare.
zzZ. todae went to library. regretted goin sia. cos i so bright and extra there. gahhhhhs. they 2 so close lah. then kp down there ai mei-ing. like i not there like there. got goosebumps please. and who will believe they 2 not tgt? lols. no offence ah. xiuhuan.
ahhhh. got terrible headache todae. TODAE WAS TERRIBLE. i only completed mie Amaths TYS polynomials. still got more to go! grrrrrhhh.
i am feeling hungry... didnt had mie dinner todae. cos i am lazzzzzyyy. well. nvm. just treat it as i am goin on a diet.
i want go kbox! i wan go watch movie! but no one is free!? indeed, this holiday is a busy one. i dont even have time for revision, yet i am thinking of having fun. but i really wan to relax!
nah. nvm. shall calm down. short short short post here. mie bro is watching Ah Long PTE LTD again. its funny.
so bright. so envy. so terrible. so funny. so lonely.

2008-06-02T22:59:00.002+08:00

yeah! i changed mie blogskin!
this gonna be a damn short post.
hmm. i am so so fed up with mieself over these 2 days. i did nothing at all! not even touch any books yet. how am i goin to survive through the holidays!?
just watched Ah Long PTE LTD. its a funny show. and i like the songs in it. hahas. so cool!
CJ7 too. just watched it yesterday. actually. seriously, i dont think its a very funny show. but well, at least it can make you laugh and cry. qi zai very cute! and i like mei jiao! her voice so cute sia.
argh. actually wanted to touch some of mie maths later on de. but looking at the time now, i dont think i have the mood for it. well, luckily i am meeting xiuhuan for library session tmr. she is bringing her dear changjing along. i gonna be very very bright there. maybe i will melt there too. but at leat i can concentrate more. cos they will be toking throughout.
poor mi. weijie is away, and i got no one to help mi in mie binomials! learnt that before midyear. and i totally forgot everything about it! and now, looking at the ME 6, its all alien language to mi. zzZ.
hmm. people, should i go cut mie hair short? i am afraid dat i might cry for one whole day again.
but well, actually intend to go todae de, just dat mie mum not free. so i am left with more days to decide! give suggestions please. hahas. also can ignore mi lah. i am just lame.
i wan to watch THE HAPPENING! its goin to be shown on friday 13. so cool right. it looks so interesting to mi.
okay. shall end here. i sudddenly find that the colours of mie tagborad doesnt suit mie blogskin. but nvm. its so bright there!

2008-05-30T22:08:00.004+08:00

argh. i wanted to upload a video de! but stupid blogger dont let mi to. try so many times le still cannot.
hmm. so long nv online le. i shall post about wad happen this few days.
tuesday. nothing happen lah. as usual, go hospital. ah, it has become mie daily routine le. thinking of it, i got 3 days nv go hopsital le! omg. nvm . i shall go tmr. when i was on the mrt, i am so so bored. and i keep looking down. then i saw mie toes. hmm, why are mie toes so short compared to the others? so you see, nowadays i have to keep mieself occupied wif all those weird thinkings so that i will not bored to death.
in the hospital, theres nothing much to do. mostly watchin tv. while watchin, i overheard mie aunt toking to a person name alice over the phone. then i rmb. alice. alice. hahas. once when i was young, theres this person who called to look for alice. mie reply to her is 'wrong number'. mie mother was bathing at that time. then when she come out, i told her about the person looking for alice. she was like huh!? cos she is alice. and i didnt noe that she had a name like this. hahas. you may not find it funny, but i do. hahahas.
wednesday. blims maths remedial. argh, i was late for it. cos i was playing wif time. i noe i will be late, yet i choose to let it be. somemore its blim, but dunnoe why i like dat. luckily she in good mood. hahas. had 3 and 1/2 hours of maths. and she manage to go through 2 and 1/2 chapters. pro right. but i listen till i very blur. have to absorb so much things at one go leh. if i not blur i am then the one who is pro. and she gave us tons of hw!!! its like have to finish all the ques in those chapters lah. pathetic us. wonder how i can finish it. one more hw in mi to-do-list. haiz.
thursday. meet weijie and xiuhuan at library to do hw. first time in hist that i was earlier than weijie lah! clap~ hahas. and first time in hist that level 4 was so so empty. miracle. ah! believe in miralces, and they will happen! yeeling! i rmb you. hahas. finally had our lunch at the food court and not in any fastfood restaraunt. cos its like, long john and kfc-wejiie object. mac- i strongly object. i everytime object to mac de. hahas. so went to food court! after lunch xiuhuan bought a waffle and we went back. luckily nv tio warning letter. tio like dunnoe how many times le. and dunnoe for wad reason, i was laughing mad all the way. or rather, all day long. the moment i step out of mie house i started laughing, all the way to jurong. but i keep covering mie mouth cos dont wan others to see i am laughing. if not they think i siao. only manage to finish geo, a bit of ss and maths. how pathetic.
when i return home, i saw the 2 chinese paintings hanging on the wall. they were there like since i dong shi. hahas. mie mum told mi one was a horse. but i look at it for 10 plus years and i dont see how it resembles a horse. finally, till ytd, then i realise mie mistake. the head of the horse which i thought it was isnt really the head. the horse head is actually just right beisde. your hard to picture it lah, but its just that i misunderstood the drawing for so many years. all along i only saw 3 legs. funny right. then i realise that theres one more which is not clear. ah. crap. then the other painting is actually of roosters. but all along i thought it was rabbits until ytd. eyesight got serious prob liao. ah. forget to ask mie mum to take down the painting of the roosters. so disgusting.
todae. got bioworkshop. woke up very early in the morning. so tired lorh. the beginning of the workskop was very boring. i was staring blankly into the space for most of the time. then suddenly the instrutor look at mi and ask "thinking of building your house wif the leaves of nipah trees?" i was like, huh. hahas.
had a sungei buloh fieldtrip! so fun. not really fun lah. but i like the walk. saw a huge spider. luckily no rooster or bird pop out of nowhere. hahas. if not i might not come out,walking. the testing of water so lame. except for the part where you get water wif the pail. hahas.
after the fieldtrip was the wadever game. hmm. quite fun. but i feel so sleepy. our group only got once without tragedy. and only manage to clinch the cleanest and richest town for 2 times. shi bai lah. overall, the workshop is quite fun, compared to others.
went bowling next. only played one game, score is 124. satisfied wif dat. hahas.
okay. shall end here. must buck up liao. still got tons of hw undone. i wan go out play! hahas. signing off~

2008-05-25T21:32:00.002+08:00

yeah. i am back to post.
hmm. finally its holidays! whoos~
but its oso a start to all the homeworks.. haiz. got to go back for maths lesson and the bio workshop. zzZ. and for our class cip project and du shu hui? its even more zzZ.
now got the sichuan charity show. haiz. sichuan de situation now really very serious. those watchin dat show de dou cryin le. i oso feel like cryin. sobx. yimeng! omg. i am so so worried about her and others. must pray hard for them to be safe....
ytd wad terrible lah. had a fight wif mie bro over television. then end up wif a lot of bruises. zzZ. its not really about being able to watch tv, but its zun yan de wen ti lorh. i was like even if i cant watch, i oso dont wan let him watch. aiya. i noe i very stubborn and mie temper and attitude really sucks. but i am just like dat. just pity mie mum, have to shout at us.
hmm. then after dat both of us cant watch, so went to our room. i nv sleep lah. then end up down there crying like hell. not becos of the fight, but maybe something else which i am not sure of. plus a little anger. i was listening to songs lorh, then cry even more ah. hahas. i stupid lah. and i cried for like 45 min to 1 hour? dunnoe lah. just noe i fell aslp while crying. ah. so stupid.
it really sucks lorh. i woke up early in the morning todae to watch doraemon. who noes mie eyes totally swollen. hard to open mie eyes lah. then watch doraemon until very xin ku. hahas. i zi zhao de. after the show i went to slp again, since its so hard to open mie eyes, why not just close it. lols.
slept till 1 plus, and decided to do mie chi hw. ah, i haven draft out a time table for the holidays yet. sure will get lost somehow. must do dat soon. mie determination oso wont last long de. i do until the last second passage jiu no mood le. end up watchin jackie chan de movie. its funny. hahas.
thats about today. hmm, let mi recall past few days de stuffs...
saturday. actually oso nothing much lah. as usual, went to hopsital etc. mie dad's condition is still the same, but he keep wanting to pull out all the tubes. zzZ. dunnoe wad the hack he thinking. but hope dat he must perservere on. dont waste the effort of others...
ah, i rmb i had this very weird thinking. i was walking past a stall which is selling curry fishead. hmm, curry fishead, mie dad use to like dat, and like cooking dat. but... aiya. nvm. erm. then when i saw the poor fishead on the signboard, i had this thinking: poor fish. you die of a tragic death. but at least your last photo appeared on the signboard. can be famous for some time.... why all the fishes look the same de ah? then how they identify each other? wont their parents ren cuo hai zi?
friday, ptc. ahhhhh. mie stupid results. yeeling! i am behind you leh. rest assure. ni bu shi zui lan de. and yixie is so so so crazy and bian tai!! but congrats to him. jiejun and many others too. haiz. zhengmian and elza tan jiu keep on asking mi to buck up in mie el. but mie el really is tcmi de mah. mian qiang mei you xing fu de. sobx. BUT, i will jiayous in it de. and elza tan complained about mie chem!!! ahh, i am sad again. arghhhh. nvm, i will buck up de! i wan back mie last year de results!
enough about dat. ah, i am so so sad about mie results. mie ranking sucks!
okay. shall end here. hope dat i will have the mood to finish mie hw! hahas. happy holidays!!!

2008-05-17T04:40:00.000+08:00

zzz. look at the time now. i feel like i am sleep-walking.
got back all results todae. feel very very very disappointed about mie chem. i didnt get at least an A. forget it. i only spend 2 hours on it before the paper. i dont expect much.
okay. enough about results, cos they are really devastating. i just accept everything then, since sec 3 de results cant do anything. just afraid about mie parents when they see the result slip.
feel so bad. and guilty towards mie parents. they put so much hope on mi, yet i keep shattering their only hope again and again. mie resutls really dropped tremendously compared to last year. and i am really sorry for it. if you ever ask mi one day who is the one i am most guilty to, i would sae its mie parents. 我亏欠他们的实在太多太多.我想说,老天爷,请不要再封杀我家了.
if time really gets to rewind, i am the first to get onto the timeship. even if i have to risk it, i still will do it. i will really start treating mie parents better, be more tolerant, more filial and more hardworking. too see you happy and healthy, is mie biggest wish. i hope this biggest wish of mine will come true one day, no matter what it takes. its mie only chance, and mie last chance to prove that mie presence on earth is worth it. you are what shapes mi todae, and i wan to be the one who shapes your. please let everything ease, stay happy and positive, dad. and please perservere on, mummy.
就在你说出那句话的刹那，我的世界就变的很安静，安静得似分裂般。曾是晴天，却变得阴暗，无助。你要我退后，但我却痴痴站在原地，因为我深信你还会再回头看我一眼。我坐着白色风车，回头看看。看到我和你相遇的地方－三年二班外。看到你，就像是身边刮起龙卷风，把世间万物都卷走了，只剩你在我眼前。你的接口曾是给我的暗号。每当你用浪漫手机传简讯给我时，我心里总是像麦芽糖一样甜滋滋的。但这些都在你说出的那句话后瞬间消失，我们的回忆也飘移了。那天正好是我的生日。我检起被打破的心灵碎片，站在屋顶上祝我自己生日快乐。随风飘洒着是一首首夜曲，像珊瑚海般咸。我要说的是，这场我内心的困兽之斗，将在这四面楚歌的情况下结束。你现在距我于千里之外。我期盼时间就会像反方向时钟般，带我会到从前，那飘浮着七里香的地方。
eeee. so er xin horh. oso dunnoe why i wrote it. but that 我 not mi jiu dui le. i manage to put in some of jay chous song title in it leh. mie mian purpose is to do that. shall end here le. i am goin back to sleep again.

2008-05-12T13:06:00.002+08:00

i am feeling so bored right now. nothing to do at home. zzz.
just went out to rent cds. but those cds that i want to rent is all rent out! i am so so sad and wunai. specially went out to rent cds yet i am so shuai. haiz. really nothing to do at home.
ytd was monther's day. hmm. woke up early in thr morning cos nd to accompany mie mum to the concert. very stupid leh. the concert is early in the morning de. so weird right. and its like so cheap. hahas. i was quite fed up on the way there. and dao mie sis all the way. they sae mie pi qi really bad sia, and i have to admit dat. hahas.
the concert was held at the esplanade. first time goin there. its quite big sia. one hall can have 4 levels. and we are sitting right at the 4th level. it is quite a good position. but who cares anyway. its not like the concert is jay chou, S.H.E or angela de. hahas. got a lot of aunties down there. cos its suppose to be a mothers day concert. i am just surprise that theres someone of our age there too. ke lian de wo men, have to accompany our mothers to the concert.
i was reading a book while waiting for the concert to start. then suddenly all the lights dimmed and i was like oi! i haven read finish this page yet! so kp using mie hp to shine on mie book to at least finish dat page. oh, i am so lame.
throughout the whole concert, i think i only manage to watch 15 mins of it although its 1 hour long. the other 45 mins i was sleeping. by the time i woke up, the concert is already over.
after the concert we went to marina square to meet mie aunt. she just happen to come back to singapore cos something happen to his relative i think? too bad mie uncle didnt come back. haiz.
went to sakae sushi to have lunch. thats the first time i ever step into sakae sushi and the second time i step into a japanese restaraunt. i noob lah. but its cos i dont like jap food. the food there ah, really taste awful to mi sia. maybe i am not used to it. i just hate the rice. so no sushi for mi. hahas. i guess i wont step into a jap restaraunt to have jap meal again le bah.
went to visit mie dad next. hmm. he is still okay. then the adults started chatting and i fell aslp. throughout their talk i was sleeping lah. am i very rude? i guess so.
then went to bukit batok central to have dinner. long time nv go there le. we took mrt to bukit batok and decided to take bus to central. but before dat, i told mie mum i wanted to go buy candy floss cos theres a pasa malam there. the bus was leaving when i am buying. so once i bought it, i rush all the way to the bus just in time to catch up with it. phew~ luckily. and i am so happy that i bought 2 packets of candy floss!!!!!! hahas.
its quite late when we reached home. nevermind. its quite a enjoyable day. hahas.

2008-05-10T22:38:00.002+08:00

MID YEAR IS is IS FINALLY OVER! whoos~
and oh yah. a very happy belated bdae to YIXIE VALERIE XIUHUAN!
i am so so so happy. finally i am free of stress! although is only for a few days i guess. nvmind. its alwayz better than nth.
these few days are so so so tiring and torturing. i hardly have a night of good rest. i really miss sleeping!!! it feels so wonderful having a good rest. having to dream of ppl... its so nice kaes. i really love dreaming. although it means dat they will never happen in real life, but at least you once had it right. dreaming is so fun. but definately not when i am having nightmares.
overall, i can only say something about mie midyear, its totally screwed up and its definately a gone case for mi. i dont have high hopes on it, cos i noe i cant. it will only hurt mieself even more.
i really spent quite some time studying, but doubt any of mie efforts will paid off. i noe dat from the beginning, but yet i still continue studying, cos i noe by doin this, i am already trying mie very best, i have put in at least 80% and i will not regret it. hahas. it may seems dat i am consoling mieself, but indeed dats true!
i am so so utterly disappointed with mieself in both mie maths paper and physics paper. gonna get scolding from pandian and blim. haiz.
but i think its really quite fun to stay up late to study! oh yah, i only slept for 2 and 1/2 hours on tue night finish mie chem and ss. i was like studying and mie eyelids were really feeling heavy, and i felt hungry! so ask mie sis to bought mac for mi. first time having mac at such a late hour. hahas.
thur was the last paper. others are enjoying themselves after amaths but we have to keep on struggling to get all the geo stuffs into our head. its torturing okay. but i guess its better than stuffing both hist and bio stuffs into your head for one day? nevermind about dat, its over and we are free!!!
went to bowling on thur. but i didnt bowl. cos dont feel like to. mie bowling standard in really goin down and i have no mood for it. hahas. end up only weiqi jiejun eunice and jeanice played. i watched them played and i really feel like sleeping. not dat the bowling session was boring but rather is dat i didnt have a good rest since midyear starts. its like wad jiejun said, wanted to sleep but oso cannot sleep in peace. finally i had a good rest after i went home.
we have no papers on friday so dont need to attend school. whoos~ so good! 5 days of rest!! hahas. and i went to make mie ic on fri. its the last day of registration, and i have to go. after dat i went to the hospital again for mie dad. haiz. he got admitted again. glad to see dat mie dad is feeling energetic and not restless. it was freezing cold in his ward and i regretted not bringing a jacket along. mie dad was telling mi about political stuffs again and i just act as if i noe. nodding mie head every now and then. he really noe much about political stuffs, and i guess i have to buck up in getting all those political stuffs into mie head before he ask mi for mi opinions. hahas.
then mie mum and i went to have dinner at maxwell. i had curry rice again! its so nice. hahas.
woke up late in the morning todae. i am really sleepy nowadays. went to hospital again. guess i have to go down these few days. it can be quite fun goin down too. but its rather tiring. i just pity mie mum, she had to go down almost everyday.
hmm. feeling a bit sian these few days cos nothing to do. its always better than having exams. and oh yah, i have to accompany mie mum to a concert or wadever tomorrow. its all about all those old old songs and singers. i guess i will fall aslp there too. and wads worst is that i will miss mie DOAREMON! oh my gosh~ its disasterous for mi.. i am feeling so so sad about it.
all right, shall stop here. wish all mummys a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! and enjoy these few days!!!!!

2008-04-27T02:26:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BDAE TO MI!!!!!

oh. i am so happy todae. cos its mie bdae. and happy bdae to a guy called kaijie. lols.

ytd was speech day. skool ends early and i had mie chi oral. i screwed up the whole thing lorh. and the lang du was like news reporting. i told zheng mian crap. if this was to be counted, i confirm die.

oh yah. thanks loads to YANRU VALERIE JEARLD JIEJUN for your presents. esp val, the doraemon claydolls are damn cute!!! THANKS LOADS!!!! i am a bit crazy over doraemon stufffs lah. jj gave mi doraemon stickers and i was so happy. hahas. i was a bit shocked dat jearld gave mi presents. but anyway, appreciate it loads!

went back home wif jeanice and went out again after i bathe. the stupid sppech day was damn boring. i almost fell aslp. actually mie mum dun wan come de. but i told her it would be the first and last time. lols. then when the GOH was doin story-telling, yongming msg mi and sae he wan see purple harpy, which is eunice. they 2 very wad lorh. wan da qing ma qiao but use mie phone. then after the whole thing, there was a buffet. and guess wad, miss chng and mr tan were right behind mi!!! they down there sharing food lah. just the 2 of them. opps. hahas.

todae woke up early in the morning cos got bio remedial. the remedial was okay. not too boring and i got back mie bio test. sian lorh. mie bio oso cannot make it liao. but our class quite a lot of failures got miss chng read out the marks. and yah, thanks JIAYU CHINCHYE XIUHUAN WEIQI YEELING SISTER! for your bdae wishes. sorry if i didnt reply you cos i am having lessons.

after that jiu went to wait for 306 and 302 de 2o4rian. mi and weijie were like walking from 3o6 to 3o2 then from 3o2 to 3o6. nothing to do mah. then when we were standing outside 3o2 listening to benny ngs lesson, i heard beelengs name and i was like oh! beeleng! then i quickly take mie things and run to 3o6 before she come find mi for you miao. lols. i noe i very irresponsible.

then after deciding where to go, which was je, we went to take bus. on the way, weijie was irritated by hiokann. then he started to become emo and zi bi. when we were on the bus, yixie went to an wei ta but he failed. then we were sayin "yixie, ni lian che(car) dou bu ru". poor yixie. then i go an wei him. he actually down there am-chioing de lorh. and i sae he looks like a elephant cos he kept using his hands to cover his mouth.

went to long john to have lunch! weiqi bought a lot of things lorh. lols then went to take neos! had fun taking it. weijie finally willing to take le lah! last time quan until we die he oso dont wan take. spent around 1 hour inside the neoprint shop. long horh. but we had fun! oh yah. i bought CANDY FLOSS! hahas.

after that i went home and took a short nap. went to have dinner afterwards wif mie bro and mum. ate till very full lorh. then suddenly got one person sms mi asking"is ths the author and owner of stupefiedpiggy.blogspot.com?" i look at it then i show mie bro, sayin mi leh mi leh! its actually vincent lah. i thought its someone who wan criticize mi about mie blog or wad. wad a unique way of askin. then chatting wif him. i then realise dat mie el goin to fail le. vincent! be mie el tutor leh! hahas.

then i watch tv till like 10 plus after i reach home. chinchye suddenly sms mi ask mi go down cos he downstairs! i stunned diao lah. but still went down. then chat wif him for quite some time and he bought a bdae cake for mi!!! i didnt expect him to do dat lah. BUT I REALLY REALLY APPRECIATE DAT LOADS. have quite a good time and went home to watch wo cai!

those are the photos i have taken.

this is given by VALERIE! doraemon!

by YANRU! BEAR BEAR!

by JEARLD! CHOCOLATES!

BY JIEJUN! DORAEMON!!

CHOCOLATE BLUEBERRY AND TIRAMISU! HOW SWEET OF HIM! HAHAS

this one taken on thur. they sae i look like PRC. jeanice look so mature!
it was such a fun day and i was so hyper!!! thanks YEELING JEANICE JIAYU WEIJIE YIXIE HIOKANN WEIQI for spending mie bdae wif mi and VALERIE YANRU JERALD JIEJUN for your presents and JIAYU YEELING WEIQI JEANICE CHINCHYE XIUHUAN SINYI WANJUN WEIJIE VINCENT YONGMING for all your bdae wishes and CHINCHYE AGAIN for the cakes!!!! APPRECIATE IT LOADS. THANKS TO ALL happy belated bdae to mi now cos it already past midnight!

enjoy this special day loads wif you guys. thanks for the wonderful memories you have given mi=D

2008-04-23T20:59:00.002+08:00

oh oh oh!!! i am back to post again. i use the com for like 3 days this week le. miracles!! hahas.
todae was the filming of zao an ni hao. reached school at 6.35am. a bit rush. by the time i reached thre, everyone is alerady there preparing. cos i reached there late, there isnt a need for mi to get interviewd. but horh, they wan one guy one gal, end up i need to get interviewed again! so shuai. actually chinchye is suppose to get interviewed de. but kunwei and him both guys, so i took his place instead. zzZ. kunwei so funny. he totally shocked cos his ques all got change at the last minute. then he spoke damn softly. i cant even hear from where i am. and throughout the whole filming he was down there grumbling about this. so lame.
i was a bit nervous that time. cos i totally didnt prepare for it. its also last minute work. i only started thinking about the points when i was on bus. but luckily everything went out fine. eddy was damn funny. kp having comical expressions. hahas. good job everyone! esp kunwei lynn chuanan wanchun weijie yanzhe! and everyone there!! beeleng too. i would sae she did a good job. hahas. its so fun! a rather unique experience. lols.
todaes lesson was extremely boring. i almost fell aslp during zheng mians lesson. her lesson can really put others to sleep, just like mdm poons. hahas.
after school was the speech day rehearsal. it was damn boring too. waited for like 2 hours then start to rehearse. how lame. waste mie time.
went back with yongming todae. saw kunwei again at the bus stop. and we chatted for quite some time. had quite some fun chatting with them. cheer up yongming! your have your yeeling! and take 198 in the future! cos you have to go to boon lay. hahas.
i am using the com so oftenly while the exams is just round the corner. courting death ah. but anyway, i have already given up hope in mie studies. i wanted to believe in mieself, but mie abilities have proved mi wrong. how sad. sobx.
i wan eat CANDY FLOSS!!! miss it so much.
我有一只小蚂蚁它名叫大蚂蚁
有一天大蚂蚁看到一只小蚂蚁
那小蚂蚁告诉大蚂蚁它是小蚂蚁
不知怎么哗啦啦啦大蚂蚁晕倒leeee!
oh. i am so random and lame. i was singing and humming this song quite recently nowadays. you just sing it with the 小毛驴de tune then can le. i noe its damn lame. but i am just like this! 做自己最重要!不要盲目追求时尚不然会迷失自我! hahas!
okay. shall end here. doubt will update dat soon again. signning off. oh yah! HAPPY BELATED BDAE WANJUN!!!

2008-04-21T22:24:00.002+08:00

hey! i am missing candy floss!!! i wan to eat candy floss!!!!
i am quite addicted to it. its so nice~ lols
hmm. its such a long time since i on mie com. sports day was.. fun! hahas. although its quite boring during the run, and i almost fell asleep, but moreover, its still fun! cos its always fun hanging out wif 2o4`o7 ppl!!! i just cant get mix well with mie class. i dont belong to it, but i am still quite high dat day!
bowling was fun for dat day. its like we are all in a rush. then eunice and i were the last to leave. but when we were about to run, the ppl there ask us to put back then one bowling ball which just come out. zzz. so fed up lorh. but we had fun rushing here and there! luckily we were not late.
dinner was still okay. perhaps its becos everyone is tired, so it doesnt seems dat high anymore. and when i reach home, i just fell asleep~
saturday went to library to discuss el project. its funny cos we went to the backstage, the one in b1 to discuss cos theres simply no place to sit! end up kanna scolded by the librarian. zzzZ. and i bought candy floss again at the pasa malam!!
ohh. tomorrow i got 2.4 run! i wan die ah. sure fail de. cos mie stamina really cannot make it. good luck to mi!
oh yah. luckily i wasnt the host for the good morning singapore thingy. neither was chinchye. its beeleng. seriously, i am quite fed up wif dat. i rather anyone in mie class or from 3o1 to be the host than beeleng to be the host. its not dat i dont like her, actually i oso a bit bu shuang her lah, but its like its suppose to be a 3o1 and 3o5 event, yet the host is from 3o2. its like they are looking down on us like dat. and the stupid reason dat benny ng gave: beeleng is more experienced. so stupid right! its so not convincing.
well well well. time flies~ next week is paper 1 and emaths paper! i am goin to die for it cos i haven even touch any of mie revision yet. zzZ. shall end mie short post here cos i am rushing to watch heros! signing off~

2008-04-12T21:23:00.002+08:00

whoos~ i came to update!
long time nv on com le. and mie blog seems a bit dead. how sad. but nvm. i shall zi high here mieself. hahas.
ooooh. i am so sad when i got back mie maths paper recently. mie score was like, so yucky! ah ah. i am goin to fail mie mid-year.
recently had the IT maths lesson. wad crap lorh. cos i totally dont understand wads goin on. i rather be in the yellow and red group, cos go blim to teach them. its better than zai na bian zi sheng zi mie lorh. i am goin to fail mie maths even more!
and i am so shuai lorh. got picked by dat zheng mian to be the host for that wad stupid zao an nin hao thingy. chinchye got picked too. how shuai. i dont wan to be the host! i wan give up mie place to someone! i feel so stupid to be the host lorh. its like down there talking to yourself or wad. so embarrassing. zzzzZ.
oh yah. went to jrl todae. 2 weeks nv go le. cos of the stupid cds competition. luckily we didnt get into the finals! whoos! but our instructor sae she cried for the whole night when she noe the results. like who will care her like dat. hahas. i wole up very early todae. but still end up on the same bus as weijie who is suppose to be late. lols. at first didnt saw him. but later when i manage to find a seat, i saw a familiar backview. then noe its him. i slow lah.
didnt manage to find a seat in jrl, so sit on the floor. then after dat went to meet xiuhuan while having lunch. after sat went to find present for yixie. but cannot find suitable de. then dont noe why end up discussing about the bdae cakes outside prima deli. so lame right. but quite fun lah. lols.
then went to meet chinchye to discuss about the ques for the zao an nin hao. discuss dao lai about 4 plus le. then went to pasa malam. bought a lot of food. hahas. then when i am reachin home, i receive a msg from mie bro which saes " eh when you come back help mi buy something for dinner leh. if not i will be D: " wad crap right!? like i will care if he is sad a not. but still end up got buy for him lah. find dat recently i am quite kind nowadays. hahas.
okay. shall end mie post here. next week got geo, chem and ss test!!! gonna be a busy week. will update soon de! do tag more! hahas. signning off~

2008-03-29T23:38:00.002+08:00

whoos~ back to post.
had our chem and physics tests ytd. bascially, i flunk all of it. how sad! mie physics was a total disaster. stupid pandian gave mi the wrong paper and i did the wrong paper. end up i didnt finish the paper. so stupid.
went to hospital later. took shuttle bus there. it feels so weird to be in dat bus. cos all aunties and uncles and i am the only student and young ppl in it. feel so inconsiderate lorh. cos those buses are suppose to be meant for those aunties and uncles. but too bad, i am really tired carrying mie heavy bag, so i just board it. lols.
got lost in the hospital for quite a few times. too long nv go there le. and remember that i have no sense of direction. hahas. is like i went into the toilet and when i came out, i dunnoe which direction shld i go. then end up walk wrong direction and end up in a dead end. very pai seh lorh.
then todae woke up early in the morning and went to school for cca. stupid lorh. cos competition coming then have to go back for more rehersals. wasted 3 hours there. then went to hospital again.
before that went to have lunch wif mie bro and mum. had curry rice for lunch! i miss dat a lot. long time nv eat le. hahas. then went to find mie sis in one of the wulu shops in china town. she down there slacking lorh. mie bro sae dat working in this kind of shop is the best, no customers but you can enjoy the air con.
walk for around 1 hours under the scorching hot sun. its unbearable for mi lorh. almost die while walking. went to see mie father and go slack in the activities room. slept for 2 hours there! so shuang sia. cos got air con. hahas.
return home at 8 plus todae. i was so tired and went to lie down. mie ear is very painful!. dunnoe for wad reasons lah. then cannot laugh or wad. if not will be very pain. sobx. still very painful now.
got to make the post short and boring. but at least i did post! lols. got to chiong mie hw tmr since i did nth todae. will jiayous de. stay happy for the weekend!!!!!

2008-03-21T17:43:00.000+08:00

erm. dont know how to start mie post. but i am happy that i finish mie misc ex 7 already!!! with 2 ques dunnoe how to do. how sad. and i found out dat i am running out of foolscap! cos of all the misc ex and revision ex. one misc ex can use up to like 10 plus paper? lols.
hmm. nothing happen much this week. class had a new seating arrangement. but i am still beside huijie. lols. dunnoe wan to be happy or not. but well, i shall accept everything dat has happened!
i was quite emo this week. nevermind, i will still keep mieself happy!
ytd was funny on the way home. although had a very time before i go home, i am still happy on the way home. at least i am on mie own. not with any other i dislike. hahas. erm, actually i was feeling veryyy emo when i just step out of the school, and i emo all the way to to mrt station. i was fighting wif mie tears lah. so fun. lols. at least it shows dat mie heart is back! then i was so emo dat i am looking at the floor all the way while walking. and when i was on the train, theres no pole for mi to keep mieself balanced! i am a little concern about that, hahas. but i still kept looking at the ground, then i didnt feel shaky at all! first time so relaxed while standing without a form of support. hahas. maybe i shall try dat more in future.
then i was emo, and very emo. in order to kp mieself happy, i ask mieself to stop being emo once i step out of the train at jurong. then once i step out of the train, i am really smiling! ah. so fun. another new thing that i shall try when i am emo in the future!
hmm. something to comment about. seriously, one of the reasons dat i am emo is cos of you miao. i hate you miao, all those chinese stuffs like video conference or wadever. i hate all this to core. regradless is of the ppl involve or wad. and i practically did nothing in you miao but mie other teammates were struggling wif it. well, i dont really care. cos i just dont feel a sense of belonging there. like someone who is invisible there all the way. i am quite upset and fed up with it. they can sae that its all cos i dont sae anything during the discussion and dat all this is wad i brought it upon mieself, but well, if i really did, does anyone care? well well well, being ostrocize by others its a bad thing. but since this is it, i shall accept it. and till now, i still dont feel like i am in dat group. forget it. i shall continue being like this since its like this all this while. you can call mi a slacker or be fed up with mi but i dont care. cos i tell mieself not to care since you guys dont care. be fed up with mi by all means. if mie teammates really happen to look at this post, they may be fuming wif anger. but well, i shall not care about it. and i will tell mieself not to think about it anymore since nothing better will come out of it.
ooh. its such a miracle that i type such a long paragraph on something that i had ever hated all this while. then i rmb, believe in miracles! hahas.
i slept quite early ytd, at 1o, andi woke up 1o todae. 12 hours. so shuang. hahas. oh. how ramdom am i.
looks like i am in a good mood todae.
ah. next week got maths test. on surds and logs. blims paper, and i am goin to die for it. mie surds and logs is really cannot make it de...
hmm, i feeling sad dat i am somehow ostracize by mie siblings too. but i am happy dat mie dad and i had quite a lot of conver nowadays! i shall eliminate all mie unhappiness and stay happy! hahas. hope you guys will too!
ohhh. tmr got zhou le yuan. i wanted to watch it quite a lot of times le. but oso missed it a lot of times. but hope i will not missed it again this time round. i am really ramdom!
okay. shall end here. todae is good friday, so hope dat everything will be good todae! wad crap. hahas.

2008-03-15T17:04:00.002+08:00

i am back to post. finally.
well well well. its almost the end of the holidays and anothers tiring term is coming. how sad. i didnt relly enjoy this holiday. for i have to go back to school etc. but at least i am not cooped up at home all day long. hahas.
common test really had been a complete disaster for mi. its like, mie results are real sucky. ah. wad a let down to others. mie worst result ever! i wanna cry when i see mie overall %. haiz. gonna buck up next term le.
hmm. nothing much to sae about mie holidays. went back to school on monday for mie cca. well. i hate it. but its the first time dat i nd to go back for mie cca during the holidays. so forget it. i shall not talk about dat.
went to scholl on tue and wed for remedial. blim is real fast. she has already complete coordinate geometry! and we are 1 and 1/2 chapter ahead of others. we are no long behind syllabus. hahas.
they had a gathering on wed. to watch leap years. well on wed, after i had mie remedial, i went to discuss mie ss wif mie group members. its boring. and i practically stone there throughout. its suppose to be a discussion. but i kept quiet throughout. so fun! hahas.
then saw jeanice yixie jiayu jiejun sylvia at the canteen. so went to join them. they kp sayin dat how can i leave chinchye alone like dat. but well, i did ask him to come over but he refuse to. hmm. had lunch and finish up the windmill dat xiuhuan got for changjing. its weird you noe, cos dats suppose to be a present from xiuhuan to changjiing but yet it was yixie who is doing it. poor yixie.
then went bowl. just played 1 and 1/2 game wif jeanice. she is rushing to meet her xiao xian xian wad. zhong se qin you lorh. just kidding lah jeanice. hahas. mie score sucks. maybe its cos too long nv bowl le bah. then after the game, we were down there chattin while jeanice and jiayu left. oh yah. xiuhuan came to meet us. jiejun was down there complaining about peiqi, our cca member. so funny. but indeed i oso cant stand him right from the beginning. when time is almost 4, we went to take 198 to jp.
its funny boarding the bus. they were like so cautious not to break the windmill on the bus. then they were down there toking about their future. and jj definately wants to be a geo teacher. lols.
went to meet them at jp. they all watched leap years. i dont wan to watch. i wan watch water horse! but too bad the timeslot is not right. so end up mi and xihuan did not watch leap years but the rest did. we are not being emo kia or loner or wad! just dont wan to waste money on movies i dont wan to watch. went to have dinner at long john and then went home.
now about ytd. went to meet weijie at jrl early in the morning. too bad there was no tables. but we use the 'soft tables' said by weijie instead. lols. then xiuhuan came to meet us and we carry on wif our hw.
had our lunch at kfc as usual. kind of a little sick of fastfood but too bad, the food court had a full house. then while eating, i was watching kung fu dunk frm a distant away. cos poh kim is screening it.
then went back to jrl. met hazel donna samuel jason kunwei there for their ss project. they do their own things we do our own. then dat kunwei kp kajiaoing us. it was damn funny to see him running around wif his loose pants lah! he was like holding on to his pants while running. hahas.
hmm. then when it was about evening time, we pack up and went home.
ah. i later have to go to mie relatives house for mie cousin's baby bdae. so sian lah. its like mie cousin already had a baby but i am still a pathetic sec3 student. well, i am thinking too much. hahas.
i shall end here then. although its not a long post but at least i did update! so hope dat you guys can enjoy your last 2 days for holidays before the school reopens! ah. i forget dat i still have tons of hw haven complete yet. but nvm, i will jiayous. byes~ signing off.