` Heroes.

profile heello, this is miss ang from nanhuahigh school. i landed here on 26 april to explore planet earth. Loves 204`07♥ and 405`09; family; [mummy daddy♥♥♥]; candies and chocolates. finding for crayon shinchan and doraemon as friends. oh yah, Loves daydreaming, daydreaming for a day that my daydreams come true. and i say, SMILE, like nuts.
Give me a shot to remember And you can take all the pain away from me A kiss and i will surrender The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead A light to burn all the empires So bright the sun is ashamed to rise And be in love with all of these vampires So you can leave like the san abandoned me	others. MUSIC We Walk by The Tings Tings the -	Sunday, June 28, 2009 10:45 PM ` counting down, 8 more hours to hell. today went to the tze chi seed programme. crappy, but sinyi and me were sort laughing throughout. haha. but i rather stay at home to sleep to my fill for one last time. i just couldnt get whats wrong with me that i am getting songs mixed up every now and then. my mind is in a whirlpool i guessed. hahaha. i had a nightmare last night. really a NIGHTMARE. it was like so real that i almost shout and yell out halfway through my sleep. oh gosh, i rather smash my brain then to rmb that stupid dream. GOSH. tmr is the beginning of hell. really dunnoe what i should be feeling. its like you know its a hell but yet you are still going to it. what crap. i am watching michael jackson's thriller right now. but i am like, why am i watching this at such an hour!? chills~ jihoojihoojihoo. Friday, June 26, 2009 11:15 PM ` 2 more days to school reopen. i was wondering what can i do with my pathetic hair. i am not going to cut it, but i cant tie it either. maybe i will appear in school with two pony, and i guess many will say that i am acting cute. huh. theres nothing for me to update, just posting because i got nothing else to do with the com. now that i had finished watching boys over flowers, i was wondering what more can i do with the com. lost interest in facebook and theres nothing that could quite interest me. somehow of feel like, lost, after finish watching bof. theres no more reason for me to on the com, yet i am staring at it now. i really dont know what to do at night once it pass 10pm. no more shows for me to anticipate. and i dont wish to on my com, unless i want to rewatch bof, which i feel like to, but think its crazy. actually, i still have tons of work left undone. nightime will be a best time for me to open up my book, but i have competely no mood for it. i need to gain interest in studying to excel. but where can i find the motivation. it sounds so depressing. i toss and turn on my bed last night. went to bed like 12am, which is like so early as compared to the past few weeks. i cant get to sleep. actually i wanted to sleep on the floor, but the floor was scattered with books and theres no more space for me to sleep. its only till 2 plus when i finally got to sleep i guess. i sounded so pathetic. but i really cant get to sleep that early nowadays. and i cant wake up that early too nowadays. i am waking up at 12pm almost everyday. i got myself 7 alarms but i still cant wake up. someone please wake me up early tmr. i want to watch doraemon. i really need to get myself on track now. i have tons of things that i wanted to do after o's, and i cant stop thinking of them. but i always feel so guilty for not picking up my book every single second. how is it that i got myself in such a pathetic situation. maybe school will be good for me. at least i can get myself going. but thinking like theres only 4 more months to o's, i am feeling even more guilty. i cant believe i got much things to crap about. and they were all about studies and stuffs. one last time i am crapping about studies here. hmm, i cant get jihoo off my mind. a guardian angel, one every girl would wish for. i really wish to hear coldplay sing viva la vida live. Thursday, June 25, 2009 12:24 AM ` bro and sis are having creamy pasta now. yucky. stepped out of my house for the first time for these past two weeks. got to use the new lift! haha. quite fun. went for a movie at jp. we watched drag me to hell. haiz. i wanted to watch transformer, because got linkin park's song! hahaha. but in the end we still went to watch the old granny show despite sinyi and eunice cant take those kind of horror shows. they wanted to watch it because they believe what daniel said that its a comedy. LOL lah. so gullible. and the two of them just practically went in to cover their ears throughout. eunice still complain that her hands were so tired. sinyi more pro, she just took out her phone and pluck in her earphones. these two weeks are bad for me. didnt managed to do anything much. still got geo and ss left untouched. 4 more days to go and the real battle will start. oh oh oh. now i am dreading to return to school. i finally finished watching boys over flowers! been spamming the drama over these two weeks. if not i would have to wait till oct for the drama to finish on teevee. cant afford to. but the show is damn nice. enjoyed it a lot. cried a lot too. guys will definitely think that girls are just.... typical. WHY WHY WHY. how is it possible that i can mixed them up! so flustered now. ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ. i finished typing these in 10s. LOL. huh. i wanted the song so badly. Friday, June 12, 2009 5:19 PM ` i just got home from project work at mayee's house. anyway, mayee, thanks for the lunch and ride again! another week gone. time flies. i did nothing this week! NOTHING! not even picking up a book to read. wtf. i am getting lazy. monday went back for remedial, till like 6pm!? i wasnt listening to ms chng's 3hrs lesson. and she said that was the first time she saw me being so tired. hello, who will have the mood to listen to the lesson at such an hour. but in the middle break, like 10 to 3, i managed to finish my maths ex book and a little of phy paper one. but i really feel like... forget it. dont dampen my mood. tuesday was class gathering. reach sentosa at 10 plus and left at 2 plus. dont wish to talk much about it because i wasnt very happy about it. can i find someone for me to complain!? wednesday was buffet! haha. finally got a chance to go out with friends for buffet. too bad weiqi and yeeling didnt came along. went to sakura for their lunch buffet and i can tell you please dont go there if you want to have any buffet. its really not worth it because firstly, theres not much variety of food there. secondly, their food there dont taste good. but the chicken soup there was nice. so lousy want lah, only got chicken soup and shark fin. dont even have fried rice. so after the bufftet, we were so so full and started stoning in the park outside sakura for some time. after stoning we went to bowling alley for some game before going to yeeling's house to play like 3 games of uno and taidi. went home after that, w/o having dinner. i felt tired to be cheated again. thursday was out with jiayu. didnt feel good because i was far too tired. today was project day. managed to finish the project pretty fast, like in 1 or 2 hours time? and mayee kept asking me some random questions. overall, this week was bad. beacause i am so pissed off and irritated like for all the 5 days!? saw this article about this girl called Junko Furuta who was being tortured for 44 days. feel a little disturbed by it. because its like..... why will such things happen to such a pretty girl when she did nothing wrong. very na men. but she is a strong girl. very strong. she is a heroe. really. i cant imagine how she had the will to pull through. i really wish i have such will to pull through this year too. argh, got this very werid feeling everytime i think about that. i really feel bad about this week. theres nothing for me to be happy about. i really wish to scold right into their faces. gotta supress my anger. YEELING, CAN LEND ME YOUR TWEETY BIRD? I WANT TO BE LIKE NINI DE MOTHER. but i think i will be like sort of 'rebounce' once i hit it. i am feeling tired for this whole week. dont even have to energy and mood to think about him. i need something to boost my energy! i really need motivation please. i think i will cry each time i listen to this song. Things My Father Said The things my father said would make me a better man. Hard work and the love of friends, a woman that understands. I hope my father knows the seeds we've sown still grow. At night I go to sleep and pray he is watching over me. Somewhere there's a star that's shining so bright that I can see you smile. And all that I need is one last chance just to hear you say goodbye. Sometimes I remember when you taught me to tie my shoes. One thing I will never forget is the day that I lost you. I hope you always know the car that we built will always roll. Somewhere there's a star that's shining so bright that I can see you smile. And all that I need is one last chance just to hear you say goodbye. And if you have a dream you better hang on for dear life! And when that cold wind blows just let it pass you by. Yeah, things my father said. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah! Somewhere there's a star that's shining so bright that I can see you smile. And all that I need is one last chance just to hear... you say... goodbye, goodbye. Just to hear you say goodbye. mummy is so so so great. Sunday, June 07, 2009 10:27 PM ` i am feeling, bored. tmr gonna have remedials again. and i pratically did nothing during the weekends. is finishing one compo to be proud of? i really need some motivation to keep me moving. but oh yeah, got a new phone today. saw one LG phone which is like soooo cool but cant buy it because its so exxxx. and we went all the way to jurong point and back to jurong east again because mum was more familiar with the staffs in jurong east. the staffs there were all very nice. chat while waiting and theres this one staff who is very shuai. hahaha. and now, i am stuck at samsung again. haiz. wanted to try out some other brands but its all too ex you see. so.... i am going to change my handphone number again, and my house number. nothing much to post about though, having class gathering next week which i am not very sure if i am turning up. and hopefully, having buffet and date with jiayu next week too:D when the clock strikes 11.05pm, it commemorates the first year of your departure. never will it be that painful anymore, but a deep scar still live in the bottom of the heart. you left, and said nothing. how cruel was that. nothings gonna change our love for you, and we will miss you even more as days goes by. in loving memory, dad♥. Wednesday, June 03, 2009 8:50 PM ` they got me a dress today:D first thing that came across my mind when i was trying out the dress: -i was figuring how to wear. -i almost suffocated -i cover my face and went "OMGGGGGGGG." i need to get use to the weird image. but nevertheless, i still love it loads<3 thanks a lot!!!!:D:D:D when the souls meets the body. Tuesday, June 02, 2009 9:01 PM oh, i cant get my hands off the com. its bad, i only managed to finish my chinese compo today. what a day again. i really got the urge to finish the whole boys over flowers series. ahhhhh. it gonna be over over over over over over over over. Monday, June 01, 2009 8:39 PM you guys make my day:D:D:D too bad, i dont have photoshop on this com so i cant do some nice editing. we had our english prelim oral today. first met up with yeeling and weiqi for lunch. weiqi was late again, super late. when we were at clememti, she was at cck. and she said she thought 30mins was enough for her to change her clothes and travel to clementi to meet us at 1. wake up miss leong. LOL. so yeeling and i went to sumohouse first because there were no other place. (we dread having fastfood again) and the person there asked yeeling wheres our the other fren and yeeling said shes walking here, when weiqi was like still on the train? but yah anyway, we finished our lunch pretty fast and went to school. on the way we were talking about the hairstyle and stuffs. mi and yeeling were like persuading weiqi to have long hair. but she is far too lazy you see, thats why she is missielazy. if her hair is really long, i think everyone would be like, wow. and we were talking about this bangs bangs thing. and saw the one we were talking about. but too bad, they pin up their bangs bangs if not i could have a good laugh. oral was okay for me but the questions for conver was like totally no link with the picture and stuff. but anyway, i am glad oral is over and i have currently nothing that is bugging me except for tons of homeworks i guess. mum and sis and bro were away for malacca the past 2 days. and one thing, I MANAGED TO SURVIVE ON MY OWN. but i am pretty sad because they only got one shirt for me. and i was pestering my bro to give us the bracelet(which she got for his female fren) but he didnt seemed to be willing to give in. wtf. :( wah, i was watching this channel8 9pm show and their dishes for dinner were like those for some wedding dinner or so. they all dressed like going to some function. how can they survive..... and oh yah, people! when are we going for buffet? i just realised that my url for my blog is really kiddish. too bad, thats because i created that when i was primary 4 and i am far too lazy to change it. bro deleted the DJmax in his PSP. wtf. i want to play DJmax. i just told bro that i got another idol. i guess i am starting to wake up from my dreams.	tagboard	links 2o4`o7♥ 4o5`o9♥ angelina♥ chinchye♥ daniel♥ donna♥ enci♥ eunice♥ huanyuan♥ jason♥ jiayin♥ jeanice (1)♥ jeanice (2)♥ jerald♥ jinger♥ jingyi♥ joan♥ kelvin♥ lishi♥ lynn♥ melvin♥ minqi♥ samantha♥ sinyi♥ valerie♥ vincent♥ wanjun♥ wanling♥ weijie♥ weiqi♥ weizheno9♥ yanru♥ yanlin♥ yeeling♥ yongming♥ yurou♥ zoe♥ archives October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 September 2009 December 2009 \| credits layout: hey youu♥ icon: runtherace