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profile heello, this is miss ang from nanhuahigh school. i landed here on 26 april to explore planet earth. Loves 204`07♥ and 405`09; family; [mummy daddy♥♥♥]; candies and chocolates. finding for crayon shinchan and doraemon as friends. oh yah, Loves daydreaming, daydreaming for a day that my daydreams come true. and i say, SMILE, like nuts.
Give me a shot to remember And you can take all the pain away from me A kiss and i will surrender The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead A light to burn all the empires So bright the sun is ashamed to rise And be in love with all of these vampires So you can leave like the san abandoned me	others. MUSIC We Walk by The Tings Tings the -	Friday, September 05, 2008 9:40 PM yawn. i am sleepy right now. someone please keep mie spirits up? i need it for maths later on. oh yeah. went to jrl todae. todae was not boring though. well, its not fruitful too. but one thing to note. I AM THE EARLIEST. oh, sense of achievement man. because, there is no doraemon todae. xiuhuan and weijie came later. weijie came with his bulky laptop bag. the school's laptop is really heavy. i like his laptop more. hahas. pia maths all the way. sad to say, i didnt do much. xiuhuan was so eager to learn new stuffs. she picks up new things fast. thats good. she says chapter 12 is interesting, i say its tedious.. oh yah, saw zoelyn huanyuan and melvin. wave to them, and they wave back. wow and, yeah. went for lunch next. promise to wait for jiayu jeanice yixie at ljs. and i did! we did. hahas. but we went back first. dont wish to get another warning letter again. the librarian looks scary. deternined to finish something todae. but i failed. i am so sad. was doin me 11. but mie head was throbbing! so i switched to re 8 instead. but headache still dont spare mi. it doesnt like mi. then i switched to com games. but its boring. argh. i think i saw shaowei in library todae. how weird. left library at around 6. had a blueberry waffle. its so sweet. maybe i will get diabetes. oh yah, mum called mi. she asked mi to buy oreo, for mieself. mum is the best! went home with jeanice. she says i had a penny of thoughts. i dont deny that. watch teevee all the way till now. i am bored. and sleepy still. life isnt a fairytale. fairytales have angels fairies prince. i exclude witches. they are not bad, they are mean. how i wished that my life is a FAIRYTALE. it will have happy endings and neverending laughters. smiley faces. how wonderful. i wan eternal happiness. but if that happiness is only for temporary, i rather i dont have it. cos i noe after that happiness i will be miserable. misery isnt the life for mi. so i regretted. i have been wanting to lots of things, and i longed for many things. but i noe that i cant have them. cos i am not an angel. dancing in the rain, how beautiful. i will be loved by mieself. always. and i will love and miss dad. forever. and i noe i will miss you. for the time-being. and i will love all. i am hugging mie dar everyday. i noe she love hugs, so do i ♥ promised mum to go out with her tmr. so no badminton session for mi tmr. how sad. i wonder when will i get to hold the racquet again. i played horse galloping just now. Thursday, September 04, 2008 9:23 PM yeppie~ i am high now. i am so happy todae. cos todae finally got something on. first time feel that being busy is so good. better than men si zai jia. its just wonderful. i mean, at least i did sth, to mi, life will be more meaningful like this. hahas. hmm. had our maths remedial todae. but aunties nd to clean up the class. so we move to 3o9 for the time being. everyone anyhow sit, so i oso anyhow sit lorh. then sit beside kunwei and huanyuan. how weird. the lesson haven even start, then kunwei's phone rang. i down there laughing lorh. hahas. then huanyuan kp gl-ing mi while i was doin work. so i did those work very very slowly. 3-D diagram, nd more imagination. somemore he kp distracting mi, so work even slower. but moreover its quite fun sitting with him lah, at least i laughed. hahas. then it was a break. and we moved back to our own class. Amaths! haiz. nv do hw. who noes almost the whole class nv do. but blim wasnt angry. how weird. she still joking. she is just that nice. hahas. so when they were goin through the ques, i was doin mie hw. maths hw. then end up she call mi i gong gong de. hahas. nvm. i dont like chapter 12~! so tedious and crappy. very troublesome. i see the degree and radian mode see until i yan hua. haiz. maths fail ding le. didnt do mie holidays hw. but now another pile of maths hw. emaths r.e 7,8,10. amaths m.e 11,12. die for sure ah. oh god, help mi please. then another 1hour break and followed by was bio lesson. bio lesson was still okay. very short, just finish going through wb. got test when school reopens. another very tiring term coming up. oh yeah. remedials over then went to meet xiuhuan at lot1 with weijie. when we were on the bus, weijie suddenly put his bookstrap over his neck. then mi and sihui kan le was like, stunned diao. then started laughing. dunnoe wad he doin. so weird. then at lot1, we were walking.. suddenly weijie sae his specs like wai diao, then he put his specs on the floor to check if his specs really wai. floor leh. somemore in shopping centre leh. mi and xiuhuan see liao oso stunned diao. he a bit sot todae. hahas. went to buy some presents for sept babies and went to have lunch. keep laughing throughout. how fun. i am so high then! so happy, cos i dont have to sian si at home. whee~ but one bad and unfair thing, i am the one who is bringing back all those stuffs. everytime dou shi wo. not fair. went to meet vincent to play badminton next. quite fun. he really noes everyone in his neighbourhood lorh. all those kids saw him then will sae, orh~hi vincent! hahas. to noe all your nieghbours is a good thing. not like mi, dont interact much with mie neighbours. so want play oso no one to play with. sis and bro oso dont wan play with mi. haiz. thanks vincent for playing with mi then. hahas. oh yah, we played with 2 kids. i dunnoe mie partner wad name. small little boy, very intelligent. nowadays de kids all so mature de. not as cute le. hahas. we 2 no chemistry lah. but it was still fun anyway. then weather not looking good, so went back. phew, mum didnt scold when i reach home. she didnt scold mi todae! cos bro later than mi. so she only scolded him. shld i thanked mie bro in some way? hahas. then watch tv and laugh all the way. i am high todae! oh yah, its so windy in the evening. so shuang. i wan play more badminton. hahas. was reading the kite runner. then it reminds mi of dad. cos dad used to tell mi their childhood times. how they compete with each other, how they cut each others strings.. they used to attach some shards of glasses on the strings of the kite so as to cut off others strings. how interesting. how i wish dad could tell mi more. i miss him a lot. a lot. gotta be a happy kid. cos life that is coming up next will be damn tedious and tiring. must stay optimistic to prepare mieself. yeah. wad a happy day. Wednesday, September 03, 2008 10:56 PM i am thinking. i am smiling. i shall be laughing. todae hardly say anything. less than 1o sentences bah. whee~ its fun. off to do maths! tmr finally got sth le. got remedial! if not i will men si at home. Tuesday, September 02, 2008 11:26 PM oh, i am sad. cos i wasted the whole of todae. what the heck am i doin!? actually wanted to finish bio revision todae de. but well, i didnt manage to do that. must have perseverance then. tmr must finish at least 2 chapters of bio and one chapter chem! okay, i shall be determined to do dat. hahas. mum asked mi for mie progress report just now. third time she is asking for it. haiz. i wonder if i shld give her. told her that i will give her tmr. shld i? i am just afraid that i disappoint her. i am i really did, but dont wish to let her noe. she will sure be damn sad de. why am i that bu zheng qi then? haiz. i made someone sad again. somemore is someone who is so impt to mi. sorry mum. but i will give you mie progress report tmr. well, nowadays very guilty of disturbing others. in terms of disturbing other's life etc? i just wish to be a passer-by in everyones life. i will try mie best not to leave mi footprints behind. no one wants that either. haiz. i think i shall keep to the role of being a passer-by then. if not i will feel guilty of disturbing others life again. argh. must ming zhe bao shen liao. ha-ha. yeppie. now got xin wang zhui xiong. got xie shao guang! i love this show. and i love xie shao guang's shows. its damn nice. he reminds mi of dad. in some way or another. lalalala~ i am off to watch dat show now. Monday, September 01, 2008 8:34 PM whee~ i am on blogging spree. went to the library in the afternoon. manage to borrow some books! yeah. i shall not be bored again. hahas. but thinking, i shld be revising mie work now instead of reading books right.. i haven even start on mie revision. still got 6 more days.. got to do sth to mie work! but i really got no mood for it. but rather, mood for reading. i am weird. very weird. hahas. something about just now... oh yah, went to library. but guess wad, i forgot to bring mie ezlink card! and i only realise it when i am on the bus. cos tab le then nothing happen. then rmb that sis return mi hou forgot to put in mie wallet. zzz. then give coins lorh. but i got no 50cents! so gave one dollar instead. haiz. cos have to change bus, so when i got off the first bus, i call mie sis for help. no more coins le. cant possibly ask mi give notes for a bus ride mah. then she agreed to meet mi up at batok. yeah! sis nv fail to help mi when i am in this kind of situation. thanks jie! then i walked around the library for like one hour, in search of books. end up only found one book which is mie booklist. how sad. but nvm, still manage to borrow some books that caught mie interest. nevertheless, i am still happy. yeah! todae is a happy day! no lah, everyday is a happy day! i shall sustain the happiness. yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah. i am a happy kid=D okay, a small reminder to mieself. its already 1st september le! stop living in your own world!!!!!!!! you had been living in denial for close to 3 months le. time to accept the fact. he is gone. forever gone. leaving you behind to face this world of cruelty. but nevertheless, cheer up! theres so many things out there for you to be happy about. although its all so biao mian de. but when you add all those up, you will find that you are so lucky. you are just a little unlucky compared to the people around you. but look out further! you are still as lucky as before. i feel like a shen jing bing here. hahas. nevermind, still gotta cheer up. lifes too short to be sad. i thought i found happiness for myself, but instead, its troubles. the more i wanted to be closer to you, the further you are away from mi. its then i know its fated to be like this. you wont get happy endings at all times, for your life isnt a fairytale. only fairytales have happy endings. so mine dont have. so i shall not be sad over it. nevermind. i shall face everything with optimism. nothing in the world is worth of mi to be sad about for too long. although facing the fact is cruel, but shall accept it. it takes a long time coming to realise it. but letting it go its the best thing i can do. why? cos i am just like that. i am guilty of hurting people. and i sae sorry for it if i once did. but try letting go. everything will soon be fine. you will gain freedom. and you will realise how carefree you are if you do that. you are free from troubles, stress. everything is gone. troubles will always pester you, unless you let go of them. so so so, must let go, not like they are so lovable like that. hahas. gotta cheer up cheer up cheer up! hahas. cos there are still so many people on earth for mi to cheer them up. oh, i am just happy that i have such optimism. how great. theres still 3 things i wish to do. different this time round. - i wanna sleep. - and sleep. - and sleep. cos thats the only way i can get what i want. sweet dreams though. but i think i will get nightmares instead. hahas. okay. pardon mi for having such a boring post. its early in the morning now. still a little blur blur de. but i off to the library in one hour's time i guess. whee~	tagboard	links 2o4`o7♥ 4o5`o9♥ angelina♥ chinchye♥ daniel♥ donna♥ enci♥ eunice♥ huanyuan♥ jason♥ jiayin♥ jeanice (1)♥ jeanice (2)♥ jerald♥ jinger♥ jingyi♥ joan♥ kelvin♥ lishi♥ lynn♥ melvin♥ minqi♥ samantha♥ sinyi♥ valerie♥ vincent♥ wanjun♥ wanling♥ weijie♥ weiqi♥ weizheno9♥ yanru♥ yanlin♥ yeeling♥ yongming♥ yurou♥ zoe♥ archives October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 September 2009 December 2009 \| credits layout: hey youu♥ icon: runtherace