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profile heello, this is miss ang from nanhuahigh school. i landed here on 26 april to explore planet earth. Loves 204`07♥ and 405`09; family; [mummy daddy♥♥♥]; candies and chocolates. finding for crayon shinchan and doraemon as friends. oh yah, Loves daydreaming, daydreaming for a day that my daydreams come true. and i say, SMILE, like nuts.
Give me a shot to remember And you can take all the pain away from me A kiss and i will surrender The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead A light to burn all the empires So bright the sun is ashamed to rise And be in love with all of these vampires So you can leave like the san abandoned me	others. MUSIC We Walk by The Tings Tings the -	Friday, May 30, 2008 10:08 PM argh. i wanted to upload a video de! but stupid blogger dont let mi to. try so many times le still cannot. hmm. so long nv online le. i shall post about wad happen this few days. tuesday. nothing happen lah. as usual, go hospital. ah, it has become mie daily routine le. thinking of it, i got 3 days nv go hopsital le! omg. nvm . i shall go tmr. when i was on the mrt, i am so so bored. and i keep looking down. then i saw mie toes. hmm, why are mie toes so short compared to the others? so you see, nowadays i have to keep mieself occupied wif all those weird thinkings so that i will not bored to death. in the hospital, theres nothing much to do. mostly watchin tv. while watchin, i overheard mie aunt toking to a person name alice over the phone. then i rmb. alice. alice. hahas. once when i was young, theres this person who called to look for alice. mie reply to her is 'wrong number'. mie mother was bathing at that time. then when she come out, i told her about the person looking for alice. she was like huh!? cos she is alice. and i didnt noe that she had a name like this. hahas. you may not find it funny, but i do. hahahas. wednesday. blims maths remedial. argh, i was late for it. cos i was playing wif time. i noe i will be late, yet i choose to let it be. somemore its blim, but dunnoe why i like dat. luckily she in good mood. hahas. had 3 and 1/2 hours of maths. and she manage to go through 2 and 1/2 chapters. pro right. but i listen till i very blur. have to absorb so much things at one go leh. if i not blur i am then the one who is pro. and she gave us tons of hw!!! its like have to finish all the ques in those chapters lah. pathetic us. wonder how i can finish it. one more hw in mi to-do-list. haiz. thursday. meet weijie and xiuhuan at library to do hw. first time in hist that i was earlier than weijie lah! clap~ hahas. and first time in hist that level 4 was so so empty. miracle. ah! believe in miralces, and they will happen! yeeling! i rmb you. hahas. finally had our lunch at the food court and not in any fastfood restaraunt. cos its like, long john and kfc-wejiie object. mac- i strongly object. i everytime object to mac de. hahas. so went to food court! after lunch xiuhuan bought a waffle and we went back. luckily nv tio warning letter. tio like dunnoe how many times le. and dunnoe for wad reason, i was laughing mad all the way. or rather, all day long. the moment i step out of mie house i started laughing, all the way to jurong. but i keep covering mie mouth cos dont wan others to see i am laughing. if not they think i siao. only manage to finish geo, a bit of ss and maths. how pathetic. when i return home, i saw the 2 chinese paintings hanging on the wall. they were there like since i dong shi. hahas. mie mum told mi one was a horse. but i look at it for 10 plus years and i dont see how it resembles a horse. finally, till ytd, then i realise mie mistake. the head of the horse which i thought it was isnt really the head. the horse head is actually just right beisde. your hard to picture it lah, but its just that i misunderstood the drawing for so many years. all along i only saw 3 legs. funny right. then i realise that theres one more which is not clear. ah. crap. then the other painting is actually of roosters. but all along i thought it was rabbits until ytd. eyesight got serious prob liao. ah. forget to ask mie mum to take down the painting of the roosters. so disgusting. todae. got bioworkshop. woke up very early in the morning. so tired lorh. the beginning of the workskop was very boring. i was staring blankly into the space for most of the time. then suddenly the instrutor look at mi and ask "thinking of building your house wif the leaves of nipah trees?" i was like, huh. hahas. had a sungei buloh fieldtrip! so fun. not really fun lah. but i like the walk. saw a huge spider. luckily no rooster or bird pop out of nowhere. hahas. if not i might not come out,walking. the testing of water so lame. except for the part where you get water wif the pail. hahas. after the fieldtrip was the wadever game. hmm. quite fun. but i feel so sleepy. our group only got once without tragedy. and only manage to clinch the cleanest and richest town for 2 times. shi bai lah. overall, the workshop is quite fun, compared to others. went bowling next. only played one game, score is 124. satisfied wif dat. hahas. okay. shall end here. must buck up liao. still got tons of hw undone. i wan go out play! hahas. signing off~ Sunday, May 25, 2008 9:32 PM yeah. i am back to post. hmm. finally its holidays! whoos~ but its oso a start to all the homeworks.. haiz. got to go back for maths lesson and the bio workshop. zzZ. and for our class cip project and du shu hui? its even more zzZ. now got the sichuan charity show. haiz. sichuan de situation now really very serious. those watchin dat show de dou cryin le. i oso feel like cryin. sobx. yimeng! omg. i am so so worried about her and others. must pray hard for them to be safe.... ytd wad terrible lah. had a fight wif mie bro over television. then end up wif a lot of bruises. zzZ. its not really about being able to watch tv, but its zun yan de wen ti lorh. i was like even if i cant watch, i oso dont wan let him watch. aiya. i noe i very stubborn and mie temper and attitude really sucks. but i am just like dat. just pity mie mum, have to shout at us. hmm. then after dat both of us cant watch, so went to our room. i nv sleep lah. then end up down there crying like hell. not becos of the fight, but maybe something else which i am not sure of. plus a little anger. i was listening to songs lorh, then cry even more ah. hahas. i stupid lah. and i cried for like 45 min to 1 hour? dunnoe lah. just noe i fell aslp while crying. ah. so stupid. it really sucks lorh. i woke up early in the morning todae to watch doraemon. who noes mie eyes totally swollen. hard to open mie eyes lah. then watch doraemon until very xin ku. hahas. i zi zhao de. after the show i went to slp again, since its so hard to open mie eyes, why not just close it. lols. slept till 1 plus, and decided to do mie chi hw. ah, i haven draft out a time table for the holidays yet. sure will get lost somehow. must do dat soon. mie determination oso wont last long de. i do until the last second passage jiu no mood le. end up watchin jackie chan de movie. its funny. hahas. thats about today. hmm, let mi recall past few days de stuffs... saturday. actually oso nothing much lah. as usual, went to hopsital etc. mie dad's condition is still the same, but he keep wanting to pull out all the tubes. zzZ. dunnoe wad the hack he thinking. but hope dat he must perservere on. dont waste the effort of others... ah, i rmb i had this very weird thinking. i was walking past a stall which is selling curry fishead. hmm, curry fishead, mie dad use to like dat, and like cooking dat. but... aiya. nvm. erm. then when i saw the poor fishead on the signboard, i had this thinking: poor fish. you die of a tragic death. but at least your last photo appeared on the signboard. can be famous for some time.... why all the fishes look the same de ah? then how they identify each other? wont their parents ren cuo hai zi? friday, ptc. ahhhhh. mie stupid results. yeeling! i am behind you leh. rest assure. ni bu shi zui lan de. and yixie is so so so crazy and bian tai!! but congrats to him. jiejun and many others too. haiz. zhengmian and elza tan jiu keep on asking mi to buck up in mie el. but mie el really is tcmi de mah. mian qiang mei you xing fu de. sobx. BUT, i will jiayous in it de. and elza tan complained about mie chem!!! ahh, i am sad again. arghhhh. nvm, i will buck up de! i wan back mie last year de results! enough about dat. ah, i am so so sad about mie results. mie ranking sucks! okay. shall end here. hope dat i will have the mood to finish mie hw! hahas. happy holidays!!! Saturday, May 17, 2008 4:40 AM zzz. look at the time now. i feel like i am sleep-walking. got back all results todae. feel very very very disappointed about mie chem. i didnt get at least an A. forget it. i only spend 2 hours on it before the paper. i dont expect much. okay. enough about results, cos they are really devastating. i just accept everything then, since sec 3 de results cant do anything. just afraid about mie parents when they see the result slip. feel so bad. and guilty towards mie parents. they put so much hope on mi, yet i keep shattering their only hope again and again. mie resutls really dropped tremendously compared to last year. and i am really sorry for it. if you ever ask mi one day who is the one i am most guilty to, i would sae its mie parents. 我亏欠他们的实在太多太多.我想说,老天爷,请不要再封杀我家了. if time really gets to rewind, i am the first to get onto the timeship. even if i have to risk it, i still will do it. i will really start treating mie parents better, be more tolerant, more filial and more hardworking. too see you happy and healthy, is mie biggest wish. i hope this biggest wish of mine will come true one day, no matter what it takes. its mie only chance, and mie last chance to prove that mie presence on earth is worth it. you are what shapes mi todae, and i wan to be the one who shapes your. please let everything ease, stay happy and positive, dad. and please perservere on, mummy. 就在你说出那句话的刹那，我的世界就变的很安静，安静得似分裂般。曾是晴天，却变得阴暗，无助。你要我退后，但我却痴痴站在原地，因为我深信你还会再回头看我一眼。我坐着白色风车，回头看看。看到我和你相遇的地方－三年二班外。看到你，就像是身边刮起龙卷风，把世间万物都卷走了，只剩你在我眼前。你的接口曾是给我的暗号。每当你用浪漫手机传简讯给我时，我心里总是像麦芽糖一样甜滋滋的。但这些都在你说出的那句话后瞬间消失，我们的回忆也飘移了。那天正好是我的生日。我检起被打破的心灵碎片，站在屋顶上祝我自己生日快乐。随风飘洒着是一首首夜曲，像珊瑚海般咸。我要说的是，这场我内心的困兽之斗，将在这四面楚歌的情况下结束。你现在距我于千里之外。我期盼时间就会像反方向时钟般，带我会到从前，那飘浮着七里香的地方。 eeee. so er xin horh. oso dunnoe why i wrote it. but that 我 not mi jiu dui le. i manage to put in some of jay chous song title in it leh. mie mian purpose is to do that. shall end here le. i am goin back to sleep again. Monday, May 12, 2008 1:06 PM i am feeling so bored right now. nothing to do at home. zzz. just went out to rent cds. but those cds that i want to rent is all rent out! i am so so sad and wunai. specially went out to rent cds yet i am so shuai. haiz. really nothing to do at home. ytd was monther's day. hmm. woke up early in thr morning cos nd to accompany mie mum to the concert. very stupid leh. the concert is early in the morning de. so weird right. and its like so cheap. hahas. i was quite fed up on the way there. and dao mie sis all the way. they sae mie pi qi really bad sia, and i have to admit dat. hahas. the concert was held at the esplanade. first time goin there. its quite big sia. one hall can have 4 levels. and we are sitting right at the 4th level. it is quite a good position. but who cares anyway. its not like the concert is jay chou, S.H.E or angela de. hahas. got a lot of aunties down there. cos its suppose to be a mothers day concert. i am just surprise that theres someone of our age there too. ke lian de wo men, have to accompany our mothers to the concert. i was reading a book while waiting for the concert to start. then suddenly all the lights dimmed and i was like oi! i haven read finish this page yet! so kp using mie hp to shine on mie book to at least finish dat page. oh, i am so lame. throughout the whole concert, i think i only manage to watch 15 mins of it although its 1 hour long. the other 45 mins i was sleeping. by the time i woke up, the concert is already over. after the concert we went to marina square to meet mie aunt. she just happen to come back to singapore cos something happen to his relative i think? too bad mie uncle didnt come back. haiz. went to sakae sushi to have lunch. thats the first time i ever step into sakae sushi and the second time i step into a japanese restaraunt. i noob lah. but its cos i dont like jap food. the food there ah, really taste awful to mi sia. maybe i am not used to it. i just hate the rice. so no sushi for mi. hahas. i guess i wont step into a jap restaraunt to have jap meal again le bah. went to visit mie dad next. hmm. he is still okay. then the adults started chatting and i fell aslp. throughout their talk i was sleeping lah. am i very rude? i guess so. then went to bukit batok central to have dinner. long time nv go there le. we took mrt to bukit batok and decided to take bus to central. but before dat, i told mie mum i wanted to go buy candy floss cos theres a pasa malam there. the bus was leaving when i am buying. so once i bought it, i rush all the way to the bus just in time to catch up with it. phew~ luckily. and i am so happy that i bought 2 packets of candy floss!!!!!! hahas. its quite late when we reached home. nevermind. its quite a enjoyable day. hahas. Saturday, May 10, 2008 10:38 PM *MID YEAR IS is IS FINALLY* OVER! whoos~ and oh yah. a very happy belated bdae to YIXIE VALERIE XIUHUAN! i am so so so happy. finally i am free of stress! although is only for a few days i guess. nvmind. its alwayz better than nth. these few days are so so so tiring and torturing. i hardly have a night of good rest. i really miss sleeping!!! it feels so wonderful having a good rest. having to dream of ppl... its so nice kaes. i really love dreaming. although it means dat they will never happen in real life, but at least you once had it right. dreaming is so fun. but definately not when i am having nightmares. overall, i can only say something about mie midyear, its totally screwed up and its definately a gone case for mi. i dont have high hopes on it, cos i noe i cant. it will only hurt mieself even more. i really spent quite some time studying, but doubt any of mie efforts will paid off. i noe dat from the beginning, but yet i still continue studying, cos i noe by doin this, i am already trying mie very best, i have put in at least 80% and i will not regret it. hahas. it may seems dat i am consoling mieself, but indeed dats true! i am so so utterly disappointed with mieself in both mie maths paper and physics paper. gonna get scolding from pandian and blim. haiz. but i think its really quite fun to stay up late to study! oh yah, i only slept for 2 and 1/2 hours on tue night finish mie chem and ss. i was like studying and mie eyelids were really feeling heavy, and i felt hungry! so ask mie sis to bought mac for mi. first time having mac at such a late hour. hahas. thur was the last paper. others are enjoying themselves after amaths but we have to keep on struggling to get all the geo stuffs into our head. its torturing okay. but i guess its better than stuffing both hist and bio stuffs into your head for one day? nevermind about dat, its over and we are free!!! went to bowling on thur. but i didnt bowl. cos dont feel like to. mie bowling standard in really goin down and i have no mood for it. hahas. end up only weiqi jiejun eunice and jeanice played. i watched them played and i really feel like sleeping. not dat the bowling session was boring but rather is dat i didnt have a good rest since midyear starts. its like wad jiejun said, wanted to sleep but oso cannot sleep in peace. finally i had a good rest after i went home. we have no papers on friday so dont need to attend school. whoos~ so good! 5 days of rest!! hahas. and i went to make mie ic on fri. its the last day of registration, and i have to go. after dat i went to the hospital again for mie dad. haiz. he got admitted again. glad to see dat mie dad is feeling energetic and not restless. it was freezing cold in his ward and i regretted not bringing a jacket along. mie dad was telling mi about political stuffs again and i just act as if i noe. nodding mie head every now and then. he really noe much about political stuffs, and i guess i have to buck up in getting all those political stuffs into mie head before he ask mi for mi opinions. hahas. then mie mum and i went to have dinner at maxwell. i had curry rice again! its so nice. hahas. woke up late in the morning todae. i am really sleepy nowadays. went to hospital again. guess i have to go down these few days. it can be quite fun goin down too. but its rather tiring. i just pity mie mum, she had to go down almost everyday. hmm. feeling a bit sian these few days cos nothing to do. its always better than having exams. and oh yah, i have to accompany mie mum to a concert or wadever tomorrow. its all about all those old old songs and singers. i guess i will fall aslp there too. and wads worst is that i will miss mie DOAREMON! oh my gosh~ its disasterous for mi.. i am feeling so so sad about it. all right, shall stop here. wish all mummys a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!** and enjoy these few days!!!!!	tagboard	links 2o4`o7♥ 4o5`o9♥ angelina♥ chinchye♥ daniel♥ donna♥ enci♥ eunice♥ huanyuan♥ jason♥ jiayin♥ jeanice (1)♥ jeanice (2)♥ jerald♥ jinger♥ jingyi♥ joan♥ kelvin♥ lishi♥ lynn♥ melvin♥ minqi♥ samantha♥ sinyi♥ valerie♥ vincent♥ wanjun♥ wanling♥ weijie♥ weiqi♥ weizheno9♥ yanru♥ yanlin♥ yeeling♥ yongming♥ yurou♥ zoe♥ archives October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 September 2009 December 2009 \| credits layout: hey youu♥ icon: runtherace