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profile heello, this is miss ang from nanhuahigh school. i landed here on 26 april to explore planet earth. Loves 204`07♥ and 405`09; family; [mummy daddy♥♥♥]; candies and chocolates. finding for crayon shinchan and doraemon as friends. oh yah, Loves daydreaming, daydreaming for a day that my daydreams come true. and i say, SMILE, like nuts.
Give me a shot to remember And you can take all the pain away from me A kiss and i will surrender The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead A light to burn all the empires So bright the sun is ashamed to rise And be in love with all of these vampires So you can leave like the san abandoned me	others. MUSIC We Walk by The Tings Tings the -	Sunday, July 22, 2007 10:04 PM i am so fed up todae lorhx. cos get irritated by someone.. ah, todae i woke up juz in time to watch doraemon. todae's de not tat nice.. then i went to lie down on mie bed.. listening to music, but aft a while mie father came in, n sae that we haf to go in 15 minutes time. so fast lahx. but i still man man lai, end up get scolded by them. wadever. hahas by the time we get there was like still early lorhx. actually wad we are supposed to haf is in the special room wan.. but end up "outside", as in still in the restaraunt lahx. then mie uncle go confront the manager. i sat down there, watchin the show.. hahas, i noe i m bad. i started playin mie hp games while waiting to move into the special room. i passed to mie bro, then mie sis, cos we take turns to play mahx.. then when mie bro play till halfway, a small boy pop out n sae he wanted to play. i noe the boy, but dunnoe how is he related to mi lahx. then he snatched away mie phone! damn him lahx. cannot scold him wad, in public. later his parents come n scold mi ah. then i give him the very bu shuang de look, ask him to give mi back. he game over liao then passed it back to mi, but he is still waiting for his turn to play. then i was like diaos, thought can haf peace liao but actually he still wan to play.. he kept standing beside mi, waiting for his turn lahx. i was trying all mie best not to lose. then juz when him went away for a while, i quickly stuff mie phone into mie mother's handbag. he came n ask for mie phone, but i sae mie mother took it away, then he give mi the veri disappointed de face. like i care~ thought can haf peace liao, then he nth to do come n sit wif us. omg! he is so sickening lahx. then dunnoe y he suddenly come n pinch mi. i was like, WALAO! pinch mi for wad, then i shoo him off. i was damn pissed off lorhx. so irritated by his actions. although he is still a kid n that i shld not ji jiao, but i really cant stand him lahx. i not as you2 ai xin as any other gals out there... when we finally move into the special room, it was like 1 liao lorhx. mie mother promised mi to be back home by 2 de lahx. then i sae she qi1 pian4 wo de gan qing, so muz pei chang wo de shun shi.. hahas. mie sis veri funny, when we were havin sharkfin de shi hou, she wan some vinegar. then she told the waitress " erm, can i haf a... a... a.. cu4?" i was laughing like mad when i hear this lahx! damn funny... then i told her if u dun noe how to sae in el then jiu dun act chim! hahas. it was freezing cold there lahx. somemore i was sitting under the air con, then i was down there freezing. luckily mie sis got bring jacket, but she ask mi to wash it aft i wear. do i look like i will do it for her? wait long long lorhx. lols. it was like 3 plus when we finally finish the meal. so late lahx. then i got back home juz in time to watch the live earth de highlights. waited so long then saw linkin park again! but they onli show 1 song only lorhx- faint. i more hope that it is numb.. but better than nth lahx. watch le their performance le hou i then pity the linkin park de main singer, cos he was like screaming instead of singing. hou long will bao de lorhx. he muz haf a hard time singing this kind of song... but its nice lahx! o.. i still got a lot of hw undone. but dun care lahx. fri got so many test. will kill wan.. sian lahx. Saturday, July 21, 2007 9:52 PM i 4 daes nv go online liao.. quite a long time for mi sia. these few daes are slping daes for mi.. cos i slp n slp n slp. thur. aiyo.. the dunnoe church de wadever ppl came to mie house to sing~ diaos lorhx. hai4 wo cannot study maths. at 1st mie father force mi to sing wan. but i juz dun wan~ it seems so lame n.. plus i haven study mie maths yet. not even touched lorhx. but i fell aslp after a while, then end up i nv touched mie maths! thats y ytd's maths gone case liao lorhx... haiz~ woke up at 2pm todae.. or shld i sae i really did wake up at 3am, its juz that wake up liao go help mie mother then came back to slp again.. lols. Oo..aH. went to help mie mother out again. early in the morning 3am. mie mother came in, although todae was mie turn to go.. but i was down there hoping that she wun call mi. she did went out, but came in later. then i was like, all mie hopes are smashed~ but nvm, so i juz went to help. todae's newspaper came at such a late time. meanwhile, mie bro went to slp for a while.it was damn funny to see him slp lahx. cos he slp like ppl who is already R.I.P. i was laughing all the way, and he didnt notice the way he is slpin was damn funny. he juz ask mi to shut up, but i juz kept on laughing. hahas. distributng the papers was fun todae. although everything was all in a mess, but its fun, cos i complain about mie bro doin nth, then he end up being scolded by mie mother, n lecture by mie father about the society n stuffs. hahas. being nagged by mie mother is ok, but its alwayz better to be lecture by mie father about she hui n guo jia da shi... finally, after hours of tiring work, everything was distributed! lalalalas~ juz as we were about to go, a lady came, n ask about mie father's health condition.. then they tok n tok n tok, then suddenly she ask wheres the 2nd daughter, which is mi. i was sitting beside them at that time, then i laugh. she was shocked! cos she didnt expect mi to be so big liao. diaos lorhx. then she sae wad " last time use to see her run here run there when she was young wan." upon hearing this, i was like, did i run here run there when i was young? cos i onli rmb that the reason that i came out to help when i was young is cos i wan to eat tidbits. hahas. i noe that was lame. by the time i reached home was like 9 liao. then i went into mie rm to lie down, waiitng for doraemon to start, but instead, i fell aslp. for the whole of the aftrnoon i was slacking. did nth at all lorhx. didnt even touch mie art. haiz. tmr haf to meet u wif mie relatives for lunch. sian lahx~ i hate that. Sunday, July 15, 2007 9:02 PM i juz ate a apple that taste awful~ yucky. regretted eating it. o.o. juz realise that mie crapalogy has already reach up to 5 pages long! ( according to microsoft word de version). although it may be a small case to others, but its already veri pro of mi liao lorhx. cos sometimes i dun realli wuliao dao go rite this kind of thing. but this time i m. hahas. i juz read it.. 5 pages long lehx. then i read until i yan hua. lols. but oso didnt noe that actually mie thoughts n opinion can be so long, n find some of them funny oso.... but weird thing is, i got a sense of achievements when i see mie crapalogy. cos got a lot of words mahx. hahas. looks like not onli mi, a lot of ppl are thinking a lot nowadaes oso. sometimes, i was wondering, if i really sae something, would it make the situation worse or juz to ease it? cos not everybody can take it when ppl criticize them. Oo, did i sae sth wrong? or if we bottle up things, will it make it better? later go crazy when everything accumulates up. lols. but will de lorhx. ppl can go siao de lorhx. hahas. but to sae to u that yah, indeed ppl not that u got a lot of problems that is unsettled, but kping things to urself wun do u good, wun do others gd oso. u can sae that i m naive or wadever, this kind of things is not ge ren de shi qing. i m sure u noe all this, but i dun really see how u understand all these, cos u didnt show it through ur actions. well, mie own opinion again lahx. i took some pics of the winnie the pooh. i noe i m lame. eh.. but.. aiya, juz take it before sth "bad" happens to it. dun even noe if that will really happen a not. lols. but also to apologize to u that i didnt really take it out since that day, cos i dunnoe where can i put, mie table is far too messy le. n that its living in the box for over 4 months le. haiz. sad for it. tmr you4 shi mondae le. sian. haiz. now mie dad is in hospital again. dunnoe for di ji ci le.. haiz. juz hope that he can recover soon... if not the family will seem empty w/o the pillar of support. thinking abt the drama script again. lols. i m oso trying to express mie care n concern to him lorhx. but juz find it difficult. sometimes, its easier to be said then to be done. n mie mother is nagging at mi about that. haiz. Friday, July 13, 2007 10:41 PM finally the geo test which had been bothering me these few days is over. at ease liao. but the waiting of results is realli a tough wan.. cos i dun tink i did well for it. got back maths paper todae too. it was like~ omg lorhx. 1st time scored so low for maths. failed. but expected de lahx. cos i suck at all these kind of inverse proportion ah, variation ah, n blah blah blah. recalling about mie mood todae.. i dun really noe wad is it. its neither happy nor emo lehx. but i m veri sure that theres anger or frustration. n that started early in the morning. or shld i sae is ytd. veri fed up abt that. to sae that sometimes, i really will tend to get very fed up toking to u. cos it gives me the feeling like, theres no point toking on, its all crap. or maybe i m the one who has all those wishful thinkings, n the one who is really thinking too much at times. then i will sae that i m very sorry for the "fan"ness i haf cause. n that maybe i shld take back every single word i haf said. thats mie own opinion. all these kind of frustration are slowly accumulating. <--sad to sae that lahx. it may all ease. but it will come back some other daes. notice that i haf been having mood swings once all these frustration pops out in mie life which is suppose to peaceful for juz that short while. hate this kind of feeling. i haf been trying hard to control mieself lorhx. cos i m not sure if all these frustration will make mi do anithing. haf to sae that i am a bit too childish le. these are all kid's acts to vent frustration. but thats mi. and i dun really wish to throw or destroy the memories i haf once had. so, i keeping mieself away from the box. but i will nv ever let all these frustration ruin mie life. cos its really not worth it. so, all i wish to do now is to drown mieself in the world of music, keep the box out of mie sight before sth gets missing, and to get on wif mie life as per normal. sometimes, i really enjoy the feeling of being alone. juz like juz now. n wad i got to sae now is.. i realy wish to slp now! hahas. Wednesday, July 11, 2007 11:59 AM ah~ so happy. cos todae nv go school... aiyo. i ytd actually wan read mie geo wan lorhx.. then i lie down in mie bed. stare at the bk, then before i can get a single thing in mie head, i fell aslp. i didnt set alarm or anithing jiu fall aslp liao.. thats y todae overslpt. overslpt liao lehx.. actually wan go skool wan. but last minute dun feel like goin.. then ask mie father, then finally he agree! mie father veri sensitive about goin to school this kind of thing wan.. die oso cannot dum go skool w/o valid reason.. dunnoe y lorhx. since i haf not touch mie bk over these few daes yet, its time for mi to do so le.. stress up lorhx.. cos ppl like yr n jj are chionging like siao.. hope that the drama rehersal todae will be fine bahx.. tmr jiu shi drama competition le. hope that everthing will go smoothly.. Friday, July 06, 2007 10:51 PM woah~ finally end of the week liao. can haf time to rest. but there's still a lot of things awaiting for mi to complete them. n there's live earth tmr! its such a pity that we didnt get a chance to perform on thur. cos everibodi is like so ready for it le but they juz throw this kind of news to us.. sad lahx. but more time to reherse mahx. lols. aiya.. juz now juz had a terrible headache again.. then end up i cannot get anithing into mie head during physics n geo lesson. n i m struggling veri hard to absorb the maths.. cos i suck at inverse proportion. thats y mie maths test today gone case liao lorhx. haiz. these few daes got someone kp askin mi abt the 6 letter word. i now then realise that yuan lai theres so many words which is consist of 6 letter. lols. i dunnoe how to ans their ques lorhx. hah. finally everithing seems to man man come back to normal liao. cos at least got tok liao. hahas. i chat for so long le then noe that actually, mi mieself oso dun realli noe wads the prob that is bothering mi all this while... lols lorhx. at least our frenship or wadever didnt juz end like this bahx. its alwayz nice to haf someone to tok to. but the one usually is mie dardar- xiao penguin.. hahas. i tink i realli haf to learn to look at things frm a diff perspective. cos i was like alwayz asuming that sth will go in a particular way.. thats y when i wan to do sth i wish to do so, it alwayz seems so restricted for mi. or shld i sae that i care abt other ppl's view too much? n i got to apologise to u that i didnt see the thing in mie locker. although i somehow ransack mie locker todae, but nth came into sight lehx. i will go find it on mondae. sorri guess wad mie dear buddy yimeng sae? she sae she wan teach mi si chuan hua. LOLS. but i m of course veri willing to pick up a new language! hahas. Tuesday, July 03, 2007 10:12 PM O. WE GOT INTO THE QUARTER FINALS OF THE DRAMA COMPETITON! N. HAPPI B'DAE TO WEIQI! woke up at 5 todae. n i onli slpt for 2-3 hours. cos ytd 2 plus then slp. haiz. wad i wan to sae that todae is realli damn hot n warm lorhx.. i early in the morning reach here onli saw yr. n i was already down there perspiring.. jj sae meet at 6.15, end up he himself oso late. lols. we indeed spent a lot of time on the drama. but recess n lunch alone will definately be insufficient. then dunnoe y the teresa kee todae so gd let us haf time for rehersal.. doesnt look like her lehx.. aiya.. luckily the drama competition was hold back till 5 lahx. at least we haf more time to prepare. although everithing went into a mess, but at least the actors were sure of wad they are supposed to do. too bad that their back is facing the audience at times. but overall, its gd le! now that we haf got into the finals, they haf to perform during assembly! although it is like so wad~ but still can haf experience lehx.. these few daes veri fed up.. cos kp havin headaches. headaches harassing mi again.. but this time bi jiao worse.. cos its like can have headaches for whole dae. especially on monday lahx.. they down there rehersing... then i tong dao~ like i sae.. i realli think a lot nowadays.. sometimes, it helped to get the situation clearer by thinking too much. but sometimes, it oso ends up wif havin headaches. 1st time in mie life that i haf headaches until this kind of extent lorhx. but to sae that now since headaches haf replace u in mie life, i was wondering shld i kp brooding over some matters which is supposed to be solved? becos thinking abt this particular matter will onli cause mi to haf more headaches~ n thats realli true! maybe i m the one who is thinking too much, but i was juz trying to save the frenship that we use to haf in the past. and to sae that i realli treasure it a lot. it appears to mi that sometimes it is of no hope to save le.. but i m still trying.. however, if u choose to let it go like that.. all i can do is to respect ur decision like how u respect mine... nth is definate. and nth will remain unchanged forever. all i can sae is that i may _ _ _ _ _ _. but if it realli happens to be like that.. i will choose to remain silence. cos sayin out wun do u ani gd. i guess ur life will not be that peaceful again bahx. so i rather "regret than to feel guilty". Sunday, July 01, 2007 10:18 PM todae was juz like a cycle of last sunday. i woke up to watch doraemon le then went back to slp n blah blah blah. onli difference is that i slp for 1 more hour. which makes it 15 hours of slping time. lols. o. since i had such a long slping time, it oso means that i did nth todae. same as ytd. i had been wasting these 2 daes i have... juz now had chilli crab for dinner. although its nice, but i dun quite like to have crabs for dinner. cos its troublesome. but mie father do put in a lot of effort in cooking. so i shld juz appreciate it. now, all i wish to do is to juz sit down, put everithing aside, and think. or shld i sae is reflecting. but this seems kind of impossible. cos i juz find it difficult to put everithing aside at this point of time. i juz enjoy the feeling i had before i slp. cos.. rm got air-con, n thats the onli time when i can put everithing aside n think. but i alwayz fall aslp after a short time.. sian. find that this time i had been really asking for too much. its all mie fault. i keep finding excuses for mieself. there are some things i realli wish to sae.. but find it hard to sae.. juz dunnoe how to sae.. so shld juz keep in to heart.. aiya. wadever. alwayz ask mieself not to think too much. but yet i m down here thinking so much. contradiction. but in all.. i find that i m being lame here.. lols.	tagboard	links 2o4`o7♥ 4o5`o9♥ angelina♥ chinchye♥ daniel♥ donna♥ enci♥ eunice♥ huanyuan♥ jason♥ jiayin♥ jeanice (1)♥ jeanice (2)♥ jerald♥ jinger♥ jingyi♥ joan♥ kelvin♥ lishi♥ lynn♥ melvin♥ minqi♥ samantha♥ sinyi♥ valerie♥ vincent♥ wanjun♥ wanling♥ weijie♥ weiqi♥ weizheno9♥ yanru♥ yanlin♥ yeeling♥ yongming♥ yurou♥ zoe♥ archives October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 September 2009 December 2009 \| credits layout: hey youu♥ icon: runtherace