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profile heello, this is miss ang from nanhuahigh school. i landed here on 26 april to explore planet earth. Loves 204`07♥ and 405`09; family; [mummy daddy♥♥♥]; candies and chocolates. finding for crayon shinchan and doraemon as friends. oh yah, Loves daydreaming, daydreaming for a day that my daydreams come true. and i say, SMILE, like nuts.
Give me a shot to remember And you can take all the pain away from me A kiss and i will surrender The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead A light to burn all the empires So bright the sun is ashamed to rise And be in love with all of these vampires So you can leave like the san abandoned me	others. MUSIC We Walk by The Tings Tings the -	Saturday, October 28, 2006 12:23 PM *Another GOONG pic!!!* *now everidae got update a GOONG pic.... dunnoe will last for how long..... hahax :D* *eurnice say i like GOONG veri much... yes... i did.... i m sure some others will be like mii, m i right?????* todae mii father's birthday..... he is now older..... in the afternoon, we went to westmall to buy birthdae cake.... we saw the socjs that can relieve the leg's pain..... n bought it for him... he is in pain all this while... soo... we bought it for him.... at night... he came back n we celebrate his birthdae... took photos n bla bla bla. tmr we r goin to have dinner outside to celebrate his birthdae.... lookin forward to it cuz i loves eating...... aiyoyo, everione saw miie post liao then asking mii to go... but i already say i m goin... cuz nv go sec skool class gathering before. i juz dun wish to go pri skool gathering.... that's all.... soooo aft all, i think i m goin unless something crops up. juz hope that everithing will not be like wat i expected.... i hope that i will not end up staring at the "tian hua ban".... at least got jiayu's company.... hope will not be that boring.... hahax:D i m sorri .... i juz dun wish to be saddiie saddiie..... Friday, October 27, 2006 12:47 PM *Hahax.... :D another GOONG's pic..... veri nice... GOONG veri nice.... GOONG ROX!!!!* *GOONG ROX!!!!!* *GOONG ROX!!!!!!!* todae last dae of skool liao.... dunnoe is a happiie thing or saddiie thing..... happiie thing is can sleep till veri late... saddiie thing is that veri boring... aiyoyo... everione has their own stand n own point of view.... somone thinks that it can be saved... cuz they think got "xian dan". hahax :) but is this real??? dunoe lehx.... end of skool le... should not think too much about this thingy.... aniway... think le so wat??? nothing to do.... got class gathering lehx... i dun feel like goin lehx... but still must go... i hate class gathering in the 1st place.... so i m trying to avoid it all this while.... i will onli end up in one corner... that is wat it always happen in miie pri skool gathering.... so i hate it... can dun go???? everitime they say i will not be boring wan... but in the end... i will. cuz they juz care about themselves.... talk among themselves... go there like being extra like that.. i hate this king of feeling... I HATE IT... i rather stay at home n accompany miie dardarx. at least she will not dun care mii.... she alwayz stay beside mii.... i can talk to her...... i can hug her n go to sleep.... not like in gathering.... sit down there... stare at the "tian hua ban" I HATE IT. ~SIANZ~ i mean i dun hate miie class.... cuz i nv attend ani of the sec skool class gathering yet.... it is the pri skool wan that made mi feel like that.... can i dun go???? N SOMEMORE.... CANNOT WATCH GOONG!!!!! sooooooo sad...... can dun go????????????????? Wednesday, October 25, 2006 12:02 PM hehex...... i got another GOONG pic..... veri nice right??? hahax :D i think so. aiyo... just that Xin smile until like that..... but still veri nice!!!!! today horhx... public holiday wat, so can sleep till veri late. n cuz of this horhx.. miie father promised to bring us to eat the veri veri nice de bah kut teh. actually, i seldom eat bah kut teh wan... or can say that i nv eat bah kut teh outside before. when we reach there horhx, got a lot of ppl... then i thought must wait for a long long time... but then veri fast jiu lai liao. the bah kut teh realli veri nice lehx.... got a lot of pepper... veri nice..... hope to eat again...... i come back already.... then read miie "hao hai zi" .... read until halfway...then shui zao... Tuesday, October 24, 2006 9:07 AM Ehhhhhhhh!!!!! See!!! I got this nice GOONG pis frm cYnthiia's blog..... Soooooooooooooooooooooo NICE!!!! GOONG ROX!!!!!! GOONG ROX!!!!! :D we went to the art exhibition today.... i always wanted to go.... cuz i interested... got influenced by the "she me yi si?".. hahax :D i so happiie lahx. cuz can go there, somemore free of charge.... so excited... but after that, not veri satisfied lehx. maybe cuz of little artistic pics, or maybe cuz of time limit. first thing go in, saw a pic of a man holding a his own head. i dunnoe y lehx. i say its cute. hehex. then we went to watch a video, a veri long, boring video. it is about the punishments face in the past. i watch le hou, i think the past ppl were veri cruel... they no "ren xing" wan. i rmb some saying wat aft the person had his last meal- grapes, they use the grapes to garnish his head.. n wat the daughter of one was killed slowly.... the ppl cut her flesh one piece by one piece n then go cook curry. n then even worse, force her to eat her own flesh..... eeeee...... aiyoyo.... i dun say about the exhibit le lahx..... eeeeeee...... Monday, October 23, 2006 8:55 AM the problem is getting worse.... n i dun wish to talk about it animore.... it seems like nothing can be done.... they seems so stubborn... n like no one could persuade them... ~haiz~ i now everiday haiz.... cuz nothing to do wat... the studigrp de thingy is like so complicated.... n i have already say wat i wan to say... maybe its realli like this... maybe this... maybe that.... aiyoyo, i dun wan to talk about this le.... but.... nothing to say lehx.... today is sunday.... alwayz nv go out... stay st home n watch tv.... tmr is monday le.... got do PRINCESS HOURS!!!! i so happiie. y everitime tv show de love stori is so complicated wan hah? its like soo unrealistic..... hahax :D some ppl looks so lonely.... n they wan company... n i think that the onli way to keep them accompanied is to find them a stead!!!! hehex :D finally got something to talk about le... okkkk.... who wan to have a stead??? i wan to noe... cuz can help them to do matchmaking... secondary life lehx... confirm got crush wan.... miie class... dunnoe who got crush lehx... kan bu chu.... but other class some kan de chu.... hahax :D aiyoyo....maybe i next time be a qian red string de.... erm..... who wan lehx???? aiyo... i like "xin li bian tai".... cannot help.... i already veri lonleyz le.... "wo yi jing ji mo dao bu neng zai ji mo le" hahax.. that is wat wu zong xian alwayz says.... i dunnoe y lehx.... i think this is veri fun.... * sorri... no offence * hahax hahax hahax hahax hahax hahax hahax hahax hahax hahax hahax hehex :D Sunday, October 22, 2006 8:03 AM aiyoyo, since u think that they r hurting others, y do they wan to do these things in the first place?? we r not other ppl's mind, we dun noe what they r thinking.... the ppl just wan to make others happiie.... they have no intention to hurt others in the 1st place.... then y would u wan to blame them for doin this??? this is just their "yi fan hao yi", there is nothin wrong about it....but if u think that it is not right, then maybe just ignore them.... i noe is difficult..... but wat can u do? hate the person??? scold the person??? as i have say before, u all sure noe that hating someone is veri tiring....soooo, its better not to do it.... as u said, the wounds will heal just like when tide comes, it will wash away the footprints..... i agree with this.... but dun worried too much... must think positively.... if something ought to happen, it will happen no matter wat... nothing can stop it.... just use "ping chang xin tai" to face the problem..... just hope that it will "yu guo tian qing"....... *~Haiz~.......* *Y can't everione just get over it????* i oso wan to get angry le lahx....... just joking...... mii now thinking that whether the glass has return back to normal already a not???? i noe this question is a tough one...... i just dun noe y the ppl cannot get over it easily..... i bet if u realli wan it to happen, u can do it. maybe u r thinking too much le... sometimes, its better to think less than to thinkmore. we r not having examinations!!!!! jut sit down n think, can u let go to what u r holding on to??? if u can, have u already think of other's feelings??? put urself in other's shoes, what do u think of it??? examinations r already over...... y can't u just relax urself a bit??? the preparation of the EoY is already veri veri tiring.... do u wan to "kill" urself??? if yes, wat's the meaning of holidays??? september holidays r meant for preparation, but this is DECEMBER HOLIDAYS!!!!! december holidays is meant for u to relax, not to think so much.... have u heard of " chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi"??? dun need to worry so much wan.... even if u start ur revision now, can u understand??? can u rmb it until the next year???? exactly.... if it is mii, definitely not..... have a "hao sheng" de xin is not bad sometimes.....cuz a least u have a goal.... n u will strive for it... not like mii, still lost in the forest..... ~haiz~ BUT..... sometimes, it may not be good.... cuz u will go crazy!!!!!! n then u will suffer frm depression n bla bla bla mental problems..... i noe is lame -_-''', but it can be true.... sooooo, u must find ways t go relax.... like go out n play during the holidays, or whatever..... then u will find that life is meaningful(dun noe spell correctly a not)..... i hope the ppl will live happilly ever after when they READ THIS!!!!!!! if the ppl happen to come here, PLEASE HAVE A LOOK!!!!! Saturday, October 21, 2006 9:24 AM Will this pic be shattered ??? Somebody ans mii!!!!! i m veri fan..... y can't everithing get back to normal??? y do all the ppl wan to make things complicated??? we r not playing a guessing game!!!! i m not saying that the ppl r wrong, is just that.... y can't the ppl consider about others feeling.... dun noe how many of us wan to have a happiie ending... but yet they.... ~haiz~ actually, when a glass have cracks in it, it can be fixed. but that depends on how everione work on it.... it requires teamwork. i just hope that everione would get into the fixing of the glass.... there is no such thing as "extra". one will onli be "extra" when he/she thinks that him/herself is one. this is call "xin li zuo yong". no one is perfect in this world. so u dun expect the others to be as wat u wan. u r oso not the ruler of the world, so u cannot expect the others to be as wat u wan. just think back.... how many times have u hate someone or be angry with someone??? i bet everione noes that hating someone or be angry with someone is a veri tiring thing. since u noe this, y do u let it continue??? the work n skool life is already very tiring for us, so, so u wan to tire urself down??? u r not a robot or someone made of steel..... an animal oso have feelings, they can manage their feelings well. e.g. some cry when thir owner died. but the problem is, do we humans manage our emotions or feeling correctly??? i noe this skill is difficult to master.... but at least give it a try.... so.... i just hope that everithing will be all right.....so signing off..... Thursday, October 19, 2006 12:30 PM things r getting complicated.....until i cannot get it.... wat the hack is this for??? i just hate all this situation. i m worried that i cannot tale it.... y can't everithing get back to normal???? wat a piece of glass have cracks in it then bla bla bla. this is wat i hate the most!!!!i dun get into this kind of situation when i m in pri skool. that just happen in sec skool. but, i m ready in for this kind of situation in the 1st place....cuz i noe that sec skool frienship will not be as "dan chun" as pri skool..... just receive all miie results on monday.... actually, i think that i have done miie veri best. miie art qi ji ban de get le A1...... dunno y lehx... but despite this, mummy still not happiie, cuz of miie english. miie english is forever like this, cannot help it.... wat can i do??? signing off..... Monday, October 16, 2006 7:53 AM yesterday go le Vivo city with miie mun n bro. realli big sia. although onli got 5 levels ( actually got 3 levels wan, i + le B1 n B2), but the shoppin mall is veri wide, thus so huge. yesterday go there got a lot of ppl. cuz saturday wat.... jian zhi shi "ren shan ren hai". ppl of all ages r there. teenages is the main one. i dun like goin to places where there is a lot of teenages, cuz like that i like veri small like that, veri xiao hai.... i dun like that kind of feeling. we went to the Carl's Juniour. go find miie sis. the shop is always veri small. then when we stp in, there is a long queue. a lot of ppl lehx..... this is miie 2nd time go n find her. 1st time is at suntec city. the burger there is not ren eat wan. sooo big lahx. but i like the fries there. hahax :) aft that, we went to level 3. actaully we thought level 3 got sky park wan, so go up n see. but the sky park is not ready yet. then we saw the arcade. so...go n play lahx. but horhx, the money is mine one lehx. the money is for monday pin cah wan. now ~fly away~ liao. sobx miie mum actually dun wan help mi give the money for pin cha n skool magazine wan, but then i down there grumbling, she finally agree to help mii give le. at least i dun suffer ani loss..... we walk veri long liao. soo give up the shoppin, go have dinner. i go find wat to eat, then decide to eat fishball noodles. when i wan to go n buy de shi hou, a man n a woman suddenly quarrel. the woman dun noe wat just go n throw a bowl of noodles n then the noodles ~fly~ n landed on the table. is happens at the stall. everibody then look at them. the woman dunno say wat" u nv return mi money" n bla bla bla. the man then say he wan to slap the woman wan, but infront of everibody, he cannot lahx. later no face.... i dun noe why lorhx. i down there laughing.... i noe i veri bad... but cannot help it. wat i pity is the stall owner. cuz he had to clean up the mess at his stall.... in the end, i walk away n did not have miie dinner, cuz nothing else to eat n i have no appettite. kk, hao le, signing off..... Saturday, October 14, 2006 1:28 PM today mass checking of paper...... 1st part.... haiz.... i now everiday sigh..... dunno for wat. maybe for results, maybe for relationship, maybe for friendship,maybe for miie own world. reusults, nothing to say. is not good dao cannot say, is bad dao nothing to say. i pass miie paper 1 for english, but failed paper 2. i already got " xin li zhun bei" le. miie english will forever be bad. cannot save it one. no matter wat. i brought tissue there, but dunno y i cannot cry lehx. but overall for paper 1 n 2, i think i pass. i already feel contented when i pass miie english already. but i still veri scared miie overall marks. ~scared~ chinese oso the same. not veri high. cuz a lot of ppl got 90 n above. lin lao shi say that someone in our class got 100 n above. at first i thought is yeeling. cuz she everitime top the class. but this time is ruru. she's the one. pro sia..... we nv get back our paper 1, cuz teacher say that paper 1 not veri good.... heng today no more paper... actually should have history paper wan, but ms tan nv come. hahax :) but like this, monday more paper to take. yeeling's birthday today. we all bought a birthday cake for her. a chocolate cake. i m so sad. cuz it is not black forest. black forest veri nice wan!!! but she like chocolate cake. then let it be, cuz she is the birthday girl, not mi. mine pass le. she looks ver happy. but did not cry out. hahax :) i noe i bad, cuz i wan to see other ppl cry. but aniway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YEELING!!! everibody like guai guai de. especially junjun. dunno wat happen to him. his soul is drifting away frm us. dunno for wat reason. actually we all veri ok wan. then they throw the boxes around, n then we ask him to sit beside huanhuan, n then he dunno bu shuang or wat jiu walk away to zoe that click already. weird right? for the rest of the whole day, we try to talk to him, but he just dun care us. we got discuss about him. about y he like that. we just dun noe wat to do..... he can be stubborn at times, can be humorous at times, but he just dun noe y become like that. ~haiz~ things r getting more complicated, more complicated than i m. they say is cuz he dun like us to play overboard, dun like us to talk crap, dun like us cuz we nv take the studies seriously. but u must have time for relaxation. m i right??? if not, soon u will not be with us, cuz u have already die of stresses, pressure, depression.... i just i wish to noe the resons y. at least i will not asume that he dun like us... he is now around with other click. walking around to just see the situation. but he jiu shi nv come to the clicks he use to be with, us. i think he is over sensitive le. maybe he thinks that we did not care about him. just leave him alone. but we tried to talk to him, he is the one who just dun care us. i m not blaming him. is just that i feel that when u r with frens, u should not be THAT sensitive. that will onli seperate u frm others. u must trust others, then that is consider true frens. that is wat i think. ~HAIZ~ mii signing off...... Friday, October 13, 2006 4:02 AM today nothing to do at home.... nv go out. onli staying at home to play com. haiz... sianz sia...... dunno wat to post lehx. tmr mass checking of paper le. veri scared sia. confirmed veri bad wan. dun dare to see. dun wish to go to skool tmr. but still have to acecpt the fact. cruel sia!!!! wed just had a bad news le. tmr dun noe have to receive how many bad news. scared later cannot take it. haiz.....today miie house veri quiet. bro n sis went to skool le. left mii n mummy at home. nothing to do lehx. cannot play the com for too long..... then.....erm....nothing le. signing off.... Thursday, October 12, 2006 1:23 PM aiyo.... so complicated... y r ppl like that..... today horhx... we go hadley's clubhouse lehx... actually i thought it would be veri fun wan... but it turn out to be like that. ppl r veri complicated, n ruru is one of them. that's wat i mention brefore, didin't i? huanhuan must be veri sad today, cuz junjun nv come. dun noe wat happen to him, he look like veri stress, maybe thinking of the preparation of the STREAMING. he ah, haiz.... i pity on huanhuan, no one to accompany her. junjun is alwayz the one who started all the fun, conversation. but today he is there, it seems like "leng chang". he can kai his mini concert there one.... that's where all the fun starts, but today, everithing seems so complicated... they all down there playing majiong, n we, nothing to do. ask hadley to take cards down, he drag it for so long then go n do it. then after that, when he came back,those playing majiong come n join us for the "daidi" game. then when ruru gone away for a while, we started without her. that's how all the complicated things started. we struggle to solve this. finally somehow got solve it. we went to JEC, go have the chicken chop mee, n then everitime i last one, but today is yuyu last. when we went to take neoprints, yuyu have to pay more, cuz she finish last. we met qianyi n his bro there, oso there to take neoprints. it's weird to see her bro there. n then veri funny lehx. we go take one machine that got sofa wan, veri squeezy.that one is the machine allocate us one, then veri complicated. aft we take ours, the machine went on to take the second time. we all then veri luan lorhx. we thought that is others one. but no one out there.then end up then machine taking photos of epmty spaces. hahax :)) still no one there. we go n ask the ppl in charge. then the person attitude veri bad, but the other one is ok. then a grp of ppl come. they ask us about the neoprint thingy, is actually their's. we alray decorated the empty spaces le, the they come. they didin't ask us to pay back lahx. that's veri kind of them. 10 bucks le!!!! later huahuan wan go le, then everione jiu go home le. wat a complicated day..... signing off...... Wednesday, October 11, 2006 11:34 AM Haiz..... today is a bad day for mii sia.... wat a bad day.... today got back geo paper, lit paper...... geo paper is ok..... at least meet miie expectations.... but lit..... haiz... the lit veri difficult in the first place... so i already got " xin li zhun bei" liao. but still, i cannot take it.... i did not cry. of course. i dun wish to cry in front of everione, i dun like to be comforted by others, cuz that will make mii feel more like crying. i just felt veri sad... my spirits r veri low... no mood.... ruru, yuyu, huanhuan n yiyi come n comforted mii. they wrote a " yi shu" for mii to cheer mi up.... but i'm ok actually, just feel a bit low. the last sentence " u dun noe that someone may fall in love with ur smile..." is so mushy... i think that's meant for huanhuan n junjun, yuyu n jiejie, n yiyi n cheechee/yiyi de. hahax :) but ..... thx to them.... i m feeling better now... signing off. Tuesday, October 10, 2006 11:15 AM hehex.... a studygrp de pic created.... i personally think is veri nice sia... :)) exams over...no more studygrp.... BUT.... we got go n play lahx... if not, this holiday is meaningless. haiz... actually today they all wan go bowl wan.... but cuz jj did not go, daniel oso dun feel like goin, then eerone jiu feel like not goin le... but still got chance wan.. nv bowl before. dunno whether by then then can handle a not...... mii signing off.... Monday, October 09, 2006 3:42 AM Finally EOY finish le... a new blog created.maybe to also to celebrate the finish of EOY. there is onli the begining, a long to go. yesterday PIE, walk until my leg wan to break liao. mobile selling really tiring.... but veri fun...before that still got go take neoprints... take le hen duo.... smile a veri unforgettable experience :)	tagboard	links 2o4`o7♥ 4o5`o9♥ angelina♥ chinchye♥ daniel♥ donna♥ enci♥ eunice♥ huanyuan♥ jason♥ jiayin♥ jeanice (1)♥ jeanice (2)♥ jerald♥ jinger♥ jingyi♥ joan♥ kelvin♥ lishi♥ lynn♥ melvin♥ minqi♥ samantha♥ sinyi♥ valerie♥ vincent♥ wanjun♥ wanling♥ weijie♥ weiqi♥ weizheno9♥ yanru♥ yanlin♥ yeeling♥ yongming♥ yurou♥ zoe♥ archives October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 September 2009 December 2009 \| credits layout: hey youu♥ icon: runtherace